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i feel tt i’m a lousy teacher… like no matter how much effort i put it… how i try to explain my heart, lungs, brains out, some students juz still dun understand… man… pathetic… like how some kids are still scoring band3 when i thot the whole class shld be band1 and 2…sad case… damn bad right…but i did my best :err1 at least no1 scored band4..

so… it was the last tuition lesson yesterday…i had some kids who asked me what class am i teaching next yr… they wanna come to my class… i was like :blush1.. i thot i was lousy you noe!!! i also have this parent who asked me the same qn!!! wah…. for once… i felt better… :smile1

now… i dunno if i shld take up tuition next yr…. or is individual tuition better? :blank1 do i need the money???

and i guess BH is right in some way… teaching is a year-long project…. the greatest satisfaction only happens at the end of the yr….. :smile1

:grin1 my sis juz submitted a pic of both of us! u can see it here!!!

Bh and i went for the Singapore Biennale yesterday! haha… we had fun… juz tt i was having a bad headache :pout1 could be due to the weather i guess…

hmm… we walked alot yesterday… our 1st stop was SMU.. where we collected the badge hunt scarf

yup… with this scraf, you cld collect the badges from different sites… then pin it up!!! it’s like treasure hunt!!! :grin1 i like it!!! the pt is when u collected all the 95 badges you’ll stand a chance to win a new Pioneer 7G Plasma TV (note: not 3G can.. it’s 7G lor!!!) hehe….

some other sites we went to include:

btw, for yesterday all the venues were free of charge!!!! BUT… most of the badges were wiped out… sad… i hope pple were more considerate and only tk 1 badge :blank1

personally, i feel that we shld at least visit one of such venues… afterall… it’s like an event which is held every 2 years… (correct me if i’m wrong)

as for now… i feel that some of the must go sites includes:
1) City Hall ( alot of exhibits there… can collect alot of badges! and take note of this artist called ‘Donna Ong’… she’s a singaporean and i feel that her works are really meaningful…)

2) Sri Krishnan Temple

You will see this:

Ladder to Heaven. A very interesting exhibit in my opinion… :beam1

and this:

3) along Singapore River (outside asian civilistaion musuem). you will see a tree which rains!!! wah!!!! nice!!! ( juz tt there’s timings for it to rain…) Bh and i didn’t manage to catch the tree raining though… we missed the timing :err1 hope to catch it another time!

4) Sulpture Square

You’ll see this:

it’s a recreation of the remains of a space shuttle which exploded a few yrs ago…. the artist is trying to bring across the message ‘is it worth it’ … well… think about it…

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i guess.. the thing abt visual arts is.. you really need experience it yourself…. pictures can’t give u a good interpretation… so…. GO for the Sinagpore Biennale!!ends on 12 Nov’06!

btw… we collected 16badges in 1 day!!! wahahahaha…. looking forward to collecting all!

man… i juz realised that the Monster School actually put me on staff hold!!! which means… there is a VERY huge possibility that i am going back there again!!!! argh!!!!!!!

juz sent emails to the P and VP of my practicum school… hope they have vacancies… else…. i will go try my luck at JC :mad1

no… i m graduating may’07… BUT have to start appealing now… it’s teaching for 5 yrs… no joke !!!

i spent a day out shopping with my grandma today. we went to orchard road :beam1

we took the mrt together.. juz like how we did when i was a little girl.
the train was crowded.. juz like when i was a little girl.
someone alighted, there’s an empty seat. i signalled my grandma to take a seat… it used to be the other way round..

we walked along the familar orchard road… she used to hold my hand… now she don’t… i’m big enuff
we used to walk with the same speed.. now we don’t… i walk faster than her..

she used to treat me for lunch.. now she don’t… i treated her instead…

i didn’t realised tt my grandma was really getting old… till today… but yet… in her eyes., i’m still her little girl :smile1 glad tt we spent time together today..

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don’t like conflict. Because you’re so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren’t interested in wasting time with people you don’t really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You’re a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you’ll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don’t succeed. Don’t give up when you haven’t yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

very accurate! take the quiz here!

nothing much to say…juz feel like blogging

reached sch at 8am.. finished my stats tut… and social studies reflection… went to the library to photocopy maths notes for my frens… see.. i’m nice! :grin1

was coming out of the library to meet my grp for discussion and i saw this book : The God of Small Things by Arundhati Roy

borrowed it and i’m reading it now :beam1

simple and happy day… :smile1

it started with dinner at Brewerkz.. had our dinner there… drank their special beer.. and ALL their food had a tiny winy bit of alcohol in them… it’s not our choice of dinner.. juz tt BH’s fren wanted to eat there… we wanted to eat japo food :blank1 we had been procastinating the jap food for so long alr…

after which, we went to The Butter Factory to havoc the night with BH’s other frens.. haha… nah… i was joking abt tt havoc part… BUT it’s the 1st time i actually go to such places… really… i guess the atmosphere isnt tt bad… though it’s smoky… music was quite gd… and i saw a couple of FREE SHOWS…and i also saw my fave MELODY CHEN (the one who acted as may-ee in the teenage tb) with her angmo bf!!! haha… so… we were drinking… muz have drank alot… think BH was trying 2 mk me drunk and he was getting really touchy! luckily i’m a mutant … and i was still stable to know what was happening!! not so ez BH!!! kekeke.. it was such a time when i feel tt no car is gd… coz.. we were kinda dizzy afterall the drinking, laughing… i wonder how the rest of his frens drove home…

nice saturday! :yum1

I shall use my mutant power to complete my counselling essay

:psycho1

i am doing my counselling essay now… man… it’s interesting to read abt these theories…. the most interesting one is Sigmund Freud..he’s one interesting guy who came up with The Oedipus Complex.

i just needed to quote this “P*nis envy or the wish for a p*nis is a very important femine trait.”

To: caryn, shiuan and karen we are normal.

sorry for being crude or sick… but now i wonder if v*gina envy is a important male trait :oogle: