Secret

i nearly forgot the feeling of missing someone… till i had a very bad heartache and a strong need to talk to that someone, hear his voice, hold his hand.. or even juz keep quiet and watch him slp? then i realised…my tears was flowing down uncontrollably…then HIS image came to my mind…suddenly, i knew i miss HIM…

Diana mentioned something abt looking for ‘THE ONE’… her character is very similar to the lawyer (forgot her name) in SATC.. wahaha.. anyway, she said something that there’s no such thing as ‘THE ONE’.. pple who had found ‘THE ONE’ is probably someone in her/his clique, and whom he/she is willing to invest time, effort and money on.. so… there is no such thing as a matchmk in heaven ‘THE ONE’…

wrote a poem… not perfect, bad rhyme scheme.. but i made an effort..

dedicated for the one that matters :smile1

Sometimes i think i’ve found ‘THE ONE’

Sometimes i think i’ve found ‘THE ONE’
He’s not the typical rich guy,
Who could satisfy my material needs
Or buy me diamonds to make me his.

Sometimes i think i’ve found ‘THE ONE’
He’s not the handsome sort of guy,
Who make girls take a second look
Or appear on magazine covers for all to buy.

Sometimes i think i’ve found ‘THE ONE’
He who hugs me when i cry,
Who doesn’t care if i lie
Or minds if i gobble up the whole ice-cream cone.

Sometimes i think i’ve found ‘THE ONE’
He who goes speechless when i pick a fight,
Who apologise even when he’s not at fault
And holds my hand to tell me it’s gonna be alright.

Sometimes i think i’ve found ‘THE ONE’
He who treats my family like his own,
Who think i’m beautiful when i’m pimple-prone
And loves me as though i’m totally hot.

Sometimes i think i’ve found ‘THE ONE’
It’s only sometimes that i think this way.
So it comforts me that he works hard each day
To make these ‘sometimes’ fade away.

my weekend was quite eventful..

on sat, went for hellish tuition…then had a JC class gathering… and the probability of guys attending is 0.1 .. sad to say, the meet up was pathetic (attendance wise)… BUT for the pple who went..it was a cozy one… lesser pple… easier to bond and gossip catch up.. :blush1 i had a great time… and memories of JC and my beloved teacher JEEVA *puke* juz came back to my mind… hope tt the next gathering wld be more successful? and DIANA i want the pics!!!! kekeke.. and you guys shld see the provocative pic on Darrell’s phone!!! wahahaha.. no… i didn’t say anything! :wink1

on sunday, BH and i fell sick at the same time… man… we haf the same symptoms, sore throat n running nose… and the amazing thing is… we didn’t see each other these few days…haha… maybe we r lovesick? anyway, he still came over. he rented il mare and we watched it together with my sis… i was like crying like siao…and they were making fun of me… can’t help being so emotional :sad1 ok.. let’s juz say i like the korean version better… BUT as for the setting.. i like the american version :tongue1

my sis moved to hostel yesterday, Hall 13… the hse feels so empty without her… and i feel weird slping when she’s not beside me… weird right?? even Frozie was sad… so… i was sick and sad…. haha… but she’ll be coming home on thursday! yay!! :grin1 when sch starts, it’ll be weird to come home not seeing her ard…. it’s stupid.. BUT…… i miss my little sister!!!

baked Muffins today!! yummy! haha… this time i cheated, i used a Muffin MIx.. kekeke

there’s a CLEO BLOG :grin1

the day b4 i went to ikea.. bought a bottle of jam and gave the cashier a $50 note.. she returned me the change and the $50 note!!! i was like :oogle: .. in a dilemma.. i didn’t noe if i shld return or keep the money… okok… prior to the $50 incident, a 50cent coin actually dropped on top of my shoe in the bus… keke… so… guess if i returned the $50? :wink1

ysterday, sharon, larene and i spent a nice time chilling out at NewAsiaBar… we went ard 4pm, which was their happy hr and it’s 50% off drinks!!! nice nice place with good view… though we kept sliding off the chair, coz the place was titled at a 20degrees angle… keke… btw.. lots of angmos!!! no worries… no good looking ones… haha… waiters r ok only.. not too good looking….

