Secret

Secret

dreams

well… i dreamt of a Praying Mantis last night… and how i wanted to stop it from jumping around on my bed! argh… weird dream isn’t it? so i went to search this website to determine what my dream means…

Praying Mantis
To see a praying mantis in your dream, suggests that you are in a destructive relationship. It may also indicate that you are preying on others or that you are behaving deviously.

on the other hand, what i dreamt may also be a grasshopper…

Grasshopper
To see a grasshopper in your dream, symbolizes freedom, independence or spiritual enlightenment. Alternatively, it indicates your inability to settle down or commit to a decision.

oh well…. i’m feel nervous.. coz i m going for a dental check-up ALONE later…. *shiver*

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TLC

i told myself tt i must blog today.. coz i havent done so for quite long….

let’s see… professional week ( = go to sch even if it’s school hols) is over! so i am enjoying myself at home… it feels weird to be free… but i’m happy coz i get to catch up with many things… like read magazines which i havent read… thinking of what pretty clothes i shld buy … catching up on FP’s juicy discussion…

the feeling is wonderful! i’m so glad tt i’m not dead yet… :tongue1

recently, i have this sharp aching pain at my left shoulder.. the pain wld shoot up to my neck and then my left arm…and i’ll get a headache… and i thot i was so going to die…. i think the pain may be due to me carrying many heavy stuff?

anyway… upon knowing my condition…BH was sooooo ultra caring!!! i mean… it seems like i totally forgot tt he cld be this caring before… haha.. during the last weekend… he wld buy breakfast for me ( and my sis) and wash the plates and clear the rubbish while the both of us slack… i think he’ll mk a good house husband… i juz needed to “train” him once and he knows my house’s “pattern”… kekeke… even my mum was like… ” if ah bing was here… he would ……..*do this*” when she’s nagging at us to do household chores…

i think the most unforgettable moment was when we went out for dinner on sat. and he suddenly felt that my hands were very cold…. the look on his face was priceless… those near to panic kind of look… wah…… then i realised that i actually meant so much to him :blush1

juz this week…. coz i was in sch and my hp wasnt with me…. BH got so worried and sms my sis to check if i was alright….. my sis was like ” both of u quarrel is it?” nah… he was juz worried abt my condition….to top this up, what touched my most is… he’s really bz at work and he still took time to care for me! awwww…………. i feel so loved…. :heart1 i think love had taken most of my pain away… i m feeling better now! :1up:

anyway, it feels so funny to type all these… do i sound fake??? sometimes, i’ll tell BH how he made me feel sometimes but he claims that i’m so “fake”… haha…. i wonder how cld i be more genuine…

whatever it is…. i juz wanna say………..

** The above account are genuine and true reflections from my soft heart ** :blush1 kekekeke….

and you know what… i can’t wait for my holiday!!! anybody wants anything from Hongkong???

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Stardust

“I never imagined I’d know it for myself. My heart… It feels like my chest can barely contain it. Like it’s trying to escape because it doesn’t belong to me any more. It belongs to you. And if you wanted it, I’d wish for nothing in exchange – no fits. No goods. No demonstrations of devotion. Nothing but knowing you loved me too. Just your heart, in exchange for mine. ”

the above is a quote by Yvaine from Stardust. felt that it’s quite meaningful… haha.. shan’t say more…

i really love the part:

Tristan: [Yvaine is having a bath and he surprises her] Excuse me
Yvaine: [surprised] Oh!
Tristan: I think you’re in my bath.
Yvaine: Close your eyes!
Tristan: [turns around and laughs] Honestly I’m not looking. Here, I’ll turn away.
[laughs]
Yvaine: [with a towel on] Ok, you can open them now.
Tristan: Did you really mean what you said in the caravan?
Yvaine: What I…? But… You were a mouse! You were a mouse… you wanted cheese! You didn’t… I asked you to give me a sign!
Tristan: And risk you being too embarrassed to keep saying to me lovely things?
[kisses her forehead]
Tristan: You want to know what the Captain really whispered to me that day?
[Yvaine nods]
Tristan: He told me that my true love
[Yvaine begins to glow]
Tristan: was right in front of my eyes. And he was right.
[they kiss]

i thot it was superly sweet…. haha… the gesture of the guy kissing the gal on the forehead is soooooooooo romantic… well… if BH were to read this… i bet tt he’ll deliberately do the same to me… eeks! but Tristan is so charming can… keke

and i felt amazingly happy after the movie … ahh… love the song too…

Finally after many many busy weeks…. the school hols are here… BUT teachers still need to work… haf to go back to school for meetings… havent been blogging coz many things happened…

well… my grandpa was hospitalised… and i was really scared and worried about his condition…. now… he is still quite weak…. visiting him and looking at his condition now… juz pains me… somehow… i know i have to be ready for the worst…

dun wanna type anymore..i’ll blog more next time…

anyway… i’ve gt FaceBook! give me face…add me!!! amanda_bh@hotmail.com

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