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as above.. i feel so sianz.. tt pimple is like…………. causing my bad mood…. :err1

special thanks to BH for putting up the jukebox…

as usual… i have lots of work to do… let’s see… at the end of this week… things i need to do include:
1) 2 maths tutorial
2) Reflection for Farenheit 9/11 <-- i don't understand the show can 3) Analysis for Red Riding Hood 4) Refcection for EED 5) EED website ( the content lar.... haha... of corrs BH will do the site... heez) 6) study for bloody physics test... (I HATE SCIENCE!)
7) 1000 word science report (if possible… start on it!!! Read those shit u photocopied)

see… argh… anyway… there are more to go………………. :sad1

i’m gonna slp now…. tml’s lesson is like 8.30am!! :psycho1

i have lots to do….but too lazy to do anything… warm up with a survey 1st… haha.. :beam1

Name Four Things You Are Thinking About

Now :

1) shit lar… am i going to finish my work?
2) right.. how do i analyse the story ‘Little Red Riding hood’
3) is *that* cute guy gonna msg me? hahaha… sorry BH.. sinful thought… heez
4) hope my partner and i will pass for the next error analysis

Name the Last Four Things You Have Bought Today :

1) breakfast from Macs (1st time stepping onto NTU macs)
2) grammar analysis book.. which is $16

that’s all ..heez.. i’m thrifty!

Name the Four Drinks You Regularly Drink :
1) milk tea (nIE canteen)
2) Green tea
3) coffee
4) milo

Name the Four things You Wish To Have :
1) my pointy shoes..
2) abercrombie mini
3) off-shoulder top
4) my own house!

Add-ons:

Last 4 persons in your received calls list?
1)Felicia’s home
2) home
3) BH
4) xinyi (NIE fren)

no cute guys…

Last 4 persons in your missed calls list?
1) James (NIE fren)
2) Bh
3) huiying (NIE fren)
4) Sushan (NIE Fren)

no cute guys…again

Last 4 persons in your dialled calls list?
1) home
2) xinyi (NIE fren)
3) huiying (NIE fren)
4) adeline (NIe fren)

no cute guys…in fact.. i dun call guys… hahaha

Last sms received ?
Angelina (my prject mate)

Last sms sent ?
Angelina (as above)

Last pers0n chatted online with?
who else but my dearest… eudora…
told u i’m faithful.. haha

Last Time You Said ‘I Love You’ and to who?
so paiseh to say this… said it juz now on MRT home with BH.. :blush1

Last Time You Cried?
Last night… no lar.. Bh didn’t bully me… i felt guilty for bullying him.. haha

What’s Under Your Bed?
Nothing.. it’s very clean.. and there’s no snakes.. haha

Current Clothes
Haha.. PLMGSS CHEW HOUSE t-shirt with NYJC PE shorts… heez.. i love my schools

Current Desktop Picture:
Lion King ;p

Current Worry ?
Project… nv ending ones

Current Hate ?
I hate myself.. coz i don’t seem to be as good as others… and i’m getting FAT!

Favorite Physical Feature Of The Opposite Sex?
heeez… a nice smile with nice dimples!

Favourite Place To Be?
at home ;p

Least Favorite Place?
in town where it’s so crowded when everyone is blockng my way!or a place where there’s kids crying.. and screaming…

Favorite Color(s)?
Red.. orange… blue..brown.. black.. haha… i love colours!

Do You Believe In An Afterlife ?
No

Current Favorite Word/Saying?
Big asshole… go eat shit lar…

One Person From Your Past You Wish You Could be?
nobody’s as good as BH 🙂 awwwwww… so sweet… heeez

Favorite Day?
Holiday!!!

Favorite Car?
haha… got car good liaoz… dun need fave..

Favourite Cartoon Character?
it’s EEYORE!!!!

Favourite Food ?
Belgium chocoate ice-cream… crabs.. prawns…

Current favourite song?
iyoh.. alot lor…. i’m bored of this song on my blog already.. haha

What do you like to do most?
going out… taking a stroll with BH… meeting up with friends… hahaha…

Do you like to eat fish or chicken?
chicken…

Do you like to complete your homeworks in school or at home?
homework.. is supposed to be HOME work mah… hahaha… in school if possible… else no choice… at HOME lor

Do you skip school often ?
no.. i’m so guai! 🙂

shit lar… this is driving me nuts…. it’s like… i want the minis so much can…. argh…. read a podder’s blog.. and she was saying that cineleisure and Far East have shops selling these shirts… i was like… I MUST GO! so on sat.. Bh and I went… as usual… i can’t find my shoes…actually i found my dream shoes.. but i doesn’t fit nicely… sad man… and i think BH is getting really tired ‘companying me… untill… i found the shop Hula & Co.. they have abercrombie minis!!! so i anyhow take this skirt and tried it on… it’s like damn nice man… though it’s short… i like it so much!!! of corrs… BH suddenly woke up from his ‘sian-ness’ and was like ‘wow.. nice!’ hahaha.. anyway… i gave it a miss coz BH said it looks Bangkok-ish which is in other words.. fake lar! can some1 tell me how real is it??

