Secret

Secret

a story of 2 brothers

this is a story tt i heard during mass this morning

there were 2 brothers long long time ago.. they own a farm…

Brother A have a family — wife and children while Brother B is a bachelor..

the brothers decided tt they’ll spilt their harvest 50-50

however, after many years…. Brother A woke up one midnight and felt tt it was unfair that Brother B is getting 50% of the harvest.. he shld be getting more coz he needs to support a family… so he went to his brother’s warehouse and carried a sack of rice over to his house. at the same time, Brother B woke up and felt tt since he is a bachelor, he shld give more of the harvest to his brother, who has a family… so he went and carry a sack of rice to his brother’s house…

this continued for sometime… until one night… the BOTH brothers met!! and they understood what exactly was going on…

from tt day on, the spot where the brothers met is known as the spot where true love for each other was found.. and the villagers built a shrine at tt spot…

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interesting story right??? i wonder if it’s a real story….

so i was asking my sis…

me: what were u doing during midnight?
sis: slping… u were slping too right??? wahaha.. shld we have a shrine built at our room? :blank1

i was reflecting upon this story and i thought abt what my sis had done for me behind my back…
then i realised tt my sis is soooooo wonderful… coz sometimes when the aircon is off when she wakes up in the morning and i happen to haf no sch tt day, she’ll switch on the fan for me so i won’t wake up in persipiration.. :beam1 and i appreciate it alot… thank you!

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envious

BH shld be in BKK now… so cool right… i’m sooooooo envious :1up: haha.. but not jealous… coz… i do not like to squeeze with the crowd…. i only wanna buy accessories from there.. which is really dirt cheap… and i’m very confident tt BH will at least get earrings and bangles for me…. heeez… at the same time.. i abit worried tt he’ll be looking at his own things and he forgot to buy things for me! wahahaha….even more worried tt he got no1 to protect him and his belongings lor!!! hahaha… but he shld be alright since he’s there with his family…

hahaha.. so on tues when he’s back.. i’ll get NEW things! wahahaha… hopefully lots of NICE new clothes…. though i dun think BH dare to buy clothes for me.. coz i’m super fussy…. :goombah: in anyway, i’ll get new things!!! and i’m soooo excited!!! :tongue1

actually, BH is really nice… he was worried tt i didn’t noe how to do my maths tutorial… so he did it for me 1st… juz for in case i really do not know how to do… argh.. he’s spoiling me :eek1 but also good lar… coz i dun wanna go to tutorial class and feel demoralised coz papaya noe how to do everything and i don’t… heeeeeeez… *the secret behind why amanda always know how to do her tutorial… she so smart meh? no lor… she got external help* shhhhhhh… dun tell anyone please….

another thing… BH realised tt my ugly green wallet has a hole lor! haha… yes… my wallet has a hole literally! heeez.. so he’s gonna get a new wallet for me…. yes!!!! a LV wallet can…. nono… i mean a fake LV wallet…. wahaha… no lar..still hope he’ll get some cute looking wallet… dun like to look like i’m so mature… haha..

gtg try to do my work :shiftyeyes:

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ARIES MAN

*cut and paste from Flowerpod*

He always let other people walk in front of him, but he will get there first. He is a very careful guy and small obstacles won’t make him fall easily even he thinks life is a very serious matter. He is as romantic as any other Zodiac. He could look gentle, but inside he is as strong as steel.

Once he determines to do something, he is serious about doing it well. He will keep any pressure or insult deep down inside without showing emotion. You will never see his emotion of burden or disappointment and always wonder what he thinks or feels. He will well kept his feeling.

You will never see a guy in this Zodiac involving in other people business. He always concern with his own business. Sometimes he can be talkative, but he will never give anyone advice if he has not been asked. If you ask for advice, he will certainly give you one. He respects elderly and senior, so you will see he is the type who visits his parents steadily or often.

He is a slightly shy but also a stubborn person. He will find many ways to make you happy when you are with him, till you realize he is the important person for you. Once he is in the “Power Position”, he will use his power gently. He is a good leader and “Gentleness” is one of his effective method for exploiting his power. It is although he is borne to be a leader.

He never hides his ambition, and he is a workaholic. He will not take any position that he has no control. He will work very hard to reach his goal and satisfaction.

Compliment from his boss or superior are never enough for him, he want his deserved reward. His deep insecurity makes him reach and collecting valuable things, and this you may think he is stingy. Actually he could easily spending money to buy things, traveling or pay for things that makes him happy and he think necessary for his need. He cares what other people think of him and wants to get good comments or compliments.

Outside he looks like stone and steel, but inside he is a fragile person. He will hide and cover up weak emotion and his sadness in order to maintain and keep up his “Image”. One method of cover up you could easily notice is suddenly if he is quiet, cold, or act very strong or very secured.