yes.. Bh was extremely worried when he noes i’m going there to chill… hate it when he gets soooooooo sticky… i want someone who’s more confident of himself! and i noe.. he’s guilty tt he’s not up to what i am looking for in a guy…

anyway, he met me after work and we went for dinner…. and we caught The Lakehouse Sneak preview!

i wanna live in a lakehse.. haha.. i wonder if it exist? i want my lakehouse to have no computer, no internet access.. then i’ll read books all day, go fishing, go trekking, do gardening, bake cakes and bread…. will go shop for groceries in the weekend… my ideal slow lifestyle.. :smile1 somewhere only we know…

to think of it… the show isn’t tt nice…plot is not practical… i have a feeling that ll Mare is better…

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show ended quite late… abt 11+pm… at times like this, i wish i have a car… OPC wld be juz right… BH doesn’t send me home when it’s so late, quite ironic isn’t it…late shld be more dangerous… BUT he doesn’t, coz i told him not to…. i can read his mind… he expects me to be understanding…if he send me home, he’ll return home late and he needs to work the next day… i wonder if he drives wld it mk a diff?

the reason why i dun like to meet BH on a weekday is if we go out at night and when it’s late, i still go home myself … i dun see the pt really.. might as well accumulate the time and spend it on weekends…

it’s silly to buy a car coz of convenience.. in my opinion, Convenience is a WANT not a need… but still… i can’t help feeling bitter if it’s my bf’s friend who sends me home and not my bf… :pout1

it’s one of those days tt i feel that i NEED a better bf :err1

i spent a gd time with myself yesterday… hehehe.. was in a gd mood… so the baking was good too :beam1 in fact, my assistant=my mum needs to take urgent leave so i was left alone in the end..

this time.. kneading the dough was soooo tedious… coz… my assistant was not ard to give me a hand… believe it or not.. i took 1hr to knead the dough… and i can’t use a mixer coz the flour won’t mix well… at the end of the kneading… my whole body was wet with perspiration!!! the effort pays off i guess :grin1

and it’s true tt practise mks perfect!! :blush1

the truth is….. i didn’t dare to let any of my frens try it…even BH haven’t tried it yet…..coz…. the bread wld turn hard the next day :err1 maybe coz i didn’t put any preservatives…

BUT the bread is nice….come on… give me some credit… hehehe… my sis ate like 7buns,my mum ate 5buns, i ate 4 buns, .. my dad ate 3buns! and i didn’t force it down their throat!!! wahahahaha

i shamelessly know what BH’s reply wld be.. “My highlight of the week is meeting u!” .. wahahaha… how egoistic of me!!!

anyway, my sis and i were discussing abt the highlight of our week… hers was German Lesson on Thursday, which she really enjoys.. mine is Tuition on Saturday, which i always feel tt i am going for war… BUT tuition was alright ysterday! hehe… thanks to ym for listening and suggesting ways to deal with them :smile1

the good thing abt sat. is…. BH wld patiently wait for my tuition to end… then we wld go jalan in town… shop for his infinitely many pairs of jeans and shirts… i am not the one shopping can!!! … have a nice dinner… then go home…

ysterday was one of those days… met Fel, Vanessa.. wld have met Caryn too!!! too bad.. she didn’t shout out my name like how Marc did…. u go learn from Marc lar.. i can get him to teach u!!! :grin1

out of pt: i like to see how a couple walked hand in hand or the hubby wld put his hand over the wife’s shoulder while pushing the pram… i wish i wld be like that in future too… hopefully my hubby and i wld waer nice clothes..wahaha.. so it’ll be like 2 stylo pple with a cute baby! nice picture right!!!

bought really cute biscuits from Marks&Spencer – the gingerbreadman and mini animal biscuits!!! so cute i tell u!!! wahaha… shall bribe those monsters next week! :goombah: and i got a Swatch Watch too! Courtesy of BH, who signed up for something and gave me his free gift :pout1 else you think he soooooooooo gd buy for me!

