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yeah..this wk nv seem to end…. :blank1 BUT when this wks ends.. next wk will have worries of its own… geeez…. maybe this wk shldn’t end?

yesterday was Sports’ Day.. 1st time i went for Sports’ Day as a teacher.. a number of my students participated… some won BUT others did not… anyhow i was sooooooooo proud of them.. the feeling is like ‘I have taught this champion before!’ well…. i dunno… i feel so proud of my students that the moment i step into class today… i told them how i felt.. well… u shld have seen that instant sparkle in some pupils’ eyes… :beam1

yesterday.. i met up with Feli and YM for dinner…yeah… Feli is back for 1 wk…so glad to see them.. coz……. i got juicy gossips! wahahaha… i’m deprieved for soooooooo long can….

anyway.. i got my pupils to write poems today..geeez.. hard work man… BUT at the end of the day.. i’m soooooo glad that they could write in lines and stanzas… well… they are only in P4.. so let’s not talking abt how they try to mk words rhyme.. wahaha….actually some grps can rhyme words really well… BUT others… they tk too much consideration into rhyming that their poem was senseless…. anyhow… i still enjoy reading the poems… :blush1 oh well… i love poems…. hahaha…i rem writing poems when i was younger…. heeez… i write poems when i’m feeling really sad… or when i had a crush on some1… oh well… i nv had a crush for BH.. so i didn’t write any poems for him… wahaha…

anyway… i havent written a poem for ages… wanna noe y?? coz there’s no1 i can have a crush on… *damn it* hahaha…. *sings at the top of her voice* “WHERE HAVE ALL THE GOOD MEN GONE!” :grin1

so i got a great idea! i’m gonna compile pupils’ poems together.. and give it to them as a present when i leave.. so that they’ll rem me for life.. i hope.. hard work.. BUT i’m sure i can find time to do it :wink1

geeez.. so far i’ve only got 2observations! :eek1 5 more to go……….:psycho1

today… i found out that MY student lives directly opposite my house… :blank1

and the game that the boys in my class are talking about… it’s RUNE SCAPE not RUN ESCAPE… interesting way of looking at the words right?

Miss Goh also play computer games… so dun think i dunno what YOU boys are talking about :beam1

hey!! it’s easter! pls note that it’s EASTer.. not WESTer or NORTHer.. or for that matter.. FRENster… wahahaha….

oh well… u can’t blame me for being sooooooo lame… coz.. i’ve got a billion and one things to do…. geeez…. that is equivalent to my lesson plans???

so cool right?? :cool1

once again… it doesn’t feel good…. and noe what i’m craving for??? wahahaha… HUMAN MEAT…

and i’m insane…

well..well…. the pt for a pre-bday celebration is so that WE could spend quality time together.. b4 celebrating with family and frens.. haha… this pre-bday thingy is founded by BH.. and will remain this way i hope… :beam1

met BH at kovan today… i moment i saw BH… i thot he look soooooo ugly… geeez.. so i juz blurted out my thoughts and this made him really upset… well.. he was wearing this green l/s shirt… and GREEN is definitely not his colour… coz he look so like a tree… and yes… my mum was there… and she was scolding me for being sooooo tactless…. yeah… so that’s when i realised that i’m such a disgusting person… coz.. we were supposed to enjoy our day together.. and i spoilt it…. u noe… i felt so bad abt it…. and i apologised… actually… BH isn’t ugly juz that i’m not used to the colour he is wearing….

i’m soooo glad that BH forgave me… and i know he wld.. coz.. he’s someone with the BIGGEST and the MOST forgiving heart… Thank you so much! :heart1

so what exactly is love? well… LOve is finding the perfect way of looking at an imperfect person… BH had done that indeed :blush1

the pt is….. we really enjoyed our day today :wink1 we went to Dragon Gate resturant at habourfront for a dinner buffet… and the food was good…. so full man! and it’s worth the money!

