Secret

i am a visual person…

i have a picture in my mind… a picture of what i want…be it family, personal goals or even my future kids! haha

i guess this picture acts as a mental checklist.. because of this picture i have high expectations of myself… and i guess the person who suffered the most is BH?? haha

in the picture, the person who’s gonna be with me till i’m old doesn’t look a tiny bit like BH you know!!! and i wonder why!!!

maybe my picture isn’t accurate? or the ‘one’ has not appeared?

so.. i told BH bt how the ‘one’ is supposed to be… (haha… nope… not Keanu Reeves) and he thrives hard to be him…

i wonder.. if i shld keep looking out for the ‘one’?

haha… somehow.. i think Fel’s right… i won’t be able to find the person..

i’m juz too idealistic…

and BH pls don’t take this negatively..

i made a rough timeline for myself :beam1

i had my 1st encounter with Tennis today…wahaha… played tennis with Fel at her aunt’s condo… thanks to her cousin, we got the rackets.. and lots of balls… machiam like some pro like tt…

the truth is.. both of us noe nuts bt tennis… so we tried to recall those tennis games on TV and play like them… NOT EASY.. haha… we picked up balls more than hit the ball can!! BUT still fun! :tongue1 we intend to go again next week!!! :grin1 maybe practise makes perfect!

after which, we went swimming … swam bt 3 laps… then went for jacuzzi… and did lots of mouth exercise.. hehe…

a nice day spent with my dear friend!!! :smile1

Fel, sorry for hitting the ball at u accidentally :err1

i hope i won’t be aching like siao tml :rant:

today, i heard this song by Fan Wei Qi – 黑白配… then this line caught my attention.

ä½ çš„é“æ­‰…听着听着我都快要笑出来

BH and i do have our bad days… monday was one of those rare days….when i got super angry over stuff which seems extremely silly to him BUT very important to me… so BH came over after work… i was still angry.. BUT he was like apologising to me… and i bet $1000 that he didn’t know what he was apologising for… so i juz tried to control my smile… but burst out in laughter later on… so he was like “you fake angry one right!” … hmmm.. not exactly… i was really angry and i listed out a list of things i was angry abt and emailed him! but at the end of the day, it was juz my head and my heart not being able to agree with each other…. so urs truely took the initiative to come out with a solution so that we came to a mutual agreement…

well… the truth is.. it’s kinda ptless when BH comes over… it’s kinda hard to talk to him in pte… my sis wld be like talking to him…. then everyone wld join in… ahh… by the time everybody finish talking… it’s late… time to go home…interesting…. not tt talking on the phone is pte either…. coz my sis wld be ard…. and the cycle wld ctd… ‘what shld i wear tml?’ , ‘ aren’t you gonna slp? ‘ … i guess email wld be the best?

i’ll end off with 2 quotes from 2 important pple: :blush1:blush1
” if i were to be a guy and i have a girlfriend like me, i’m the luckiest guy on earth” –amanda–
” if i were to be a girl and i have a boyfriend like me, i’m the unluckiest girl on eath” –binghuan–

know what’s the coolest thing bt TANK’s concert???? wahahaha…we were kinda late… then we stood behind…. so… though the distance was kinda far… the pple in front of us were sitting… sooooooo as TANK was singing…his left hand taking the mic.. and right hand in the pocket….

i waved at TANK and gave a girly smile… wahahaha… he took the hand out of the pocket and waved back can!!! hehehehe… for tt 5sec… i got his attention… hehehehe…. right.. my sis insist he was waving at her.. hahaha.. i mean… if i were to raise my hand again.. i sure go up to stage and play game with him lor… wahahahahaha… so BHB right!!! i didn’t lar!!! i dun even noe his songs well!!! kekekeke

then TANK sang liVE… UNPLUGGED with GUITAR!!! man… charming… sooooooooooooooo cool……….. hehehehe….

i feel soooooooo young going for such events… hahaha.. :tongue1 pardon me for being childish!

