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went to BH’s place for visiting today… ate lunch with his family.. BH’s mum was super nice… she knew tt i like prawns.. so she purposely cooked a big plate of prawns for me… then still nvm… she purposely cooked prawn dumplings vege soup for me.. coz i didnt like to eat anything tt have to do with meat.. ie: Pig stomach soup.. heeez.. so i enjoyed my lunch…. and i kept telling BH’s mum ” wah… auntie… very nice!!!”.. haha… to think of it… think i am quite a boot-licker lor… kept saying nice things till BH mum is on cloud9… hahaha…. his sisters must be buay tahan me lor.. heeez… i mean… why so shy to say nice thngs right?? :blush1

so after lunch… we sat down to watch TV at the living room.. then BH’s aunt came… so BH suggested tt we shld evacuate to his room… man.. so i had a dilemma…i so chio… later he rape me or what… ask me go his room!!!!! haha… so i’m juz wondering… Is it normal to go to ur bf’s room? or stay in the living room? haha… in the end, i figured out tt it’s weird to stay outside… so we went to the room…. and i told BH’s mum tt i’ll be watching a show on BH’s comp and we kept the door open.. i mean… it’s courtesy right??? his mum was ok with it… BUT i dunno if it’s a real OK or a fake OK… BH says it’s OK…. man.. so i kept a distance from BH in the room… haha… yes….v anti-climax…. though BH and i had been dating for awhile… i dun really like to go to his place, New Year is exception… so am i a boring or a conservative person?? and BH was like telling me to wear short skirts and all… geez… i dare not…. coz i scared got guys come and ‘peep’… hahaha…. even worst… ‘pull me to a corner and ………’ man… and that’s the end of me! wahahaha… great imagination isn’t it! haha..

so was looking at what’s on BH’s comp… sadly, i didn’t see any porn… haha…so smart at keeping porn ah! heez… saw something else instead.. BH had the SK jewellery advert. on his desktop ( the one with stephanie Sun).. haha.. coz i said her earrings is nice.. so he wanna noe what is it.. haha… nice… so BH is one man who always treat my hints seriously! wahahaha… BUT the thing is i’m not serious bt the earrings… i juz anyhow say… hahaha… you know… i also hinted tt i like the tiffany&co. stuff … however, he didnt tk tt hint seriously.. :oogle: heez…

enuff crap… so BH came over to my place…. iyah… even if it’s not CNY.. BH comes overy pretty often too! yar… so nothing new… :tongue1

so both of us had a nice day today! right.. coz ur fren here is in a gd mood… so she gave BH a ez time … hahaha.. anyway, njoy 1 more day of hols, while i do my tut… :blank1

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and you noe what… i confirmed gain weight.. :pout1 flabby arms!

maybe not.. coz my sis corrected me… she was like “u mean… you son is juz a ‘thing’ to you??” so she edited my statement…….. “My son is my living investment!” heeeez.. well… i think.. if u know me many yrs ago… i dislike children… man… i hate kids… i feel totally irritated when they scream!!BUT… now.. i can confidently tell you that Children is the BEST thing on Earth .. haha… yes… i shld feel this way.. coz i’m dealing with more children in future.. isnt it??? :beam1 and i love to hear their joyful laugh when they play! hee

i so wanna have a son! and i think.. and i always feel that my son will be the BEST in the whole wide world.. i mean… i know how my son is gonna behave… what clothes he’ll be wearing…. man… Boys are so fun to play with… and they are alright with getting hurt… and they cld still laugh and play and pretend nothing happened!!!!

so… i saw my fave nephew today… aaron is still as cute as ever!!! and coz it’s my granddad’s bday….. he was standing at the frontline.. with the cake…. then suddenly he shouted “there’s a fire on my hand!!!”.. i thot it’s hilarious… coz there’s no FIRE.. what he meant was wax!!!! hahaha… so cute right… i’m gonna mk him my godson!!!!! heeez

another nephew, Elijah, he’s cute!!! man.. he’s like telling me abt ‘umbrell’.. haha.. man… what he meant was umbrella! hahaha… and u noe what… he’s obsessed with umbrella and plants! haha… so he was like sticking onto me.. coz i had ‘plants’ (according to him) on my body! haha..no.. what he meant was floral prints on my t-shirt! :grin1

Elijah is a mixed. Indian and Chinese blood. haf to admit tt he’s really cute!

so… i really had fun playing with these boys… yar lar.. i got niece.. juz tt…. heez… this is Aaron’s sis.. Adelis

i wanna have my own son!!! haha.. but… i muz mk sure tt my first-born is male! else i’ll be damn sad… and disapted!!! before i decide to haf a son, i muz mk sure i know how to ‘deflat’ my tummy after labour man… else i’ll be such a ugly mum.. haha… me wanna be a funky mum with a cute son k!!! hahaha….

anyway, hope u all had a great day!!!! Happy chinese New Year to all!!! :tongue1

think i’ll gonna gain all the weight which i think i lost… damn it… i ate like 2 slices of chocolate cake.. 2 pineapple tarts… 6 love letters…. abt 30 fries…. dunno how many packets of sugared drinks…. damn…. and abt 1 chinese saugage…. luckily, i didnt eat beef man…. argh… i muz control!!

