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today is the day i offically become a teacher… holding a diploma in education…

oh well… though it’s juz a diploma.. i juz feel so glad to have 3 of the most impt pple in my life witnessing my 10secs of fame on stage.. :beam1 they are my mum, my dad and BH… somehow… i was soooooo diapted tt my sis isn’t with me.. she’s got common test… else i’ll be more than willing to write an excuse letter for her… 2 yrs later, the 4 most important pple in my life would be there… i know it.. :smile1

so.. my parents and i reached NTU really early… and i called BH to buy breakfast for us since he’s still on his way… the pt is.. BH came to school carrying lots of food.. heeez… so… thanks to him tt we had a good breakfast… :grin1

actually, i was feeling really nervous to get up on stage… somehow i feel so scared… heeez.. i didn’t trip and fall .. so everything went on really smoothly…

this investiture is really very special and significant for me… coz… besides getting the diploma.. i got a book prize for maths… i mean… i am a black horse lar… so when pple see the golden ribbon on my robe.. they noe tt i’m a prize winner… i also dunno how to react… i juz felt blessed… who wld haf expected it… and nobody else in NIE knew… except my family… for once, i felt really proud of myself…

i hope i’m not trying to show off here… i’m juz sharing my joy…

soo… prize winners got to go up the stage a 2nd time to rec the prize… i’m very nervous… and i so need to pee… haha… so… i happily shook Mr Tharman’s hand… and you know what…he asked me a question

he: where are you at?
me: huh?
he: where are you at?
me: oh.. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX (the pri sch i’m posted too)

heeez… so paiseh.. next time if u see y the guest of honour talks 2 the person on stage for awhile… tt’s coz… the person receving the prize haf probs understanding the qn.. hahaha… too nervous mah..

since it’s a book prize… i rec. $150 Borders book voucher! heeez… now i can get those really good resource bks i saw previously:wink1

after the investiture… all the prize winners left 1st and we were at a VIP holding area, where we are supposed to interact with the VIP… geeez… once again… the VERY first time i experience this… and i feel kinda unez… and my parents didn’t managed to find me after a long while..

special thanks to May for passing my barangX2 to BH… :blush1 haha… she didn’t haf a choice lar… coz she was sitting beside me… hahaha

BH bought me a bouquet of flowers tfor me and a cute notebook and earrings! though i kinda suspected tt he’ll get me flowers… heeez… thnk he’s really sweet today…my smile today is expensive… the gift muz haf cost him a bomb? haha… 1 thing abt BH is he’s very willing to give.. thanks so much!! *hugz* ohhh… i learnt from my parents tt he left during the investiture to collect the flowers and my dad thot he went to buy them… heeez.. so my mum was like commenting “wow… ah bing soooooo well-prepared ah…” and my dad added “ah bing so sincere… i think he’ll juz die if u break his heart” oh well…. :shake: my parents think toooooo highly of him lar..

last thing abt the investiture.. i’m diapted tt i didnt managed to tk pic with all the pple i want… 2 yr later muz tk!!! :tongue1

to thnk of it i’m really scared tt i need to go with BH’s parents for his convocation next yr ard this time….. :eek1 and BH suggested tt i shld get him a tie… so that i cld tie him down on his big day… hahaha

BH and i celebrated the day with a dinner treat from me… FINS at Marina square… we dun really like the food… but well.. it’s the company tt counts…

i’m a happy girl today… :heart1

so after being so worried for many weeks.. i am now a relief teacher in the school… yeah… i really hope this continues until i leave school…

diana, if you are reading this… dun haf to call the school.. coz they haf a relief teacher for now.. who’s me…

so i was given a P4 class today… it’s a good P4 class… and the boys are reallu unique… wahaha.. i have a jap boy in the class (saw his name tag).. not good looking…. and this probably flippino boy in class… whose sirname is like really long………. so long that it’s 34 characters! haha…

so… the class was well-behaved generally… i brought some of my practicum stuff to the class… i thot we cld haf some fun activities… BUT i needed to use the comp… and there’s no cable to connect my notebk to the LCD… so the day was *wasted*

coz many of the students were being called to the dentist… so this boy came to me and ask me…

boy: guess y they didn’t call me to go the the dentist?
me: y?
boy: guess lar
me: i really dunno
boy: coz my father and mother are both dentists!

wah! so young noe how to show off to me laioz :what:

then another boy had a very bad tummyache.. so painful tt he was in tears! i was freaked… coz he told me that his left side hurts…. (luckily not appendix) so i called his mum for him… and it’s my 1st time calling a parent!

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u noe… some pple are such a showoff… i mean.. so what if u r getting a reward…or if u got crossover… i mean… it’s not tt you didn’t… y need to keep asking the lecturers how the reward or the crossover comes abt… i juz dun get it..:rant:

i mean… u dun get u complain… u get u need 2 ask WHY…

i really duno what i did during this hols… it’s soooooooooooooooooooooo meaningless…. i can’t recall a fun day man.. except the day we went to the bird park to see birds.. and my sis, the birdkeeper…other days were spent at home… reading crappy mag.. or porno novels… or reflecting upon my pathetic life which is lack of excitement of any kind…

what i muz say is… BH and i have dedicated every sat as sports’ day.. so we’ll wake up early and exercise no matter how tired we are… which is rather good.. and we are at it for 1mth already… playing badminton every sat. morning… hmmm… i havent lose weigh though.. and i’ve cut down on meat and i have decided not to eat BEEF anymore…

yeah… and to motivate my sis to study hard for her As… my sis and i haf come to an agreement tt we muz go overseas at the end of the yr… probably taiwan–> tokyo/hokkaido/osaka–>singapore… and my sis is good at reading maps.. and doing research…. hahahaha.. so… it’ll be fun i hope…. :blush1 oh yes… this is a muz go trip… at least go somewhere after her As.. else she’ll hate me for the rest of her life man! :psycho1

having bad headache… gtg slp now.. nitez…

i juz feel really worried bt sch… argh… coz i dunno if my leave on the 27june wld be approved not.. and it’s the 1st day of school lor… :psycho1 needed to apply leave coz i haf to go NIE for registration …

so i’m feeling worried…

maybe it’s PMS.. i’m feeling horrible all the time…. really….

