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it’s confirmed! i juz paid for the tickets online…. the three of us, yes u are right, BH, My sis and ME are going to Taipei!!!

wahahahaha…. flying by SQ… the tix and the tax and all = $500 per person. your fren here paid for it 1st… anyway, SQ’s promo is ending on 28April. So better book fast. and SQ offers the best timings to TPE and back to SIN and it’s the cheapest amg Jetstar, Eva & China Air! yar lor…. haiz… need to accomodate to 2 pple coz they both have to work on the 15May, monday!! luckily, we’ll be back by 11pm on sunday! wahahaha..

now… BH is bz with the hotel reservations ( he is staying in 1 room and my sis and i in another one)

my sis is bz with the iternary

i am bz with my exam… heez.. though excited… :tongue1

**btw, anybody else wanna go!!! a couple??? the guy slp with BH.. then the gal slp with my sis and i! contact us asap by the 28April!**

right… it’s really interesting tt how BH and my sis always want a part of me…

juz like how the holiday plans is always not concrete coz my sis can’t compromise the fact tt she’s sharing me with someone…

and like how BH always get so envious of my sis and he told me straight in the face “i am so jealous of your sis!”

to mk things really interesting is………. BOTH BH and my sis.. sms me at the same time (15.15) asking me the same qn –> “are you home??”

i guess… i’ll be staying put in singapore… i dun wanna go anywhere… :blank1

my 1st paper today… algebra 2… it’s ok…..but cld have been better..
my last paper wld be on coming thurs… tt’s pretty fast right..

u noe what! i think.. pple do change as time goes by… yes.. i’m like talking abt BH..

today, we went out for lunch at the hawker centre… then he will take order for me (this is normal.. BUT…) while i sat down at the table.. so.. after ordering my food… he came to me and pass me a $5 note ( to pay for my food) and i was like so thrilled!!! like… i dun rem him doing this b4 can!!!! so.. being extremely egoistic.. i was like “i dun need your money! i have! “

wahaha… nice change ah!

so BH is gonna start work at EA on the 15May! which is like so soon… man… we were thnking of going on a holiday… i mean.. not the both of us.. BUT tagging along with other pple type… hm… i dunno y.. BUT after watching Derailed .. i am extremely scared of going overseas… the rape scene kept replaying in my head… very scared…

then BH felt tt it was better for both of us to travel alone..even worst! coz everything wld be like better.. “coz i wanna spend time with u” <-- tt's what he said which freaks me out too!!! i feel really insecure bt travelling together with him...even though i'll probably keep the big notes and our passports BUT i'm not sure if my mum is ok with it or not.... right... i mean... i can juz lie abt everything... BUT i don't want to.... i won't feel at peace... actually, BH planned for our travel plan liaoz... the Osaka one... i feel safer in Japan.. and i miss the food... :pout1 BUT due to time contraint... tt plan need to be scraped... so we are thinking of going Perth.. which is still not confirmed.. coz the aust. airport tax is damn high... iyah... so whatever plan is so unsettled lar.. then my sis comes in2 the pic... coz she wanna go overseas too.. BUT she doesn't wanna go with BH.. and it'll be like so odd for the 3 of us to be in a room??? yes.. talking bt room... i am like seriously very scared to be confined in 1 room with BH... argh... juz kill me... maybe u are gonna say... "i thot u guys travelled together b4?" yar! tt was like 2yr+ ago!!! i mean.. i dunno y i was so daring then.. muz be coz BH very bz with his work in the past MONTHS.. then we seldom talk... or meet-up.. then everything juz becomes very strange.... juz weird.... like i need to noe some1 all over again kinda feeling i think most prob we'll end up at BKK with his mum? and i think such disorganised plans will not work out... i am sooooooo paronoid..