here the pics~~~~

from LEFT:
1) BH the bday boy!
2) yeah.. that’s me… trying to cover my pimple
3) oh.. and my sooooooo cool fossil watch!! 🙂
4) sharkfins!! it’s in the menu…. 1 bowl for each perosn only
5) More food… include sea cucumber.. soft shell crab.. and King prawns!
6) got BH to eat noodles…coz it’s his Bday
7) Chili crabs and fish! *before eating* well.. i ate the chili crabs and BH ate the whole fish… hahaha
8) Chili crabs and fish! *After eating* haha.. we are messy eaters!
9) the very happy us! :heart1

we ended our day with playing pool! haha… only 1hr.. BUt it was fun.. since a long time that we played pool together… :smile1 of corrs…. the best pool player between us is………………….. wahahahaha… let you guess :tongue1

nice nice nice day! BUT tml is do work day… :blank1

HaPpY BirThDay BiNgHuAn!!!! :beam1 *huggies*

Past few days were really hectic… thank God that lessons were alright… my bday wasn’t exciting…. juz had dinner with my family and BH… so it’s like a routine now… coz that’s what happened last year…

my sis is really nice.. coz she got me The Phantom of the Opera soundtrack which i loveeeeeeeee… and a ring pendant with engravings!!! :smile1 wow!! she’s soooooooo sweet… and i’m wearing it to sch every day! my mum is even better…. haha… shan’t tell u what she got me…maybe i’ll show you what she got me next time.. and BH got me a soooooooooo cool ORANGE *my fave colour* Fossil watch!!! expected! hahaha… BUT my earrings he bought from asos.com didn’t arrive yet… :err1 else i’ll look fabulous! oh yar!! not forgetting feli, XY and YM bday gift for me… wahahahaha.. nice nice nice… i really love it.. it’s on my table now… nice to daydream with :beam1 haha… so who’s that boy in the crystal ball??? *daydreamz* Thanks everyone for making my special day even more special! *huggies*

geeez… i’ve got pimples now… a couple of them.. nono… let me go count again… sorry lar.. i am this vain… :blush1 muz be due to stress… alot to mark now.. and lesson plans….*btw.. my observation went on well* :smile1

anyway… being 21 is no big deal… juz tt i’m no longer a teenager… yar.. i’m not a teenager since 2yrs ago.. hahaha… and “dancing queen you’r so sweet only 17” <--- doesn't apply to me anymore... heeez.. YES! i can watch RA movies.... BUT no more thrill of sneaking in :sad1 oh well.. bottomline is i’m juz a girl.. not yet a woman :blush1

so… i wish i’ll get prettier everyday and i’ll NOT grow sideways… haha…. guys will have crushes on me…. hahaha…fat hope ah…

refering to my wishlist–> i didn’t get strawberry cheesecake as my bday cake… :blank1 nvm.. i’ll get the cake for BH.. wahahaha… then i’ll eat it for him… nononono…. what i mean is i’ll feed him with the cake… hahaha… coz cheesecake is fattening! :eek1

i gtg slp… night pple! 🙂 enjoy the looooooooooooooong weekend!!

indeed… 我是幸福的 :heart1

Liang Jing Ru

黄昏过后 暖暖的晚风中 在小公园里头
眼眶红了 看老公公和老婆婆在散步著 把手牢牢握著
星星亮了 我觉得幸福就是这样的
几十年后 你也变老公公 我当你的柺杖
扶著你走 眼睛花了 你老花眼镜就是我 把时间忘了 慢慢走
美丽风景 我为你转播不让你错过

能和你牵手 我是幸福的 你就像温柔又顽固的石头
用心盖了座 最美的城堡叫永久 圈住我
不管过再久也会幸福的 我们都走过了动摇的时候
爱已变成树 就算是有风会平息的
被懂我的人爱著 我是幸福的 连沈默都能是交流
你总是能给我比我想的还要多
我爱你 不做你的公主 要做你的快乐

i keep seeing that small lizard crawling around from the corner of my eye.. and i’m like sooooooo afraid.. coz i HATE and i DETEST lizards!

i think i’m going mad………………..

and i’m so angry… coz BH didn’t managed to catch the lizard and now that bloody thing is freaking me out..so indirectly BH is causing my agony!

yes.. the observation freaks me out even more…….. coz my CT is too bz to listen to me!!!! no feedback from her so far…. haven’t sat down and really talk….

2 words…

this sucks!

damn it… tml i got observation.. for those who do not know.. pls kindly look at the date today…. yeah… get the hint

i think i’m always so tied down with work.. to enjoy my bday….