Often, he feels insecure, even he is serious about his life and his own surrounding.

This is the man who never hurries to get marry, so hardly sit back and regret about his marriage later. If he gets marry, he need to be very certain and very sure. It will take a long time for such decision, so if you tell him that you are “breaking up”, you better forget him for good because he will never coming back.

He always keeps his promise. If he said he would meet you in your place in 2 hours then he will be there, unless there is a serious accident or unavoidable things happen. He hates people who are late for date or any appointment.

He likes to think woman should be a follower and take care of family and working is a man duty. He does not like to compete with his girlfriend or his wife at work because competition already exists with himself and other people. He will be very proud if he can afford and care for his family. Do not try to over power him or insult him, he cannot stand it. He likes to be in control of every things, every situations.

He like a “Classy Woman”, if she also comes from a good family then it is a Plus. It will make him feel proud and very ego about her status. Flashy type of woman, forget it. He like a perfect or a nearly perfect housewife.

    He tends to be possessive. He will not tell you if he is mad at you, but will act very moody to show you instead.

He likes to hear sweet word and compliment so you can get his interest that way. If he approaches you to ask you out, do not act too stubborn or fooling around too much. He will get tired and just disappear. He has to feel confident when he is around you, so knowing this fact you should know what to do, right!

If you want him, you have to make him feel like he is the most important person for you. He likes a kind-hearted woman, polite and can get along with his family. When he feels sad, do not leave him alone, but be very supportive.

    Kind words and your smile will win him over, so this strong man will be like a chicken in your palm.

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wahahaha… the BOLD parts are v true for BH …

    BOLD and indented

is VERY true :beam1

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bad bad bad

i predict that BH is in a super bad mood today…. yeah man.. somemore it’s raining NOW…. so i’m abit worried to meet him later… :psycho1

and i’m having a headache now… which is BAD too….

yesterday was great… we went to bugis and we met Ben and Adeline… and we ended up walking ard with them… haha… so cool right… unplanned double dating.. :beam1 i managed to repair my bloody sandals too…

argh.. tt’s all… no mood to blog….

today is screwed coz of the rain

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weighy issue

i realised tt i’ve gained weight.. which is bad… coz i see my face getting round………… i was telling BH to guess the area of my face… yeah… it’s the formula for the area of circle — pie r square wanna noe my volume? it’s the volume of a sphere — 4/3 pie r cube :pout1

i felt so ugly today tt i can’t do my work well… and i’m sooooooooooooooooo hot + short tempered….. :cuss:

yeah… my self-esteem super low…. so everything i do also not good………..

need to exercise……

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in a different light..

school had started for me… and i’m proud to annouce that i’m an undergraduate … wahahaha… and i’ve got my matriculation card can… though i look very ugly on the pic of my card… yes.. it’s no big deal… BUT i waited 2yrs to get to this pt of my life… sometimes… i feel that i’m loving every moment of it… coz teaching in schools wld be HELL..

i experienced a huge jump from being in the diploma course and the degree course… duh… the demands of being in a degree course is definitely higher… and the work is much tougher… taking the maths mods for examples… argh… it’s getting difficult… Calculus is a killer man…. had a maths revision test today… and i’m freaked.. the qns were difficult… you know what… i know tt i’m not gonna haf an ez time this sem… :err1 my time-table sucked too… start early.. end late with lots of gaps in between… haiz… no choice… with 4 maths mods = 4 sets of maths tutorial to do every week… wish me lots of luck….

taking the same mods as papaya is bad too… she’s super competitive and she always NEED to be the smartest amg us… else she’ll really sulk and get unhappy…. sometimes… she mks me feel very uncomfortable… still nvm..today she was asking us “do you thnk i lost weigh?” haiz…. i dun think so lor…. BUT dare not say anything… now i noe how BH feels when i ask him if i got fat… sometimes he hesitate to ans me.. coz……… I GAINED WEIGHT!!!!

maybe i really gain weigh lor…. met shannon and evon.. and they thot i look different can!!! haiz….

yes.. and i have a bloody presentation next tues… on bloody temmengong and sultan.. :blank1 and i havent started can… special thanks to May who’s doing the same topic as me for sharing with me some info.. :grin1 what a turn off… we are in diff tutorial class BUT our tutor is the same!!!! argh….not forgetting tt i suck in HISTORY… i nearly died in sec sch..

oh well… i’m very glad tt BH had recovered… BUT after falling ill for abt 1wk… he really lost alot of weigh… damn… all my mum’s and of corrs.. my effort to fatten him up is gone… haha.. :blank1

nowadays… it striked me tt i shld look at BH from another perspective…actually he’s really nice to me….and i shld really look at his good pts….

