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well.. BH and i were at Bossini on sat. … so we saw some parents buying halloween t-shirts for their kids… and when u buy the t-shirts… u can choose to buy hairbands with horns on it…

playfully….i was telling BH tt i wanted those horns too… :satansmoking:

reasons:

1) for school use… when children are having a role-playing activity… the person with horns can be the bad person…

2) personal use… haha… can you imagine if your wife or husband wears the horn hairband and says “honey, i’m horny…” hahaha…

of corrs… we didnt get the horns… :blush1

anyway… can you imagine tt u r the parents… and you bought the horns hairband for ur kids… and your sweet and innocent kid come to u and say “daddy.. look!! i’m horny!!!” heeez…. how wld you react?? haha…

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really glad today is over… coz i had my last test for this sem… and i think i shld do ok for it… heez… anyway, papaya was in a bad mood today… coz i seem confident for the test… wahaha… in actual fact, i am NOT….i was acting confident… and it got on2 her nerves! wahahaha… u shld look at her sulky face… serves her right for being such a show-off!

this morning, BH and i met up early for mac breakfast… coz it’s kinda worth it…. buy a EVM then u can choose another afree item!! while i was enjoying my meal, my lovely fren called and asked bt some vectors (yes… matrices was the last topic) qns.. so i was so frustrated… coz i am not sure bt the qn she ask me… argh… out of frustration.. i told BH to finish up the food.. which is BIG BREAKFAST and SAUAGE MCMUFFIN with EGG… and after i hang up with her… THE FOOD IS GONE… :psycho1 he finished the food w/o thinking abt me…. there goes my breakfast… and my $$ can!!! coz i paid for it!!

so i went to NUS with BH… and he was sooooooo enthu to show me his game project…. hmm.. didnt get to explore his game much.. coz his team-mate is there… and i LOOK SO UGLY today… i didn’t wanna be introduced.. so i isolated myself in a corner and studied… then the team-mates gfs came…machiam a gf club today… and obviously… YOURS TRUELY look like shit compared to them… and i soooooooooo regret going to NUS today…. :pout1

anyway, all else is compensated coz he helped me with my vectors and cleared my misunderstanding… :wink1 and tt mks BH the better 1/2 of me…. coz he’s smart lar… i can tk 1/2hr to figure out how to do a maths problem… he only needs 10mins! not fair!!!

so i was thinking…… wld any1 be envious of me coz i’ve got BH? haha… maybe not yet…….

Jia you on your work!

last week was a mad rush…2 assignments were due on the same day… well… i started doing the assignments really early… and i always cant seem to finish it… come on… if you noe me… i’m not even looking for perfection of my lesson plans and essay can.. juz dunno why there’s still so much to do on the eve of the due date… :blank1 it’s like… i told myself tt i’ll sleep early… BUT in the end i really slept early at like 3am…. super dead… but managed to finish my work… and of corrs… i was super moody in school… moody= do not feel like talking and the whole world machiam owes me money attitude… and… forget abt the honours lar… i juz wanna clear the mods… haiz 🙁 i thnk my work is badly done

it cld be due to stress or fatigue… BH and i were like super unfriendly with each other too… actually it was me lar.. picking a fight over small things… and being a green-eyed monster…. tt’s when i realised that JEALOUSY is the root of all QUARRELLS

came back on friday and slept really early.. due to such a exhausting and mentally straining week… with no FREE days throughout the sem… and i still need 2 complete so many assignments… i was so tired….and to think tt i have a algebra test tml which i have not studied for… made me feel so sick tt i feel like vomiting…

the pt is…. saturday was supposed to be a day to chill-out and relax…. BUT i was in a bad mood too… coz i realised tt i look ugly and looking ugly and going out does not go together…. so i realised how fat i was… though i cut down on food…. and fats and ice-cream.. and i did exercise… it’s juz not working…. and due to stress… i have pimples… which is bad…. yes… I AM VAIN… so when i’m feeling this way… my date = BH will suffer the most…. so i was very ugly yesterday lor… bad hair day and i nv buy anything… coz i’ve got no money… while BH bought jeans…. sianz….. but to thnk of it.. i’ve got no intention to buy anything too…

i think it’s PMS or what.. i thnk i look ugly and fat in everything or anything… and my tummy is bloated… right… once again… i may be fat tt’s why…. :pout1

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look at the TOP — Front

TOP–Back

nice right? shld be able to hide my bloated tummy and my fat arms :pout1 saw it on yahoo auction.. which is closed now …

i so wanna get the levis ladies cut jeans.. with the nice heart shape pockets… it’s $169+++.. i was thinking abt it for like nearly a yr.. and i havent got it… and i so want it… coz it’ll mk me look glam!! like a star.. haha… *hintX100000000000 … someone is gonna it for my xmas present!! wahaha*

i dunno how you feel about being FIRST in anything… i mean… everyone thinks that being first is something right?

let me give u some scenerios.. like…..

winning the FIRST prize in 4-D
winning the FIRST prize in a lucky draw
becoming the FIRST 10 people to get a discount

oh well…. today…. i was FIRST…. i was the FIRST at the bus-stop….. and tt’s when i realised that being FIRST is not good at all…. coz………. IT MEANS THAT I MISSED MY BUS!!!:rant:

yes…. y can’t i be FIRST for any other things…. :blank1

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whenever papaya starts to brag… for example: ” ……….. it’ll be the last time u’ll be seeing this car, coz i’m changing car soon…..” i’ll keep quiet and think that i’ll be 1000000000000X better than her next time….