right… let me comment on the previous post 1st, the one below this entry. one fine day, BH and i were like surfing some sites together.. or rather voyuering.. then we saw the qn below… and we did the qn together.. so… we typed out on ms word… and thought tt it’s really a waste to del it… so i cut and paste here… heez… anyway… BH had a hard time typing down y he hates me… oh well.. so i forced him to type something.. haha.. so watever he says is NOT accurate!!!

today is my grp’s fieldwork day! the past week was really bz and tiring preparing for the big day at Boat Quay! thank God! weather was great! and i think though it wasnt perfect, it was smooth-flowing… and everything went on quite well… our tutor told us tt we did a ‘Good Job!’ :smile1

we exceeded the time.. and ended at abt 7pm… man… extremely tired….. my sis is wonderful… she walked from her workplace to Boat Quay juz to meet me to go home together.. so sweet.. :blush1 i thnk she miss me tt’s y… so… we talk crap while we walked to Clark Quay to tk the train home… and i miss her company… though we stay under the same roof… :beam1

tired… shld go slp soon…

5 things I hate abt him

1) he doesn’t take initiative to apologise
2) he hangs up phone on me
3) he always keeps things to himself
4) he does not care about his personal hygiene.
5) He always mks jokes out of serious things

5 things I hate abt her

1) Tickle me
2) She doesn’t see that I was not wrong
3) She always think I keep things to myself but I don’t
4) She always think so seriously such that when I lighten up the atmosphere with a joke, she thinks I am making fun of her
5) She is delighted to make me so angry that I will do the 5 things above

did i ever blog abt this general elective which i am taking this sem?

well.. i’m taking voice studies this sem. and it so happens that the tutor is angmo! male angmo! man… he’s soooooo charming… not good looking BUT very charming… maybe coz he’s an actor… he’s really dramatic.. and have a great sense of humour! i enjoy his lessons… BUT somehow.. at the end of the lesson.. i feel tt it’s CRAP… haha.. anyway.. it’s really nice to start off a thurday with a relaxing lesson :smile1

i think i have a BIG problem… i have a tummy which growls very loudly when i’m hungry… hey!!! i ate break1st can! it’s like.. i ate like 3 slices of bread… drank coffee with milk… then my tummy still growls.. coz still hungry… :blank1 sad case… v funny right! i also thnk so… soooo instead of trying to act blur… i always laugh at my sudden growling tummy!!! soooooooo is there any remedy for growling tummy?? heez.. (rem how my tummy growls during lect. in JC.. then my frens wld be ‘must be amanda!’ :blush1)

so… i try to eat during lesson… i always have this Muesli bar in my bag every thurs… so i’ll munch on it when i think my tummy is growling soon… yeah… so it stopped the sound today… hmmm… but the side effects is PIMPLES coz it’s heaty!!! sianz… i got like 4 pimples now?? i wonder if it’s stress? or is it the Muesli bar??? :pout1

anyway… the class is rather big! mostly NTU students… no cute guys… sooooooo i don’t care abt my image lar… i noe is like… super turn off.. BUT it’s not a bad habit right??? i can’t stop my tummy from being like this!!!! *bang wall*

during the 1st week of voice lesson, there’s this girl call ‘candy’ .. heez.. a china girl! wah… her english is quite funny! so when she spoke… i try to told myself not to laugh…. however…. i cannot control for long! i accidentally let out a loud giggle!!! argh… amanda’s sooooo irritating right… so luckily larene who was sitting beside me ‘HEY!!!’ else i sure burst out in laughter man! anyway… it’s the 3rd week today… and Candy no longer comes for lesson… think she went back to the Candy Store… hahaha… maybe not..think i scare her away..

imagine this situation… everyone in the room is super quiet.. then the teacher ask larene to go out and do some speech quality thingy… haha… in order to speak.. u need to do a funny action to open up ur vocal cords and anchor ur voice… i tell u… the action is damn funny… like machiam pulling the toilet flush! haha… so… ur fren here.. burst out laughing and broke the silence in the class… heeez…everyone looked at me and thought i was mad.. heng ah… it was larene… else it’s damn bad lor…

haha.. so Michael was like ‘you laugh! i have better things installed for u!’ man… u noe what.. later he asked me to use the speech quality — SOB to say ‘The Queen my lord is dead!’ ( a line from Hamlet) i thnk it’s super funny lor… then i havent even say or do the ‘flush toilet’ action.. the class laugh liaoz…. in the end, michael told me to look at him and do the ‘flush toilet’ action with him… haha… he has really nice blue eyes man!!!! haha… the pt is…….. though i embarassed myself… majority of the class is from NTU.. which i prob wont see them again? after the course? haha…

lesson learnt: Control my laughter… drink or eat alkali stuff to neutralise the acid in my tummy so it wont growl:yum1

*saw Suzanne Choo today!!! (my sec 4 form teacher) she’s a tutor at NIE! cool right… of corrs.. she doesnt rem my name*

