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last night, dearest Caryn, Shiuan and Zhihui treated me to dinner at my fave Waruku@cuppage! man.. we ordered a whole lot of food!! the bill muz be damn ex lar!!! feel so paiseh…BUT i’m a happy girl… it’s so long since i’ve been myself… and i love the good company… ;p juz tt it feels weird tt Liting and Diana’s not ard… hmmm… not as noisy?? haha..

we talked abt some pretty interesting topics too… *grinz* anyway, we sat at the cubicle seat can!!! hahaha.. hopefully next time we have MORE pple then we go to the pte room! hahahaha…

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came home after school… didnt go anywhere for dinner.. BH was too bz with his work.. i mean he did offer to meet for dinner.. i didnt want him to feel ‘forced’ to meet me coz he’s rushing his project… so i juz told him tt i wasnt feeling well… he believed me.. and probably heaved a huge sigh of relieve ..

i was very happy today.. i mean.. it’s my bday right… many friends msg me.. i felt so popular…friends whom i least expect…frens who i have nv met u with for yrs! they rem my bday… i was extremely touched! :smile1 nono… these frens are not even on my friendster (which haf a bday notification)! haha… tt’s why i was super duper touched… hahaha… i felt so loved…:heart1

larene, xinyi and sharon also planned a mini celebration for me too! they bought me a bday cake! and sang bday song for me.. ah…. they are so nice to me can! *guilty* larene even bought facial mask from face shop for me!!!! cost a bomb man! it’s like 5masks can!!!

my family was great too.. they thot BH wld be treating me for dinner… so all woke up early to sing me bday song and cut cake…still nvm.. my sis even treated me to dinner last night!!! :grin1

everyone BUT him..i think he didnt even realised tt it’s my bday untill i reminded him…. no… it’s perfectly fine… i noe you are bz…

right… BH had to stay over in school to finish up his HYP and other projects.. so today is like a stay home day …did my stats tut… haha.. by right, i shld haf made better use of my time.. like:
1) accompany BH to sch
2) buy bday gift for BH

BUT i’ve decided tt i shan’t do the 2 pts above… coz .. BH will be too bz.. and wld most prob forget.. so i shall juz ‘sssshhhhhhhhh’ abt it… then it wld be a mutual thing.. ‘oh! u didn’t get anything for me! i didn’t get anything for you too! it’s telepathy!’ iyah.. next yr when BH is earning big bucks then celebrate lor! hopefully we are still together by then? hahaha

anyway, my night was nicely spent… came on MSN.. and chatted with Caryn and Darrell… well… they are the 2 pple who wld be excited to msg me when i’m online.. hahaha…. man… so while i was talking abt how horny angmos are.. caryn d/c!! man!!! we’ll leave the juicy stuff till friday! haha… and Darrell was toooooooo shy to discuss bt the Tammy video! hahahaha.. it’s alright! i won’t tell any1 bt it.. :grin1 oppz! u mean i juz did! hehehe… now i d/c and i can’t be connected back to msn… :blank1

was hoping to see Fel online… BUT i didnt.. heez.. BUT i sent email to all to YM, XY and Fel… reply if possible k! heez :wink1

overall, i am happy today :beam1 shall do algebra tut tml..

haha… was playing ard with the face recognisation demo… heeez… thrilled to find out tt i have 59% match with anna kournikova and 66%Woranuch Wongsawan ( dunno who, but supposed to be a thai star, hopefully not some porn star… hahaha)

tried BH’s face too.. man… hilarious!!! he have 66% match with eddie murphy and 60% with Chester of Linkin Park!!! wahahaha…

try ur pic at http://www.myheritage.com/ have fun!

haha… hey i always like scrapbooking.. BUT i sux at digi scarpbooking.. my IT skills cannot mk it man.. sorry BH.. juz had to use ur pic as sample… wahahaha… i d/l the template from here , a set called Splendid! and used paint to do the scrapping… i suspect photoshop will do a better job… of corrs i dunno how to use tt program lar.. :pout1

BH pls advice… though i really hate to admit tt u r good at this... hehe.. :blush1

got this digi-scrapbooking from nickpan… who’s 1 sweet guy… haha… i thnk BH will be like him in future though.. hahaha…:beam1

weekends always fly by really fast.. i thot this weekend was great… sat. was a great day.. except for *something* which happened in the morning.. which i shall not disclose.. haha… BUT still…. i think i’m good…. juz tt some things are not within my control.. :beam1

i think i’m like deprieved of food or something.. i have been watching my diet lately… so on sat. BH and i were like extremely spontaneous! we went to jalan kayu for late tea-break… and ate roti prata… BUT i only had like 3 bites of the prata.. and i didnt dare to eat anymore… haiz.. i muz control man… still nvm.. we were like so onz… we still went to AMK for jap food! yar lar.. sumo-house.. food is cheap.. tt’s y… then we ordered don and udon… i juz had a few mouthful of the food.. then BH ate up the rest… hehe… so u can imagine tt he ate like so much on sat lar…. and i’m glad to tell the whole world tt i thnk BH HAD PUT ON SOME WEIGHT!! maybe at the wrong places… wahahaha… no lar…according to my mum, she feels tt BH’s face looks rounder now.. wow… keep it up man! haha…

then went to town to buy bday gift for my sister!!! we bought her a really nice addias jacket, which wasnt on discount! BUT reasonable price.. it’s $50… coz it’s kids’ size.. BUT super big! heez.. hope she likes it…

went to the IT fair at abt 8.45pm –> tt’s when the crowd is going home…less crowded.. haha… i needed to check out the singnet broadband lar… anyway, i came home… feeling so happy and excited bt my sis bday gift.. BUT my sis refused to talk 2 me!!! luckily she didnt wanna talk 2 me! coz i i talked to caryn till like 2am! wah!! miss her like crazy! heeez.. :heart1

today, i found out from my mum tt my sis angry tt i went out with BH instead of her… well… i dunno what to say….i went out for her sake! i think on friday.. she’ll love me like crazy… overjoyed when she sees her gift :smile1 i hope she’ll like it!

thursdays are like mask day! damn vain right! haha… thnk this mask is quite good… i feel tt my face feels smoother and looks more radiant after using it.. hehe…

well.. this may sound exaggerating.. BUT when we meet up every wk, BH will like touch my face unconciously.. haha.. so it’s he thinks my face feels good lor! see… told you BH is a lucky guy.. he’s not rich, not good looking BUT the gf so pretty.. no mk-up also look sooooo good can! oh my goodness! i’m the unlucky one! u better appreciate me man!

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went to sch today.. for GE.. BUT my tutor didnt come! man… mk me go sch so early… at least i did my algebra tut.. so it’s like time well spent… nope.. me wasn’t alone… was with papaya… yeah… can’t believe i spent like 4hrs talking crap to her..

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and i have this fren… i think she’s like weird.. coz she got soooo ANGRY when we were talking bt DAN BROWN’s DA VINCI CODE!!! i was like… it’s enjoyable to read… BUT reading does not mean tt i believe watever crap which is inside rite…

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luckily it’s friday tml!

this is life… there’s like good days and bad days…

on bad days like today… i wld always turn on the radio at 8pm.. listen to YES93.3 — Music Diary… right… stories pple sent in are sometimes really sweet and nice.. others are kinda bitter sweet…

such stories always reminds me of some events in my life… most of the time it mks me feel better..

then i wonder… if one day… i were to share my story on air.. wld it be a happy or a sad one?