Last year was marymount convent–> YEP

This year is marking BOOKs.. lesson plans…

i’ll nv be really happy on my bday… :pout1

haha… nice???? i really love it… and you noe what??? my father got it for me for my bday!!! i was overjoyed!!!! coz i was sooooo ready to pay for it… but in the end he said ‘manda.. i’ll pay for you..’ hahaha.. so happy!!! :beam1

yesterday… treated my family to Ding Tai Feng… haha… food is nice…and my family like it…. but above all… my sis is happy.. so… it’s great.. coz… i got the phone!! wahahaha… i wanna upload pics.. BUT the pics at on my sis cam :sad1 later perhaps…

so… i bought BH’s present… well… it’s a shirt… right… sorry man.. i really dun intend to tell him… BUT i had no choice… coz i bought it home.. and i thot it looks toooo small for him *bang head* yeah… so may need to bring it for exchange tml? so BH will have a advanced bday gift…. :wink1

i was happy yesterday.. so i bought two tops… 1 skirt…. haha…. it’s under $100 can!!! coz got discount!!! heeez…. okok..y am i buying clothes??? hahaha… coz i predicted what BH is getting me… sooooooo i bought clothes so that it’ll go with the *ahem* he’s getting me… wahahahahaha….. looks like he’s gonna find another surprise! coz…… i noe him toooooooo well…and he can’t hide anything frm me…mayb not….

a conversation that made me realised that……..

me: i noe everything abt u!
BH: NO!
me: y no… tell me something tt i dunno
BH: you dunno how much i love u..
me: *silence* true…

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right… and i’m going out with my grandma later…. sooooooooo…. i can only meet BH tml.. which is like soooo sad.. coz it’s the march hols and i only met him like once as for now?? :err1 i mean..not that i expect him to come and meet me… BUT y am i soo bz.. haha…coz i thot i cld go and meet him you see… awwwwww… aren’t i sweet????

that’s all for now… heeez..

btw… my lesson plans are not even 1/2 done…. “amanda.. look at the wall there…. yes there….. “

wanna noe what i have done today?

i slowly and painfully finished the schedule for 21/3 – 1/4 <-- this is the outline of my lessons.. i still havent't do those bloody my lesson plans... :blank1 i did the skeleton of my schedule for 4/4 - 15/4 .. only did the learning ojectives for the various lessons and decided on what to do <-- subject to changes *bang head* i hate planning.. coz there's ALOT of uncertainties..... juz like time... TIME holds alot of uncertainties too.... tml is my sis bday... i'm gonna give her and that includes my family a treat... i bought her this really cute soft toy... and i bet she'll melt when she sees it... wahaha... to top it up.. i got to get a cake too... tml... i got 2 go get BH's bday gift and anniversary gift.... coz... if i dun.. he will not get any presents liaoz... yeah... amanda do your lesson plans and resources.. FAST

[Name 3 schools you went to]
– PLMGS
– PLMGSS
– NYJC

[Name 3 of your favorite vacation spots]
– Japan!
– San diego *must go one day!*
– Paris *must go one day!*

[Name 3 things in your wallet]
– NETS
– Photographs
– Money? haha

[Name 3 things you always wear]
– Watch
– Earrings
– Bracelet

[Name 3 current favorite songs]
– Tong Hua by Guang Liang
– Chao ren by Mayday
– One last by Taufik

[Name 3 favorite places to shop]
– ebase
– Fox
– ANYWHERE THAT’s ON SALE

[Name 3 things you love to do]
– take photos *when i look good*
– mk love *wahahaha… like real!*
– do lesson plans *yeah right*

[Name 3 most valuable things]
– Contact Lens
– Laptop
– BH *not a thing though.. wahaha*

[Name 3 of your favourite colors]
– Orange
– Red
– Green

[Name 3 favourite food items]
– my mum’s chicken rice..carrot soup
– BELGIUM CHOCOLATE ice-cream
– Strawberry Cheesecake

[Name 3 recent expenses]
– my sis Bday gift
– The Sound of Music tix
– P4 i-science TB *coz that bloody indian got to set papers so i cant borrow her bk for the hols*

[Name 3 goals in 2005]
– Get driving license
– Cross-over to degree course
– be nicer to BH *yeah right!*

[Name 3 plans for next week]
– Watch movie? *nah.. too ex*
– do more lesson plans
– enjoy myself? :beam1

[3 people in your mind right now]
– my bloody indian CT
– My Primary 4 pupils
– BH *that’s coz i dunno what to write liaoz… heez*

[3 things you’re going to do in an hour]
– finish up my schedule for Term 2 week 1-2
– do lesson plans
– do schedule for term 2 week 3-4

[3 words/phrases you like to use a lot]
– Big asshole
– why do you always pissed me off
– go and eat shit

[3 things you didn’t like last year]
– ohhh… BH gave me ear stubs for our 2 yrs anniversary
*i can’t think of anything else..*

[3 things friends do to u very often]
– say i pretty? wahaha *i wish*
– encourage me
– tell me lame jokes

[3 things u do when you’re sad]
– CRY
– shout at BH
– Bite BH

[3 things you do when you’re happy]
– spend $$
– treat BH nice
– smile at everything and anything.. hahaha