what he did so far:
1. on the 1st day my sch… he came down to boon lay to pick me up….
2. he will buy food for me FIRST even when he’s super hungry
3. he helps me with my maths tutorial today…. yes…. we spent 2hr+ doing my tutorial together today…

i hate to admit this.. BUT i think i’m quite dependent on BH…. i was sooooooo scared tt when he goes to BKK dor 3days… i’ll like die… coz there’s no1 to help me with my work…. :sad1 so i need to complete my maths tutorial by sat. …

and i’m so glad tt i’ve got BH… coz he’s good at maths… and he doesn’t mind explaining 1000000000X to mk me understand… i think w/o him i won’t be able to survive the past 2yrs of maths lessons…

Prof Chio… thanks for all ur help :heart1
heeez.. i blog so much good things abt you… so rem to buy me more things from BKK!!! :grin1

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boring sunday.. and i let my thoughts run wild!!

i feel kinda upset coz tml i’m going back to NIE and it’s assignments and tutorials again.. and i’m gonna work hard to get my honours — at least 2nd lower…

on the other hand, i’m counting my blessings… coz if i didn’t crossover.. tml wld still be another monsterific day:psycho1

and BH is still not feeling well… which is kinda worrying… it’s for the longest time tt he’s sick… hope he gets well soon… :blank1 something i dislike abt BH is when he gets sick… he gets really sick… :eek1

i kinda recalled those secondary school days when we girls wld discuss what we wanted in a boyfriend.. haha… let me evaluate BH:

1) pleasant looking *check*
2) able to play the guitar (coz i thought guys look soooooo cool when they play the guitar) *check*
3) sensitive *1/2 check* sometimes only
4) have a sense of humour *1/2 check* sometimes only
5) older than me *check*
6) patient *check*
7) more intelligent than me (so he cld help me in my work) *check* hate to admit this
8) loves me for who i am *check*
9) can repair the computer (at tt pt of time, my comp kept breaking down which is quite frustrating) *check*

however… as you get older.. u realised tt u want MORE… haha… so far BH is still NOT husband material…

my future husband needs to:
1) have a higher or same paper qualification as me.
2) earns more than me
3) have the ability to sup. me a credit card
4) be generous and forgiving (he will settle all bills automatically…the last thing we’ll argue abt is money) *check* BH doesn’t mind if he pays most of the time
5) be romantic ( as in maybe he’ll send flowers to the school on vday and pick me up for dinner on my bday) *check* i have confidence tt BH will do this.. haha
6) be able to drive and we are able to own a car
7) be able to ‘click’ with my family and he doesn’t mind coming to MY place for dinner (in other words, enjoy my mum’s cooking) *check* he don’t even mind NOW
8) be compromising (even if we were to have our own home, the location MUST be nearer to my parents’ place)
9) share the household chores with me (no such thing as i wash dishes, he watch TV)
10) be understanding and considerate ( if i don’t feel like having sex he shld not force or be unhappy over it) hahaha… a silly thought tt juz pop up
11) thinking of the ME above all things ( for example, going overseas for a job and leaving the family behind is a NO! NO!)
12) have the drive to improve and do well all the time
13) catch lizards and cockroaches without complains
14) be a plumber
15) be an electrician
16) be a computer repairman *check*

the rest of the qualities quite hard to judge unless u r really living together already..

i’m juz bored lar…… :umm1

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hell days at monster school are over

next week i’ll be going back to NIE for lesson. only 1 person knew that it was my last day in the school…it’s the teacher who plans relief periods.. duh.. sad right? other than her, all the other pple were too bz to bother abt me and this includes kevin and andrew… quick say ‘awwwwwwwwww’… i was upset and disgusted at how the school treat the teachers, especially the clerks that work in the office. before i left the school, i went to the office and i asked this clerk if i have any admin staff to settle.. she was like “huh? who are you? why u suddenly walk in and ask..” in a very irritated tone… i was shocked… :eek1 i mean… i juz went to the office like the day b4 and she obviously saw me! i mean… y do they treat me like dirt? so i guess… this school is really very realistic.. as long as you are not some bigshot in the school, they won’t notice you……

as i walked out of school that day… i told myself that i muz make it BIG in future… i muz be some1 impt… maybe subject head? level head or even better HOD.. yes i know…. with power comes responsibility… i dun mind… because it’s a matter of SACRIFICE… what i’ll lose is TIME or maybe starting my own family? i guess BH won’t mind… he’ll probably be v proud of me.. haha

and i’ll rather be a BIG fish in the RIVER than a SMALL fish in the OCEAN…however, it wld be great if i cld be a BIG fish in the OCEAN… :grin1 in anyway, i MUST work hard…

