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basically, things are going ok these few days… the thing is… if you choose to close 1 eye or even 2… life can be much better… at least tt’s what i feel…. anyway, i’m in a win-win situation as for NOW :blank1

so glad to see May this morning.. it’s 1 of the rare times tt u see a fren who u cld talk to…. :smile1

and life still goes on…. like doing tutorials and projects which are piling up….

had a good dinner with BH… and he paid for dinner.. :beam1 one thing abt BH as he gets older…. we no longer need to go dutch… he pays… though he’s not earning… hahaha…. BUT we seldom eat out…. still feel that my mum’s cooking is the BEST of the BEST.. heee

wore the “blue flower” earrings and everyone says it’s nice lor! hahaha… :blush1 and i sooooo want the butterfly earring which yunxi of “prince turns to frog” wore… *hintX10000000000000*

if everyone love with their heads instead of their hearts then there is no such thing as broken hearts… maybe broken heads… heeez.. no wonder i have headaches man… coz i love with my head…

somehow… i still feel that one shld love some1 only IF he/she is of good-use in long term….

once again… i may not have love b4 to give such a shallow statement.. :blush1

oh well. nothing happened… juz a silly thought b4 i go and slp… :wink1

to end off…. must tell u all this…

S O M E T H I N G A B O U T Y O U by Corrinne May
(1st album, 3rd track)

There’s something in your eyes < ---- eye wax ah!!! heeez... Something in your smile Something in the way you move me You make me want to sing Make me want to dance Make me want to cry I'm falling in love with you.

tt’s all.. haha… i still love this song…

New specs …let the pics do the talking! hahaha…

i still look better w/o spec right?? heeeez

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a post inspired by Zhihui and Mr Brown

I am the baby who had huge and sparkling eyes the moment I was born, that’s why my Chinese name is Hui Jing.

I am the toddler who my grandfather would take me for evening walks, and neighbours would come out and say ‘Hi’

I am the toddler who loves to follow my grandmother everywhere she goes

I am the kid who prefers to play with transformers rather than Barbie dolls.

I am the kid who didn’t know how to write her name and cries out loud when she’s in kindergarten because her grandfather is no longer in sight

I am the kid who loves to eat nuggets from MacDonald until her mother told her that the nuggets are made of horse meat

I am the kid who is very afraid of her father

I am the girl who did not know how to read when she is in Primary 1

I am the girl who had her grandfather waiting for her after school everyday to bring her home

I am the daughter who always needs you to come to school to collect her report book because she did not do well in her studies

I am the friend who walked to school with you

I am the friend whom you helped to collect her homework and bring it to her house, even teaching her how to do her sums

I am the friend whom you shared your umbrella with

I am the sister who introduced you to Maple Story and causes you to be addicted to it

I am the sister who could not help you with your maths problems

I am the sister who listens and laugh at your lame jokes even when they are not funny

I am the teenager who you chat with on IRC and ICQ

I am the teenager who stole your heart

I am the girlfriend whose heart melted when you played ‘More than words’ on guitar

I am the girlfriend who could make your day into a heaven or a hell

I am the girlfriend who took care of you unwillingly when you were sick

In future, I will be a mother of an adorable son name Daryl!!

I am the kid. I am the friend. I am the sister. I am the girlfriend.
I will be the future mother.

taiwanese drama shows are always soooooooooo idealistic… haha… BUT i kinda like it… like it most when a poor gal can find a rich man… haha.. the plot is always like tt… so does this imply that taiwanese gals are materialistic?

anyway… i was watching that “prince become frog” show… i was like WOW.. coz the guy is super cute… heez… is his name dao ming?

after watching the show…. i thnk the sweetest gesture of love the guy can give is hold the gal’s hand when he’s driving…. such a masculine gesture.. i like… when can i experience tt? :blush1 cannot depend on BH lar… he cannot even drive… dun talk abt car can… :shake:

my sis is super sweet.. i was telling her tt i dunno how to do my social studies lesson and coz she had no sch today….she helped me develop my activity for my social studies lesson plan can!!!! together with the map to use…. i was super impressed and very touched.. thank you little sis! :beam1

:what: i’m like having a headache again… right… like what’s new right? i suspect i’ll die of brain tumour or something… haha.. and Caryn was like soooooooo funny to say “lucky i not ur bf/husband man! got headache how to ******* “.. heeeeeez.. you r right baby! haha

tt’s not the pt… the pt is the BIG pain come only after my no. theory test… though there was a slight pain b4 the paper… i was praying hard tt the pain will not affect me much… :blank1 let’s hope tt my test is all right…

btw.. i superly hate pple who wld complain ” i’ll fail my test terribly” like…. “HELLO!!!” what they actually mean is ” i won’t get full marks” yucks! disgusting….