BH is fine… he’s always nice to me… juz tt i’m juz a complicated girl…and i feel that everyone else hates me…okok.. tt’s part of PMS

i shall slp.. and i hope tt i’ll feel better tml

i woke up very late today.. at abt 7.50am… geeez.. my staff meeting is at like 8.30am.. how can i get there in time??? soooo my father drove me to school… luckily not much jam… and i reached school at 8.40am.. and the meeting had started… :blank1 so paiseh….

anyway… a number of teachers know abt my crossover already… and they congratulated me which felt really good…

and… i got posted to a new cca.. DANCE.. damn… some hip-hop dance.. and i totally detest the teacher in dance… i was telling kevin (new teacher who came in with me) abt it and he was like… ” she’s cute! ” oh well…. maybe i’m juz jealous coz she’s more beautiful than me or what… damn… unlike in xinmin.. i was the flower can… wahahahaha… yeah right

i took UPA on the 27 and 29June… i hope it’s approved… coz i signed the form during the hols… and i told the only teacher who’s really nice to me… who’s the senior teacher…. anyway, that assholic clerk is sooooooooooooooo dao…. dao like siao… dun even wanna talk… then kevin and andrew were like telling me ” u dun play play ah… she holds alot of power in the school…” argh… and i feel soooo insecure abt my leave… but the senior teacher told me not to worry.. everything will be alright..

sooooo i am that green horn who dunno alot of things in the school…. :rant: luckily, i have kevin and andrew… else i’ll be a piece of dead meat man…. today, kevin drove us to NIE and i managed to collect my transcript and the alumni gift… driving to NIE only tks like at most 25mins… compared to tking public transport.. it’s like 90mins?? geeeeeeez…… i need to find a man in NIE to drive me to sch!!!!! :eek1

staff meeting = no meeting can.. i dun even noe my time-table yet… dunno what class i’m taking… geeez……… sooooo.. i can’t help it but to get paronoid…. whatever…. the main part of the meeting is to listen to the P talking abt CHINA… how good china schools are… the sulptures he wanna ship from china to the school now…. those kinda thing….

and.. he was talking abt how being happy is very impt… oh well…. and i agree with him that being happy is one’s choice… like BH always ask me “why are you always not happy?” ” you can nv be happy right?” hahaha… sad to say… i choose to… if i’m happy i dun think i’ll get ur attention right??? wahahahaaha… i’m sooooo scheming….

above all the VP added… when you wanna look for spouse..
seek not one who is handsome
seek not one who is rich
seek one who is happy

true??? :smile1

i’m definitely not a happy person…i worry too much….tt’s y i’m sooooooo quiet recently…

i wonder if BH is a happy person… or is he happy because of me? hahahaha… amanda you think toooo highly of urself! hahaha

somehow… this blog is not popular ah… not much pple is here.. except for YM

for me… i think coz….. i got to go for staff meeting at sch tml… and tt’s when i’ll noe my time-table for the next few weeks… untill the 22 july…. and that’s when i’m going back to study in NIE…

oh well.. for those who still didn’t know… i’m offered a crossover to the degree course… Bachelor in Science (Education) will be majoring in maths… hahaha… i bet my primary school teacher will be thrilled… i mean… i always fail maths in primary school…. :blush1

are you shocked?? can’t believe that i can mk it right? to tell u the truth… i was very shocked! i mean.. my rlts this sem are pretty bad… mostly Cs.. i was really upset…. BUT… when i saw the remarks at the bottom of the rlt slip… i was overjoyed… :beam1 and i thank God for this… coz it’s something that i really wanted….

thnking back… maybe not doing well for A-level to get into NUS is not a bad thing afterall…. coz… eventually, i got what i wanted… and it’s when i work really really hard for it that i feel that i’ll cherish it more…

hmmm… maybe crossing over to the degree course isn’t a BIG deal coz a number of my friends are crossing over too….however, i think God is soooooo great and wonderful…. coz when i prayed hard for crossover he gave it to me… and he even gave me a bonus…. heeez…. i’m being awarded the Beng Kim Holdings Book Prize for being the best student teacher in the academic subject Maths! :grin1 not a prestigious award.. who’s beng kim anyway? hahaha….BUT it’s the 1st time that i’m getting a reward for my academic studies…. and my sis was like… u can’t even teach me maths…how can u win the book prize! geeez… i totally agree with her…. :oogle:

well…i dunno how many pple are being awarded the book prize BUT i’m glad…. heeez… at least this made the Teachers’ Investiture Ceremony on the 29 June more meaningful for me..

i hope that i dun sound like an asshole who’s showing off her achievements.. BUT i juz wanna share my joy with all my friends here… :smile1

and you know what…. it doesn’t really matter that i need to go the extra mile…. as long as i work hard… i’ll be able to get what i want..

TO: my sis will be taking her A-level this yr…. if you are reading this…. pls study hard and put in ur best shot…then u dun need to go thru’ the long way…

heeeez………… finally this blog is opened can! anyone miss me??? :blush1

so… feel free to explore 1st…. :beam1

will update u wif my soooooooo exciting life when i feel like it? haha…

miss me somemore okie!