so that skirt cost like $44.90 … and the size that i fit into nicely is Size 0.. hahaha…. no lar.. i’m not hinting can…. i juz type out here.. so i won’t forget… hahaha…

shit.. i haven’t bought my shoes…. :pout1 i will not get the skirt.. if i can’t get the shoes….

btw.. i repaired my keypad liaoz… think i shld change my phone b4 it gets worst!

my hp is offically down… i can’t unlock my keypad… so i can only stare at ‘ X Message received’ and cannot read it… pathetic ah… haha… i tried to unlock till my fingers pain laioz ah….

last night must be my unlucky night… i typed my reflection for my module on blogspot.. and guess what?? it can’t be uploaded… wasted my effort.. still nvm… i typed that stupid thing 3X.. HELLO!!! it’s like a big fat THREE times!!! i was so frustrated… luckily BH wasn’t like next to me… else i think he won’t be alive today… hahaha… i was so frustrated man…. but i persevered and typed it again… trying to recall what i blogged…

anyway… the pt is… Movabletype is the best.. it hasn’t failed me so far… haha… except when i wanna upload pics and i forgot to click on ‘show HTML’ only… yeah… then all that i juz type wld disappear! heeez…

haha… i learnt how to create cute talking characters using Microsoft Agent… hahaha… can’t show u all what i’ve made.. but it’s like so cute! haha… i made an animation for BH.. aren’t i nice??? hahaha…and here are some screenshots of it!

so i am going to do my 2 maths tutorial later! yeah… then if i can finish means i can go out lar.. if not then.. AMANDA… DREAM of going out… DREAM…. :err1

geez… it’s like on 19/9 (sunday).. i told myself that i shld prin out my thurs lecture notes… so that i’ll noe how fast time flies… and to think of it.. it’s thursday already!!! :blank1 hmmm.. u all get my pt? that’s not important…

yar… dun ask me bt my sci presentation… i think i put in my best effort liaoz…. but looks like 3X my hard work..cannot be compared to pple who did their work juz the previous night… or maybe i was too nervous? or inexpereinced.. comapred to pple who are much older than me? well… i dunno….

hmm…all the while.. be it in pri, sec, jc… i have never been academically good… not tt i’m good at any other things… i mean… to think of it… no matter how much effort i put into my work… i am still not doing as well as i want to…hmm.. maybe tt’s y i didn’t get into uni?

but maybe God has a beautiful plan for me… maybe he juz want me to work really hard… so that when i finally succeed in future… i’ll treasure what i have..
i was telling myself that NIE is like a 2nd JC to me… it’s like after 2yrs… NIE will see if i cld ‘cross over’ to the degree programme… perhaps.. it’s because of getting a degree… i juz dun wanna miss another chance of getting into uni… i think i’ll regret if i missed the chance again…

bottomline: IF i didn’t achieve my goals… rem to tell me that i have worked hard….

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today during my english tutorial, we were asked to use our 5 senses to describe love… haha… i thot it was so coincidental… coz caryn and i were kinda like talking abt love last night… haha… she read as this bk… Frog in Love by Max Velthuijs.. it’s children’s literature… which i feel that it’s really menaingful… haha.. anyway.. i made a simple poem abt lust and love…

Lust is the playful, flirtatous smell of his cologne
Lust is tasty and sweet like watermelon
Lust is his tanned, smooth and warm feel of his skin
Lust is the masculine, mature voice which is soothing to your ears
Lust is those bright, charming eyes that lives you mesmerzied

Love is the smell of warmth and security whenever he embraces you
Love is the taste of his sweet lips after you force him to put on your strawberry lip balm hahaha
Love is holding onto his warm hand knowing that he won’t let you go
Love is the whispering of sweet nothings into your ears
Love is looking at him and you know that you want to spend your life with him…

ah… sweet ah??

got to study for my test.. wish me luck!

met up with YL and YC –> my 1st 3mths JC fren cum NY schmate at chompX2 for supper last night… hmm.. i didn’t wanna go… BUT they had been asking me out for some time liaoz.. so i went…. and it’s so boring.. coz they kept talking abt army.. so sianz man…. else look at chio bus… haha… they machiam buay pai seh leh….still talk abt porn!!! hahaha… nothing interesting lar… juz wanna say tt i feel so fortuante… coz BH is NOT in army liaoz.. else i’ll be so BORED!!! heeez…

yeah.. so marymount thingy was cancelled at the last minute…. and BH and i made a trip down to chinatown to collected our Japan air tix today!! :beam1 now i feel excited to go japan!

the tix!

tix and me!