to Caryn: my dearest, if you r interested in the earrings… email me soon k? coz i need abt 3wk to process the order.. else not in time for your BIG day :beam1

had my calculus quiz today…. and noe what? there were 4 qns… and i spotted 1 of the qns!!! mind you.. it’s EXACTLY the same… and i even went to ask the tutor how to do it!!!! and he even told me how to do it…. :rant:

anyway….i did the qn tt i spotted WRONGLY!!! *bang wall* sooooooo i only got 2 qns right…. damn… it cld have been 3qns lar… now i at most can get 10/20 :pout1 cannot even compensate for my terrible rlts in the 1st quiz… BUT.. on the brighter note, i improved by 7marks can…

have to take things slowly… 1 step at the time… and special thanks to BH for buying the calculus worked solutions book for me… tt bk is a life-saver man.. the qns… came out from there! :wink1 and it’s my little secret….

No. theory test on thurs… it’s a killer man… :oogle:

Bh is having a fever now… hope it’s not dengue… and get well soon!!!

btw… some tried to commit suicide in sch today… :cuckoo: i’m serious!!! he wanna jump down the building can!!!! heard tt he’s married with a kid… shotgun marriage…. and he’s in chinese specialisation…. anymore juicy details?

need to slp now… feel tt headache is coming…

HOW can tell some1 not to call me…. like i don’t feel like helping her for maths… how can i tell her tt? in a tactful way…..

think abt it and tell me…

oh… the reason is… helping pple is sooooooooooo time-consuming… and it only poses more qns… since, i’m not an expert anyway

Bh came over today… then the 3 of us were watching the jap show, Be with You… oh well… thot tt it was a super sweet show… i was the 1st to cry…. :mad1 coz i thot it was super sweet…..

my fave part is the part where the girl was cold… and the guy ask the girl to put her hand in his jacket then he put his in the jacket and held her hand… i thot it was super sweet… like honey can… Bh didn’t even do tt when i’m cold… :pout1 i was trying to recall what’s the sweetest gesture BH did… BUT i can’t thnk of any now…. :sad1

so i was crying till my eyes feel soooooo tired now… coz…. it’s sooooo touching in the end…. somehow… i feel that the short sex scene was redundant… :thumbdown:

nice nice show….

be with me ok? :blush1

you know… amanda is the best… she’s the kindest…..most caring… super soft…. extremely egoistic… and she loves to thnk she’s the prettiest girl in the whole wide world and she likes to be treated like a princess like what all girls do… right? right? right?

soooooo being really sweet….she msg her wonderful NIE maths frens… which includes 3 girls and 1 guy….thinking of having a wonderful lunch with them “shall we meet at the bridge at 11am for lunch b4 meeting prof XXX” ….. all replied to her enthusiastically except the guy… who’s not good looking and not rich…(anyway, she was late for the meeting.. wahahaha)

so.. this guy went to call my fren…. ” did amanda msg you to meet at the bridge ?” oh my gawd!!!!!!!! he thinks tt ME ME ME will like him……… come on…. :cuckoo: you r MAD….

it’s the joke of the day… and of corrs… an UGLY misunderstanding…

sometimes, when one is upset or rather suffer a setback or rather out of love… will cut their hair short… BUT……… i juz cut my hair short and i’m still very much in love… :heart1 :beam1

heeez… yar lar.. my hair was far too long… and hard to manage… and singapore’s weather is too hot.. so i cut it to abt shoulder length… still can tie… however, the ponytail is short and cute? haha… well, and of corrs BH doesn’t mind… he thot i look good… as always… hahaha…. tt’s y i’m sooooooo egoistic…

went to make specs today… my specs look good… and i thot it’s really cool… seeing how cool i look… BH needed to mk specs too…juz to keep up with me… wahahaha… so we’ll be a cooooooool couple… heeeeez…

i really enjoyed my day today… woke up early… mk my specs… collected Bh’s new passport.. which i thot he looks good in the pic… went to bugis and walked to eat our fave Blanco Court Prawn Noodles… walked ard in Arab Street… went to Chinatown…. go and cut hair at hougang… play badminton.. eat delicious food at my place… watch TV together…. nice… :wink1

these few days, i really learn to appreciate having BH ard…and it freaks him out when i’m super nice to him… i juz suddenly think he’s wonderful…. and i’m so glad to have him…. :smile1