Received calls from MONSTER SCHOOL *you know where*.. went down for to do this WORK REVIEW thing… it seems like nobody ard me (those crossover cases) need to go down to do it.. except me.. oh well… nvm.. so i went….

i was wearing causal clothes today… and i entered the school…. feeling as though i was a mum.. who’s gonna bring my sick son home… haha… of course.. the boys are sooooooo cute… especially the P1 boys… juz like little angels in disguise!!! love to hear their laughter as they run around…. :smile1 the boys are really adorable… BUT the working environment sucks to the core!!!

i’m so freaked tt they’ll want me to go back to the school…. argh!!! i need to go appeal to PL man…. :pout1

the teachers there are still quite dao… BUT some younger ones actually remembered my name and said ‘Hi’ to me!!! wowow… some even said i looked GOOD! haha… the pt is… all the comments are by women… damn it… am i soooooooooooooo unattractive to MEN!!!!!! :pout1 sad… and at times like this… i feel sooo bitter coz…. it means tt i’m gonna be stuck with BH for life!!! :shake:

the pt is… it’s sooooooo painful to do the work review thingy… coz.. ur fren here… have no work/contributions at tt monster school!!! man…. so i juz need to think of some stuff i did… goals i have… which were not carried out…. ahh…. i dun wanna go BACK!!!

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On the other hand, work at NIE is bad too… the fieldwork plan is killing me softly… and i feel so weak… so tired…

yeah! new layout finally! special thanks to BH… who tries to change the layout though he’s super bz with his HYP :smile1

if u guys notice… the quotes below each page always changes when u refresh… it’s quite cool i thought!

and ‘love actually’ is really corny.. BUT it’s ez to have this theme than others? haha… reminds me to be lovey dovey…b4 the practical part of me starts to comes in..

actually our blog was ready on 13 Jan, which is Friday the 13th…BUT i insisted tt we need to wait for an auspicious day to open our blog! haha… so we opened it 1 day later!

yar lar.. ur fren here v superstitious… :blush1 which is y i’m quite cynical abt my r/s with BH… coz age difference of 3years is not good! no lar… my parents is alright with this… BUT it’s juz a personal thing…

in fact, i really think tt BH is a wonderful guy…he was telling me abt his dilemma abt his future job prospects — whether he shld choose interest, time or money

case1: game programmer — haf interest, big bucks, little time and may lose amanda (coz no time for her)
case2: some US-based company — haf interest, big bucks, may need to go overseas, may lose amanda (coz LDR)
case3: multimedia — little money, more time, may lose amanda too (coz not alot of money to spend on her)

see… in the 3 cases, there’s a similarity! so… i was happy tt he actually put me into consideration can! though i act like his watever job didnt bother me at all… haha.. the pt is he thot bt me b4 he make decisions! which is like so cool!!! coz.. i didnt know i was soooooooooooo important… :beam1 so i thot abt it… and the BEST of the 3 cases is… CASE 1 :blank1

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school had started… my time-table is alright… not too bad… 5 days week.. with minimal breaks in between.. and i’m happy :yum1

have this module… which my grp have to plan a fieldwrk..it’s so tedious….drives me up the wall.. or rather… causes a pimple to pop out… damn it… so ugly… :pout1

and suddenly i miss all my frens… dunno y also…

oh yes! special thanks to Fel who intro. my sis to a job (which is to replace her when she leaves for perth again.. hee)… heng ah! else if my sis at home everyday… she’ll pester me till siaoz lor!

yupz… will end here..

will blog more next time

and i thnk BH looked good today… heh.. so i post a nice pic of him.. and a ugly pic of me.. see.. arent i sweet?? :tongue1

**attempted to help BH pluck his eyebrowns on saturday… wah seh… damn difficult… see the above pic.. no diff right…. coz… i pluck till my hand tired… he pain till tears come out…his eyebrowns still so thick… i give up! i’ll bring him to some pro (probably an old auntie) and pay her to pluck! heeez…**

added: we went to Sumo House at AMK to eat… it’s really affordable… 2 of us ate like $10!!! reminds me of sumo-bento at Toa Payoh… wonder if it’s the same???

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hi everyone! i’m frozie… :blush1

as u can see… i have got blue hair!!! wow! so cool right? pple call me ‘ah beng’ … i dunno what tt means… BUT i think it means i’m handsome! :tongue1 at least.. more handsome than daddy!

this is my brother, Snow…. my daddy and mummy thnk we look alike… BUT he’s juz not as cool as me… u noe… afterall, i’ve got BLUE hair… more BLUE hair than him…. anyway, my mummy and i have communication problems with Snow… he speaks Jap.. BUT we can’t… since, we are family.. we love him anyway…

i noe.. mummy loves me… coz….. she tks pic with me, and not with Snow….

as u can see… this is our pic together… with my face cut off a little bit…. BUT it’s still better than Snow… who doesnt even have his donkey hooves in the pic….

oh well….I still love my mummy!! even though she only tk pics of me when she’s bored

haha.. i have been listening to this for like 3X and i still find it funny!! heeez.. exp. the turbo and the hump part!

listen to it here—http://www.podcast.net/show/10246

(click on No. 8 — Zhng My Car) :tongue1