FOR everyone except papaya… click on this link…. and press the RED button… it’s safe :beam1

on friday… BH went jamming.. so i was like a piece of bread… super lazy… didn’t want to do any work…. coz………. i still feel that i have enuff time to finish my assignments….. so…i went home….having a slight headache…. watched abit of froggy prince… switch on the air-con…went to bed…read CLEO mag… thot of what to wear, how to mk my hair…. haha… so vain right….. so i slept at 9pm…. and woke up at only 10am today! wowow!! i’m amazed by how lazy tired i am man… can slp so much…. :grin1

so… i woke up… really wanted to do my Number Theory tut… BUT i didn’t…. so……. i went to prepare to go OUT… yes.. u read it right… though i had work to do… and 2 assignments due on next fri… i still went out…. i really needed to tk break lar… have been working for like 5 days! went out… and i thot i look good… haha… didn’t tk pic though..was wearing the top tt BH’s mum bought me… nice nice nice!!! heeez…

noe what’s soooooo good at BH…. though he doesn’t drive … he still mk the effort to come over to my place to pick me up to go out… tt’s what i’m super glad about… :beam1 and my mum was like telling BH… “you not scared to walk beside her ah…” heez… coz her daughter look so gd… haha… bad right….

and you noe what… we went to marina… and we wanted to watch a movie… thinking tt we have the asialinx promo and it turns out tt… we need to order the voucher from the asialinx itself… not GV can… argh…. so pai seh juz now…. the queue so long… then we were enquiring abt the voucher…. i think everyone behind muz be cursing and scolding us can…. haha… at least i noe tt i’ll be cursing and scolding if i’m queueing behind some nut who’s tking a long time…. :blush1

anyway, we watched Sympathy For Lady Vengeance , a korean show… this show is crap can… too complicated for me liaoz… and my heart was like hurting like mad…. coz it’s like $9.50… pain like crazy lor…. i save so much throughout the week to only spend on a crappy show!!! *bang head* i mean… though BH is the one who paid for it.. but still….. haiz… i paid for the tix partially can!!! coz i contributed some of my hard-saved money for dinner lor…. :pout1

was amazed by BH coz he juz doesn’t feel the pinch bt spending so much money… oh well… he probably didnt noe how difficult is it to earn money… or maybe he’s juz a generous person….

dinner was great.. went to SOFRA, a turkish resturant.. nice nice nice atmosphere!! heez… BUT coz we didnt mk reservation, so we cant get the window seats… food was great…except the deserts was kinda too sweet…… thought tt it was a good chill-out place…. price is reasonable… coz…. we have a $5 voucher from asialinx.. heeez… which we got the card thanks to May!!

yar… soooo i came home and i got quite worried coz i havent done my work… and i spend some time watching a sucky show… argh….i thnk i’m so gonna die.. oh yes… i didn’t CAF (consider all factors) :what: b4 getting my butt out of the house…

To be happy with a man, you must understand him a lot and love him a little.
To be happy with a woman, you must love her a lot and not try to understand her at all.

with response to BH’s latest post… i was the ONE who told him tt he is gulity tt’s why he’s angry….

haha… and it’s no wonder tt he don’t understand me :beam1

am i a……….

mini mouse

or a

meanie mouse

or a

minnie mouse?

haha.. tt’s the question…:tongue1

wahaha… after a super lousy post… Caryn gave me a call.. and i’m soooooo glad tt i have a fren like her :smile1 make me no mood write my essay… heez

anyway, caryn have a CUTE brother can!!!! wahahaha….. *drools* and he said ‘Bye’ to me as i was leaving the party lor!!!! hahaha… too bad… he’s young :pout1

our incomplete class pic.. heez

yeah… black faced me… waiting for the bus which tks forever to come… and the hair is done up by me, MYSELF… haha… come on… not bad right? ;p but it wasn’t the effect i wanted…

tt’s all… my fun on last sat. night…. haiz… nothing to look forward for this week :pout1

i’m a bad girl today..

not tt i kissed another guy…or broke Bh’s heart

BUT..

it’s a personal thing

Name Acronym Generator
From Go-Quiz.com

oh man… y is O = OLD?? not accurate lar!:blank1

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Name Acronym Generator
From Go-Quiz.com

whereas for BH…. his O=Orderly !!! not fair!! he’s old!!!

i was super irritated with papaya.. and i cannot tk it…. i went to tell another girl abt it…. *bang head* yes… i told Xuan, this PE girl who’s the same class as me for 3 mods (of which she have 1 class with papaya…) damn it… she muz be thinking tt i’m such a B*tch… argh… i shld have controlled myself and zip my mouth…… argh………… now i feel like shit…

BUT Xuan’s really nice… and we took the mrt train together today… oh well, she’s pretty too.. not proud at all.. i like :heart1:heart1:heart1

juz hope she don’t thnk tt i’m such an ass..