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went swimming wif my sis today… juz both of us… i thought of Cathy suddenly… who’s my room-mate and we used to go swimming together…

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after dinner, BH and i walked to hougang mall… then he went to sign-up for *something* ( dunno if he wants me to disclose) , so while the person was taking his particulars, she haf that ‘WAH’ expression… so for that tiny moment.. i felt soooooo proud to be sitting beside him.. :smile1

i’m like so tempted to get all these..kekeke…

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my sis won 2 Tix for this event last night… via sms from 933 can!!! wah!!! and the DJ was like… ” this gal’s name is very special.. and her HP no. got 933!” so tt’s the way to win? haha..

oh well… no prizes for guessing who is going with her…. :blank1 me…

** isn’t it interesting that taiwanese haf weird names like TANK and VAN ( Fan Yi Chen)… they like vehicles ah! the next person coming up will be CAR or PLANE! **

last sem i did a module on Evironmental Studies and Global Issues… my fave tutor is of course Shawn Lum, though he may be talking crap most of the time..

maybe i said this b4 BUT i thnk this module is having an impact on me… like… i am aware of how much garbage i am throwing everyday… and the thing bt the module which affects me most is the use of Plastic Bags…

i strongly feel tt the use of Plastic Bags can be greatly reduced.

the ways include:
1) if u were to buy ham/bacon from the supermarket, maybe u shld try using ur own container to contain the food, after it’s being wrapped with the thin piece of paper
2) using containers to contain the food you buy back from the food centres
3) if u carry a bag, forget abt the plastic bag! put whatever you bought in ur bag!

dunno if i mentioned b4, BUT…. in taipei, if u want a plastic bag from 7-11, u have to pay $5NT for it… maybe we shld haf such a rule in singapore!

well… in conclusion, if u think a small difference dun count, think again… i think many small actions makes a big difference..

i think tt if u love life, you need to love ur environment!!! start to make things better for us!

in view of my sudden or rather hidden love for the environment, i wanna haf scuba diving license!!! i want to see the the REAL NEMO in the sea! shhhhhhh… such things cannot let my parents noe… they’ll be like it’s toooooooo dangerous!!! kekeke… i wanna go whitewater rafting too!!!! looks good!!!though i may be a little scared… BUT worth trying! kekeke… coz my fave Priscilla ( on May 28 entry) did it too!!! :tongue1

i also wanna go deep sea fishing!!! ahhhhh……. maybe i will fish a baby shark can!!! hehehe… or see a few dolphins or even see a humpback whale!!! wahahaha… my dream….

most importantly, i want a guy who can do all these with me… we can learn together… BUT it’s even better if he cld teach me to do all these! how fun!

BUT i think BH isn’t this type… :blank1

my last week have been really great… i was very happy… so happy tt even catching a cold juz don’t upset me anymore… the events which happened last week…

Caution: it’s a happy entry! and whatever i’m saying here is part of my joy which i wanna share with the world! :grin1

16 June (fri)

met up with YM and Fel for dinner… havent seen Fel for a super long time… duh.. she juz came home from Perth… haha.. and she got me a nice baggy!!! which i loved :tongue1

saw a primary school fren who still recognised me! haha… then i was recalling how i get to know her when she isnt my classmate at all! haha.. the story is like tt…. one day in Primary 4? or is it 6? i went to the library coz i needed to look for what ‘Marsupials’ are… then i cldnt find anything… so she offered to help me! haha.. how cool is that! her name is Lynn! (yes.. the gal from Cedar) hehehe… nvm… Lynn was with Ivan, who’s my JC classmate!!! haha… no lar… they had a 1st 3mths class outing…

on this very day, Caryn sms me too… then i XY and Darrell online… :tongue1 wow!!! i caught up with so many friends!! and i was very happy!

hehehe… after parting with YM and Fel… i was counting the no. of frens i talked to on the fateful day! before i even finished counting, i mate another fren!!! wahaha… this gal i met from election duty, Xueting ! hehehe… then i was like chit-chatting with her… and she was like ” did some1 give me a big bouquet of flowers??? i saw some1 with flowers and she look like u!!!” kekeke… it wasn’t me can!!!! wah!! i didnt know pple think so highly of me! haahaha… so i went home and recounted how many frens i came in contact with tt day…

Grand Total: 8 ( hey!! i’m not tt friendless after all!!!)