next… BH treated me to a movie!! wowow!!! u r talking abt a movie!!! he reserved the tix to Dodgeball! well.. not exactly the show i wanna watch on a weekend.. though funny… not worth it… 100mins only! but this really kind auntie gave us some of her popcorn coz her son can’t finish…heeez.. so it’s like Free popcorn for movie.. hahaha .. BH… thanks so much!! what i needed for working so hard for the past 5days of holiday is a good laugh and great company! :heart1

we went to suntec later…walked ard… saw those really cute kids addias shoes!!! and suddenly… i wanted to have a son with dimples!!! which is genetically impossible… coz I’ve got no dimples… BH don’t have too …haha.. so that i cld get that really cute red striped shoes for him… and a similar one for BH… so that father and son will wear the same shoes!!! so cute!! :wink1 haha… at *that* pt of time i was thinking of this… this motherly thought disappeared when i saw a kid yelling and screaming later… hahaha…

for dinner…we bought food at the food fest!! :yum1 yummy!!! i managed to eat my fave katong laska!!! and tim sum… heeez… all the food quite ex lor.. machiam $3 ah! in total.. we spent about $18 on food!! soyabean drink was cheapest… 2 bottles for $1.20… look at the food!

and i ate ice-cream… ah.. i’m a happy gal…. 🙂

haha.. turkish ice-cream.. purposely got BH to buy for me.. so i could see him getting tricked! hahaha… so funny man!

had a great day today…. i think BH is trying to compensate me… coz he’s gonna be v bz during his hols which is next week… :umm1 he think i dunno his pattern lor… haha… it was a gd attempt… i like the ‘compensation’.

i enjoy taking a stroll after dinner.. talking..which includes me asking stupid ‘what-if’ questions… i kinda like to ask him such qns… coz his answers always seem so genuine… hope that when a real situation arises.. he’ll not forget what he said before… smiling blissfully coz we’ve got each other.. :smile1 what can i say? i am loved… :heart1

Note: not tt i always wear red lar… haha.. juz tt it happens tt i’m wearing this colour when taking pics!

tk care pple… and my fellow NUS frens… enjoy ur hols!

BH is gonna work at Ubin tml… and he’s slping liaoz…. heez… hope he earn more $$ let me spend.. hahaha… no lar.. for our japan trip! :blush1 think i’ll slp soon too… nightz! tml is work day again!

listening to: Baby – ai qing bu neng zuo bi jiao indeed it is more difficult to let go of something that had been with you for a longer time than something new…

i so wanna cut my hair like belinda!!!! ahhh…. i juz love her.. suddenly.. hahaha… juz tt she may be abit too loud.. BUT she’s so chio can!!!!

hols gonna come to an end… what haf i done? work lor!

all work and no play mks amanda a dull gal….. 🙁

things i wanna get:
1) pointy shoes
2) sandals
3) tube dress… (to match my so tribal necklace i bought from Myanmar!)
4) abercrombie minis!!!

it’ll tk me awhile to get these.. v fussy… haha

yes… i so wanna watch movie can…but always no time… 🙁

see… how bz i am…

17/9 (Fri)
-meet friend to DISCUSS and FINISH Error Analysis assignment at NIE (will tk the whole day)

18/9 (Sat)
– Marymount convent for Myanmar stories… ( YEP post expedition)

19/9 (sun)
– touch up on assignments
– do things tt are still undone

20/9 (mon)
– hand in assignments
– Yeah!! lessons till 4.30 pm (else it’s 5.30 leh!)
– prepare for presentation on tues

21/9 (tues)
– Sci presentation
– go home at 5.30pm

22/9 (wed)
– possible watch movie day!!!!! (but Bh not free 🙁 )
– so haf to study for maths test on friday lor…

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** the singing on Bh’s site is so disgusting….dunno who sing one hor… yucks! he still dare toput it up!**

To our 2nd overseas trip together!! JAPAN!

yeah.. i shld be doing my work… but decided to tk a rest.. after some readings.. was on this site.. hahaha… v attracted to some minis… heeez.. u may be interested to noe…

1) Jaden Floral Mini
2) Patricia Twill Mini
3) Bethany Belted Denim Mini

haha… 1 and 2 are on sale… but still very ex… coz it’s in USD!!! 3 dun have to say lar… convert to SGD.. ard 100 lor! haha… yeah.. wait for me to get my shoes first… hahaha… then maybe i’ll consider buying.. hahahaha…

i’ve been craving for these minis for a very long time… BUT i didn’t get it.. from i not so fat… become fat liaoz… still haven’t get….hahaha…coz price is too steep… hahaha…. now still ex lar.. i mean… if u all wanna get it for me for my 21st bday it’s okie lor…. i dun mind! hahahaha…it’s better than getting perfume which i dun use… or wallet which is too mature or necklace which don’t match with my clothes…. heeez…. :wink1

even if i get those minis…. i may not be able to wear…. coz too short!!! :blank1 haha… BH dun mind lar… but i think my parents will mind.. heeez..

back to work…. :pout1

spend decent time with BH… walk ard in orchard… then went to bugis… and i still didn’t buy anything!!!! wat’s wrong with me!!!! argh….. i didn’t buy anything!!!!! 🙁 sad man… was looking at gals ard me… all so slim and pretty… then i look at BH…. so bony… and i look at myself….. and wondered WHAT HAPPENED!!!

i think i’m really getting fat….geez… it’s like FAT…. hmm… i weighed myself…. in fact.. i lose 1kg…. but my body has fats bulging out… it’s so gross….. i think i must tk diet pills….. like extrim!!!

yes.. i’m going on diet!

anyway… i wanna thank BH for being my ‘company for today… 🙂 i miss it!