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so currently i’m bored at home coz BH is sick… suspected Dengue Fever… coz he had been having fever ON / OFF for the past few days.. and he experienced body aches and i noticed some red spots… i was telling him to see a doc but he juz ignored me until today… so let’s hope he gets well…

oh well, so i’m home on a saturday which is quite sad coz it’s a weekend b4 NIE starts… and i realised tt i wld need to present some stuff on the 2August which is the 1st tutorial… argh… why me!!!! :blank1

actually, i need not be home… coz i cld go over to BH’s place and visit him.. BUT like u do not know.. i dun like to go to his place…. coz i think his place is dirty, dusty and messy… and i dun wanna end up asking him to take a rag and clean the dirt when he’s sick… neither do i wanna tk the risk of being bitten by the dreadful mosquito……soooooo the best is i dun go and visit him… afterall, to put it bluntly.. i detest and HATE to take care of pple… tt’s y i’m not a nurse…

talking abt my mum… i’m feeling sooooooooooooooooo upset coz she’s going to work from next week onwards!! why!! why!! why!!! :pout1 no more nice food…. she won’t be home when i’m home… :sad1

tt’s all for today… my perfect life………

i’ll end my entry with a quote: “People don’t care how much you know until they know how much you care” wanna noe what mks BH is special? though he do not know how much i care, he still care abt how much i know…. heeeeez… he juz called to apologised tt he’s sick and he can’t go out with me… :beam1 what to do? hahaha… well-trained is like tt.. :yum1

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i hate wednesday

coz contact time ends at 5+… it’s sooooooo sianz….

anyway, BH is confirmed going to BKK on 31 July… so he better buy alot of things for me..

define alot .. alot is more things than he buy for himself… else he’ll get HELL… and i hope tt he won’t get sick which he did last time… and he won’t forget where he put his money.. or kena robbed… :shiftyeyes:

wanna noe what… BH is sick again… and he still need to do his FYP…. awwwwwwwwww… so sad…get well soon man….

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joy.

i thnk teaching P1 classes are a joy… they are those innocent boys who wld smile with their toothy grin when they see you… wave and say ‘hi’ acting like they are some angels…. especially those naughty boys… they are those who wld come up and talk to you as if nothing had happened… hahaha… the real joy abt P1 is tt there are only 30children in the class.. i feel that it mks a big difference and it’s really easier to manage…

teaching P1 maybe more difficult in a neighbourhood school… coz some children can’t even read.. the boys here are obviously smarter… when they get naughty, u raise ur voice and they’ll be damn scared… BUT as boys, they won’t cry… or won’t tell their parents… haha… another way to mk children be afraid is to pull them to corner… scold them with a stern look… using the deathly quiet voice and pointing a finger at them…. i tell u.. it works like crazy… hahaha…. and they will look like they wanna cry… iyoh… tell u… got kick man!

P1 easier to teach… haha… coz whatever composition u give them, you’ll need scaffolding to guide them…in the end, all the compos wll be more or less the same… and they love to colour and draw… heeez…

as the children gets over… they become MONSTERS for example P5 and 6 is HELL.. tt’s when they’ll challenge the teachers…


oh well…it was raining today as my made my way to school… i was wearing sandals… so my feets got alittle wet when i reached school.. then i suddenly thot of my primary school days…when it’s raining, i’ll wear slippers to school… my grandpa or my mum wld carry my sch shoes for me… when i reach school… they’ll clean my feet for me then help me to wear my shoes… hahahaha…. i’m such a princess lor…. to thnk of it.. i kinda miss these times… i was too young to cherish those times i had… :blank1

soooooooo it’s no wonder tt BH MUST treat me like a princess now… haha..

similarly, i was reflecting upon my r/s with BH… i think i didn’t cherish the honeymoon period… and sometimes i dun feel in love… coz we already noe each other…there’s nothing more you didn’t noe…BUT if i didn’t cherish the dating period… next time also no chance already… like… as u get older, you’ll thnk tt it’s silly and a waste of time to invest time to do something sweet or romantic… hahaha… tt’s solely my own opinion…

when BH reminded me tt i gave him ‘The little Prince” storybook and wrote some stuff tt i didn’t even think of writing… i was shocked.. hahaha… the pt is i no longer feel like doing anything for him anymore… :blush1 even talking to him abt my day is also a very sian thing lor…..coz everyday is so routine…

conclusion.. you shld cherish what you haf now…when it’s gone it’ll be too late to regret…

so i am trying to enjoy every moment of reliefing now… i won’t have such luxury of blogging in school while i listen to corrinne may……

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