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it was quite a good day at school.. thnking that i was expecting chaos… and pupils not wanting to study…. looks like i was wrong…

i prepared the presents for my class long ago… even before i know them… :beam1 gt it from BKK previously… hopefully i can do some restocking at the end of the yr? hehehe

i didnt give the class the presents in the 1st period… i carried on with lesson and even gave them a lecture on what was being SMART and WISE. well… i told the class… ” every one of you is smart but r u wise? Wise means doing the right thing at the right time” wah… i tell u… tt lecture work wonders… my class was quite well behaved compared to other classes during the concert. what i needed to do was to point to their brains and they behaved! :grin1

when they went for recess.. they took the tibit which i bought to eat… when i gave them homework, they were super enthu to do coz… i gave them new pencils… haha.. i knew they like it….

then…. after the concert, i brought the children up to class… it was 20mins before dismissal time… i logged onto a website on sea creatures and told them abt my interest – sea animals! wah… they were sooooooo interested… u shld look at the spark in their eyes… even the naughtiest was listening… and when the dismissal school bell rang… they were like ” Miss Goh, nvm… we ctd for 5 more mins!”

it was pure statisfaction… :blush1

ended the day with dinner with BH .. we ate at Waruku Pasta… which was super duper yummy! haha… i thnk we were super hungry… after which, we went to chill at The Clinic. it was happy hour from 5.30-9pm and we got out Lime Vodkas at 1 for 1… only paid $12 nett! :thumbup:

the furnitures at clinic were super cool… juz like a clinic? haha… juz tt the waiters and waitresses are nt in nurse/doc uniform.. will definitely go there again!

take care to all and congrats to ym for getting the job!!! :smile1 welcome to the working world!

Hugh Grant - Way Back Into Love lyrics

[Verse 1]
(Drew Barrymore)
I've been living with a shadow overhead, 
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed, 
I've been lonely for so long, 
Trapped in the past, 
I just can't seem to move on! 

(Hugh Grant)
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away, 
Just in case I ever need them again someday, 
I've been setting aside time, 
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind! 

[Chorus]
(Both)
All I want to do is find a way back into love. 
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
Oooooh. 

[Verse 2]
(Drew Barrymore)
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine, 
I've been searching but i just don't see the signs, 
I know that it's out there,
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere! 

(Hugh Grant)
I've been looking for someone to shed some light, 
Not somebody just to get me through the night, 
I could use some direction, 
And I'm open to your suggestions. 

[Chorus]
(Both)
All I want to do is find a way back into love. 
I can't make it through without a way back into love. 
And if I open my heart again, 
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end! 
Oooooooh, Ooooooh, Ooooooh.

[Middle-eight]
(Drew Barrymore)
There are moments when I don't know if it's real 
Or if anybody feels the way I feel 
I need inspiration 
Not just another negotiation 

[Chorus]
(Both)
All I want to do is find a way back into love, 
I can't make it through without a way back into love, 
And if I open my heart to you, 
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do, 
And if you help me to start again, 
You know that I'll be there for you in the end!
Oooooooh. Oooooooh. Ooooooooh. Oooooooh. Ooooooh Ooooooooh. Ooooooooh.



Song lyrics | Way Back Into Love lyrics

current situation: looking forward for the weekends after a long week (5days of work)

imagine.

what if: looking forward to work after a long week of rest

won’t everyone be happier…

:rant:

i am starting to realised that BH isn’t my boyfriend… he’s probably the better half of me… haha… it juz occured to me that he’s a much better person in solving maths or IQ qns.. he’s a much nicer person ( in terms of character).. oh well…. anyway, he’s my better half…

oh… we watched a gay movie on sat. .. that Chuck and Larry show… BH wanted to watch it… the jokes in the movie were too complex for me.. i juz don’t get some of it… but my better half did… now i wonder if he has gay tendencies! anyway… it also goes to say tt i’m juz sooo sweet and innocent.. keke… gonna be a bz week ahead….

take care to all.. :buck1

i hate it when pple give silly excuses like ” i got my baby daughter …. my hubby is always flying overseas…” to make me feel guilty for not helpng them…

man… it mks me feel that singles like me… pple w/o family commitments like me are worthless… and do not need any FREE time…

it makes me feel that juz because i got no family of my own… i can work till i die and nobody will bother abt me…argh….

i know tt life is unfair.. but does SINGLES need to be treated this way!!!! :rant:

PS: Singles = not married. having a bf is also considered SINGLE in the eyes of law.

to tell u the truth… i have been avoiding blogging many things coz i told myself tt it’s a ‘happy’ blog…. so… i feel really upset some times abt work… abt life… but i juz didn’t say it…. i tried to see all the negative things in a positive light… but it’s all so hard to do…

then i realised that i may need some self-help book or something…. i saw this book… the title caught my attention – It’s all in your head: Thinking your way to happiness… i hope this helps…

i had a great weekend before the last hectic and bz term starts tml… i read sumiko’s article today… and i juz felt soooooo glad that i’ve got a 24hrs best friend! :blush1

Bh and I at the GCA ( Games Convention Asia) with a masot (dunno from what game) from EA…

Cool foodcourt at suntec… the books look super real!

random pic of us at citylink

something to share:

i picked up a quote which i found meaningful… ” God’s delay are not God’s denial ” i rem my A-level results which i can’t mk it to uni… then i still managed to get to NIE and completed the degree…. though no honours… it’s no big deal right…. maybe something better will come my way?

besides this…. i also learnt a cool fact during mass today… when a jellyfish eats a snail, the snail will stay inside the jellyfish and eat it up from inside… then the jellyfish will eventually die….. putting this jellyfish story in real life…. the snail is like our fears, our anxiety, our jealousy…. man… i don’t want to be a jellyfish…. i wanna be a killer whale… how’s that?? :beam1

it’s MONDAY!! had been telling BH abt Ma Masion having a 20% discount on Monday as it’s ladies night! kekeke… had a great dinner!!! yummy!! :grin1 at the expense of my weight tt is..

then i realised tt it’s so easy to be happy..

being happy is ………

1)being with someone important to me and not talking abt work
2)eating whatever i like without having to think of how fattening something is
3)not doing any work though there’s worksheets lying at home waitingf or me to mark
4)not wearing my watch and looking at the time
5)walking slowly and not rushing for class
6)having no phone calls from anyone from work
7)enjoying myself when everyone is working
8)thinking of going for a holiday at the end of the year
9)spending money like nobody’s business
10)sleeping w/o fear tt i will be late for school the next day

ah…. happy….. think i’ll be even happier if i have a simpler job .. not much money but it doesn’t matter…

teachers’ day was still a normal day to me… went to school… scold the kids… they gave me cards.. some gave me presents… believe it or not. i havent opened up the presents! wah… what a lazy teacher i m man… keke

actually, i thnk i need to dedicate some gifts for BH also… without his support or rather his commitment as a part-time teacher cum marker… i don’t think i cld survive till now… :grin1 thank you very much!

our cheapo school held the teachers’ day dinner at school…. we had a lucky draw , whereby there’s only 40 prizes… and you guess what! i got the 5th prize – some dvd home theatre system…. however, i realised i don’t need such a prize… knowing tt BH needed an MP3 player, i exchanged it with my friend, who got 7th prize – MP3 player… and gave it to BH..

aww… aren’t i sweet :beam1

and there goes my very first teachers’ day…

and still… i rem tt i’m not a academically good student during my school days… i wanna thank all my teachers who believed in me…

now… it’s time for me to believe in my own students…