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so BH is gonna start work at EA on the 15May! which is like so soon… man… we were thnking of going on a holiday… i mean.. not the both of us.. BUT tagging along with other pple type… hm… i dunno y.. BUT after watching Derailed .. i am extremely scared of going overseas… the rape scene kept replaying in my head… very scared…

then BH felt tt it was better for both of us to travel alone..even worst! coz everything wld be like better.. “coz i wanna spend time with u” <-- tt's what he said which freaks me out too!!! i feel really insecure bt travelling together with him...even though i'll probably keep the big notes and our passports BUT i'm not sure if my mum is ok with it or not.... right... i mean... i can juz lie abt everything... BUT i don't want to.... i won't feel at peace... actually, BH planned for our travel plan liaoz... the Osaka one... i feel safer in Japan.. and i miss the food... :pout1 BUT due to time contraint... tt plan need to be scraped... so we are thinking of going Perth.. which is still not confirmed.. coz the aust. airport tax is damn high... iyah... so whatever plan is so unsettled lar.. then my sis comes in2 the pic... coz she wanna go overseas too.. BUT she doesn't wanna go with BH.. and it'll be like so odd for the 3 of us to be in a room??? yes.. talking bt room... i am like seriously very scared to be confined in 1 room with BH... argh... juz kill me... maybe u are gonna say... "i thot u guys travelled together b4?" yar! tt was like 2yr+ ago!!! i mean.. i dunno y i was so daring then.. muz be coz BH very bz with his work in the past MONTHS.. then we seldom talk... or meet-up.. then everything juz becomes very strange.... juz weird.... like i need to noe some1 all over again kinda feeling i think most prob we'll end up at BKK with his mum? and i think such disorganised plans will not work out... i am sooooooo paronoid..

i realised tt i will mk a pretty BUT bad housewife = pretty bad housewife… wahahaha…

yes.. my mum found a job and is off to work… and my sis and i and my dad feels horrible abt it.. coz… this means tt we’ll be eating out, which is damn sianz… and my mum wld nag tt we didnt help her with the hsework! i mean…. we have enuff money to get by .. dun have to go work…. :shake: the truth is… she is bored a home lar… and i can understand tt…

anyway, i came home today… and i saw a bloody lizard at my room… argh… so i kept cool… and i decided to let it off.. man… but as i am typing this… i am so afraid tt the lizard will appear out of nowhere… heng ah… my mum came home…. she sprayed insecticide BUT i don’t thnk the lizard will die so easily… :blank1

next… being so afraid of the lizard i quickly zip up all my stuff… close the drawers properly to ensure tt the stupid lizard won’t crawl in… then i evacuate to the kitchen…. and… tried to tk the clothes down from the bamboo sticks… if u noe what i mean… man… tt requires skill lor! luckily i am good can! :beam1 yeah right.. before i can finish tking the clothes down.. my mum came home… heng ah! at least i was doing some hsework when she come home… hehehehe… no nagging today!

in conclusion:
i think i can’t be a housewife… coz
1) i can’t kill lizards :oogle:
2) i can’t bring the clothes down fast w/o dropping the poles

tt’s why.. i need a guy who can do housework!!

hey! yesterday was a aching day!

woke up with a bad headache.. and like u all don’t already noe.. my heachache usually last for at least a day!!! argh…. i still went to school for lecture..

came home… had a stomachache.. and it’s not PMS can… nvm… cannot sh*t lor…. argh… nvm… i went to watch superband on channel U… wah… i thot the cute guys will mk me feel better… even worst… saw tt cute guys are attached!!! and gf even kissed him on national TV!!! :pout1 man.. heartache

cute guys!

i like the lead singer cum guitarist of ‘Mi Lu Bing’ thnk he’s super cute leh… very fun look… his name is nic.. and he’s attached!!!! :psycho1

G-force… eye candy BUT cannot sing!!!! haha… u r right baby… i like the one in the centre, with the sunglasses… his name is jonanthan! guitarist too! yummy!

haha…u muz be wondering.. cute meh! KNS ah! wahahaha.. BUT u noe what… look at BH and u noe i’ve got bad taste! hahaha…. joking man! joking!