luckily, Bh’s gd fren was in town and he drove… coz the tuition stuff were quite heavy.. so he picked us up and we went to sr garden to chill… after which, he sent Bh home then me ( we lived near each other)..so.. we were actually talking abt cars then dunno y it drifted to r/s… i forgot what i said BUT he said something like ‘BH want to buy car to send u to school’ … i was like ‘is it??’ .. felt abit guilty and abit touched coz it comes from a 3rd party’s mouth? keke..

nah.. i no longer feel this way today… hehehe… i’ll continue to torture BH.. :tongue1 wahahahaha

was surfing the website and saw some rings which i really like… nah… not trying to hint or wat…. i dun want a guy to give me a ring coz i like it… i think, the only rings i wld accept from any guy is a proposal ring n the wedding band?

i am hoping tt in a few yrs time i cld walk into the shop and get a rng for myself …using my own money of course..

BUT for now… i dun mind a fake Tiffany ring which looks real..so if any1 is going to Shanghai can u kindly help me look out for it???

i am currently in love with 7, which is fel’s ring!!!! haha… no worries… i won’t copycat you..hee

i like 1-6 BUT i’m not sure if i’ll look good in them… BH always say tt my fingers are too short and fat for nice stylo rings… well… i think so too… :pout1

i like 8.. i dun mind if some1 propose to me with that… wahaha… provided tt it’s real … but still… i wld very much prefer to have a Solitaire.. so i’ll be able to be like the girl in the Goldheart Advert. hehehe.. i thnk i’ll only accept a ring if the diamond is so dazzling tt it hurt my eyes… wahaha… so in order not to be blinded by the sparkle.. i’ll accept it… hehehehe… yes.. in my dreams..

i think… if any guy ever propose to me… i’ll get him 9. it looks normal… BUT i think it’s stylo in a simple way.. :smile1

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i have been having very bad thoughts abt teaching in a real school… abt naughty children who drives me up the wall… i felt really scared tt i wld wake up in fear these few nights and i can’t slp after that…. i hope i’m ok…. maybe i’m thnking too much…. and it doesn’t help tt i will be posted to a real school next yr… i pray for the best… yes… i’m being paranoid. :cuckoo:

i’ve got tuition tml… they are monsters i tell u :psycho1

BH always doubt my cooking skills.. juz because i dun cook… BUT the truth is… i can not only cook delicious udon and many other things… i cld also make bread! wahaha… it’s all in the genes! keke

presenting… Raisin Bread!!! nice???

i think not bad for a 1st try ! :grin1 special thanks to my mum who gave me the opportunity to be chief cook of the day.. she demoted to become my assistant… 🙂

baking is tough man… i perspire like siao when kneading… no worries.. my perspiration didn’t drop onto the dough… hehehe… good hands exercise!

i was telling Bh tt i wanted to watch The Lakehouse last night

so..today, he called me at work! i was shocked.. coz he doesn’t do that often! wahaha… he was like really excited coz GV had sneak previews tonight!!! wahaha… so since i had nothing on, we decided to meet up for the movie!

Bh reached PS earlier than i did and he went to get the tix… BUT…. something happened…..

when i reached PS.. he called me and acted weirdly… hmmm…anyway, we met up… and guess what!!! the sneaks are like NEXT WEEK.. man… we were both tricked by the misleading GV website! he thought i wld be angry.. BUT i didn’t… i was in quite a gd mood today… hehe… though i looked awful…

was thrilled tt BH actually bought a jacket coz we r watching a movie… well… i didn’t ask what’s the jacket for… was afraid tt he said “i scared i cold!” … so ur fren here assumed tt the jacket muz be for her!!! :blank1 at least it’ll mk me happier ..

in the end, we had dinner at Carl’s Junior… nah.. i didn’t eat… coz i had dinner at home alr… the pt is… if u pay by NETS at Carl’s , u’ll get a 10% discount!!! cool right! :beam1 jalan ard PS then went home… a nice evening i wld say :smile1