17 June (Sat)

usually sat. is a ‘Meet BH’ Day… i refused to meet him on any other days after his work… coz i feel it’s a waste of time, money and effort… like once a week is enuff… sooooo…it’s the 1st weekend which BH got his pay… he pampered himself by colouring his hair…and i was shocked tt he even gave me $100 to spend.. kekeke.. which he knew i won’t spent… i wld properly save it up on behalf of him…

went town to walk walk…. he wanted to treat me to a very good dinner…. BUT in the end, we ended at Fish & Co. instead… haha… coz we both feel like eating seafood + i wanted to go ez with him… haha… then suck his money up when he’s richer.. haha…

btw, we bought tix to The Dresser too!! courtesy of BH, we are going for Cat.1.. haha… no big deal.. since we got a discount for the tix… hee..

i think Money=Big Ego.. so BH was kinda upset when i raise my hand and ask why his food took a long time to come.. i was like “last time u didn’t mind…” well… dun need to explain anymore… interesting…. like how he foots the bill now… and tell me things like “there’s no places i can’t bring you to now…” nice to hear…but i’m not easily bought over by honeyed words…. a part of me still remains pessimistic…. my heart says “give him a few more mths, it wld be a different story..

bottomline: i don’t care if we are able to reach a stage when we cld buy our own hse or how BH envisioned us to be…. i will juz enjoy what i have now… and i am thankful for BH.. at this stage, i feel tt it’s better to take things slow…afterall, it seemed tt we are starting anew – like getting to know a working BH :smile1

i know Bh still adores me… haha… i muz quote an example, Bh and i were in town… so we were like walking ard…. then it’s crowded and there was this guy who kept looking at me, walking at our opposite direction

BH: that guy is checking u out!
me: is it?
BH: i kept looking at him he still dare look!
me: *silent laugh in my heart*

haha… i like to know tt he’s soooooo posessive of me in public… hee :blush1

18 June (sun)

met up with Shiuan, Diana and Caryn!!!! a pity that Zhihui didnt managed to join us! hope you’re feeling better! anyway, we went to esplanade for japo food then Hagan Daz for delicious ice-cream…wild berries and cream ice-cream is very nice!!! juz tt i choose a lousy drink :blank1 the pt is… great company mks the sucky drink taste good too! heee… so happy to see them.. and we still had lots to say…. or rather discuss.. haha…and every time we meet… the must discussion topic is SEX lor! above all, i think Diana is one smart friend, who’s not arrogant… she won’t talk with an air or what… hehe…

and Diana who was an intern at Supreme Court confirms that……. VOTING IS SECRET… they incinerate all the name list ( the ones with serial nos.) during counting! :beam1 man… i learn alot from her… haha… it’s like a social studies lesson!!! hehehe… then we were walking ard and discussing Past and Continuity… haha… waiting for Diana to bring us to a Supreme Court Fieldwork man! :tongue1

i had a great week…and this week is gonna be good too!!! :wink1

my current fave song!! :beam1

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did i mentioned tt i havent been slping well for the past few days… and i’m not even stressed!!!! i think it’s coz of my pillow and the World Cup.

My place don’t subscribe to SCV so in order to win the hearts of my father and my sis..BH suggested an extremely good way to catch the world cup over the internet (at my expense unfortunately). my sis and my father wld be watching the world cup together…on my notebook and in my room…which is where my bed is located at coincidentally.

double impact:
83min — “Goal!!!”
91min — “Goal!!!”

and ocassionally…. “iyah!!! what a waste!”

and my sis wld be like “jie!!! wah… this player is very handsome lor…. u have to tk a look!!” , “iyah!!! why everyone go hug him! i wanna see the crane dance!!!”

the only time when they watch outside MY room is when BH comes over… then he’ll watch with my dad in the living room… :mad1

the pt is……… i was already not slping well… and with the World Cup, i think i’m sooooo gonna not slp for 1mth :blank1

yes… i am having an outbreak of pimples on my forehead… sianz… :pout1 think it’s a rlt of my insomnia… something which i thought will never happen to me..

SET: I will buy a NEW pillow tml! and BH will carry it for me.. haha… then i’ll be like ” you r such a BIG baby! dun walk beside me can… come out still bring pillow out! Go home and drink milk lar!!! ” :grin1 hahahahaha…