anyway, BH was at our place on sunday.. watching Superband with us.. BH face turned black lor when i say other guys handsome! hahaha… i love it when he gets jealous! heez… i think it was so bad tt my mum told my sis and i ‘u 2 better stop ah!’ heeez… man… i think guys who play guitars are like so charming!!! :blush1 maybe tt’s how BH won my heart 1467 days ago? haha

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this is a nicer pic of Nic!!!!

my mood have been really cranky in school these few days… iyah… only cranky to those pple whom i’m always with in school.. the worst is… i’m not cranky due to PMS can! juz damn sianz to do work… and how our meetings are not fruitful… i hate it when things juz can’t get moving!!!!:what: okok… it’s juz a personal thing.. hate it when i can’t get things done… due to other grp members.. :blank1

anyway, L is like improving can! after i confessed to her that i can’t stand her… :grin1 y amanda sooooo brave right! told u… my crankiness juz mks me do things which i didnt dare! heng ah…when i’m 1-1 with her… we got no uncomfy feeling… heeez… she treat it in positive light indeed!

and i kept bumping into frens lately on NEL… like… monday i met BH…tues i met Evon and BH… today i met Joanna from PL… nice nice nice!!

so… i have decided… when i started working? or when i’m like used to teaching.. i’ll tk up a part-time course in open-uni… i’ll probably do Business-Human Resource :beam1 though i may risk taking econs all over again! BUT i’ll willing to tk up this challenge! then hopefully i’ll be able to switch to HR after 5yrs of teaching!

noe what i wanna do now??? hahahaha… i am thnking of how i can show off my latest achievement to BH

heeez… the scenerio in my brain…

me: wah.. weather is sooooooooooo hot today!!!
* takes it out and starts fanning *
me: very hot hor… *dannce ard with it* hot… hot…hot..

then i will expect BH to say..

BH: Big deal! u also no car!
me: i got car k! i got kia-cheng… kia-ki…kia-zhua! wahahaha…

at the last few minutes of this day… let me jot down a few words…

i know u r too bz for anything… like.. we dun even meet up on bday or today…BUT really hope we wld spend time together after ur hectic sem… mk my wait worth it man…

all the best for us..

haha.. was telling my sis bt the suzuki car i like.. and she was like… ‘Suzuki is NO good!!!’ and u wonder y she noe so much.. coz she’s doing temp. at a company dealing with car insurance! haha.. can’t disclose which company here… :zip1 anyway, my sis passed her advanced theory and is taking driving lessons now! wahahaha… BH shame on u… u same stage as my sis can! joking lar.. i didn’t mean to spite u!

anyway, if i have the money in future… i want this instead… hee 🙂 Toyota RAV4.. correct me if i m wrong..

haha.. i guess it’s juz the ‘what-now’ period of getting license.. my mum is like “so are u getting car?” ..my dad was like “get weekend car! u juz need to go to sch early and come home late.. cheaper!”

wahaha… they think their daughter is rich can! i can’t afford 🙁

anyway, Suzuki Ignis.. my dream car man! heez.. it muz be ORANGE or YELLOW and have 2 doors only! heeez ;p

dream…dream… dream… dream…

this gift cost me $2.5K… nope… not a diamond ring…. not a new notebook…. not air tickets….. BUT…my driving licence!

i took my driving test today… it’s my 2nd attempt…i was extremely lucky to get a retest date so soon…. i wasnt very confident… coz the day b4 the test, i actually mounted the curb of the public road!!!! argh… traffic today isn’t tt smooth either… BUT i tried my best… check the mirror, blindspot.. dun mk STUPID mistakes… changing lane was tough… BUT pple were like slowing down for me! hahaha… Thank God! 🙂 the pt is.. i’ve got 18 demerit pts!!!!! luckily!! so…PASSED!!! wahahahaha… before BH can…. heeez….i can drive him ard now… so MAN can! hahaha…

nope.. unfortunately, i’ve got NO CAR…. :pout1 BUT i’ll participate in more lucky draws to win one! wahahaha :blush1

getting my licence was a BIRTHDAY wish and my resolution for 2006!!! :smile1

NEW RESOLUTION: PARTICIPATE IN SUZUKI CHALLENGE! :beam1

i’m a happy girl!!! :grin1