i realised tt i will mk a pretty BUT bad housewife = pretty bad housewife… wahahaha…

yes.. my mum found a job and is off to work… and my sis and i and my dad feels horrible abt it.. coz… this means tt we’ll be eating out, which is damn sianz… and my mum wld nag tt we didnt help her with the hsework! i mean…. we have enuff money to get by .. dun have to go work…. :shake: the truth is… she is bored a home lar… and i can understand tt…

anyway, i came home today… and i saw a bloody lizard at my room… argh… so i kept cool… and i decided to let it off.. man… but as i am typing this… i am so afraid tt the lizard will appear out of nowhere… heng ah… my mum came home…. she sprayed insecticide BUT i don’t thnk the lizard will die so easily… :blank1

next… being so afraid of the lizard i quickly zip up all my stuff… close the drawers properly to ensure tt the stupid lizard won’t crawl in… then i evacuate to the kitchen…. and… tried to tk the clothes down from the bamboo sticks… if u noe what i mean… man… tt requires skill lor! luckily i am good can! :beam1 yeah right.. before i can finish tking the clothes down.. my mum came home… heng ah! at least i was doing some hsework when she come home… hehehehe… no nagging today!

in conclusion:
i think i can’t be a housewife… coz
1) i can’t kill lizards :oogle:
2) i can’t bring the clothes down fast w/o dropping the poles

tt’s why.. i need a guy who can do housework!!

hey! yesterday was a aching day!

woke up with a bad headache.. and like u all don’t already noe.. my heachache usually last for at least a day!!! argh…. i still went to school for lecture..

came home… had a stomachache.. and it’s not PMS can… nvm… cannot sh*t lor…. argh… nvm… i went to watch superband on channel U… wah… i thot the cute guys will mk me feel better… even worst… saw tt cute guys are attached!!! and gf even kissed him on national TV!!! :pout1 man.. heartache

cute guys!

i like the lead singer cum guitarist of ‘Mi Lu Bing’ thnk he’s super cute leh… very fun look… his name is nic.. and he’s attached!!!! :psycho1

G-force… eye candy BUT cannot sing!!!! haha… u r right baby… i like the one in the centre, with the sunglasses… his name is jonanthan! guitarist too! yummy!

haha…u muz be wondering.. cute meh! KNS ah! wahahaha.. BUT u noe what… look at BH and u noe i’ve got bad taste! hahaha…. joking man! joking!

anyway, BH was at our place on sunday.. watching Superband with us.. BH face turned black lor when i say other guys handsome! hahaha… i love it when he gets jealous! heez… i think it was so bad tt my mum told my sis and i ‘u 2 better stop ah!’ heeez… man… i think guys who play guitars are like so charming!!! :blush1 maybe tt’s how BH won my heart 1467 days ago? haha

/edited

this is a nicer pic of Nic!!!!

my mood have been really cranky in school these few days… iyah… only cranky to those pple whom i’m always with in school.. the worst is… i’m not cranky due to PMS can! juz damn sianz to do work… and how our meetings are not fruitful… i hate it when things juz can’t get moving!!!!:what: okok… it’s juz a personal thing.. hate it when i can’t get things done… due to other grp members.. :blank1

anyway, L is like improving can! after i confessed to her that i can’t stand her… :grin1 y amanda sooooo brave right! told u… my crankiness juz mks me do things which i didnt dare! heng ah…when i’m 1-1 with her… we got no uncomfy feeling… heeez… she treat it in positive light indeed!

and i kept bumping into frens lately on NEL… like… monday i met BH…tues i met Evon and BH… today i met Joanna from PL… nice nice nice!!

so… i have decided… when i started working? or when i’m like used to teaching.. i’ll tk up a part-time course in open-uni… i’ll probably do Business-Human Resource :beam1 though i may risk taking econs all over again! BUT i’ll willing to tk up this challenge! then hopefully i’ll be able to switch to HR after 5yrs of teaching!

noe what i wanna do now??? hahahaha… i am thnking of how i can show off my latest achievement to BH

heeez… the scenerio in my brain…

me: wah.. weather is sooooooooooo hot today!!!
* takes it out and starts fanning *
me: very hot hor… *dannce ard with it* hot… hot…hot..

then i will expect BH to say..

BH: Big deal! u also no car!
me: i got car k! i got kia-cheng… kia-ki…kia-zhua! wahahaha…

at the last few minutes of this day… let me jot down a few words…

i know u r too bz for anything… like.. we dun even meet up on bday or today…BUT really hope we wld spend time together after ur hectic sem… mk my wait worth it man…

all the best for us..