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so what am i doing today? nothing much.. juz that BH is here… to help my sis with her homework… which is like alot… 1 whole stack of maths qns that is untouched!!!! hahaha… yeah man….good luck BH!

my sis and i are so reluctant to go back to sch… so sianz leh….so we’ve decided to torture BH since his school is reopening on the 10 jan… still long lor.. he won’t have a good time today…till he finish his chores! wahahahaha

anyway.. i didn’t get to eat my fave KATONG LAKSA this hol… actually we wanna go eat yesterday..BUT that BH got to bid for his modules..and this totally pissed me off…it’s like a last minute thing and i cannot stand it lor….. so there goes my katong laksa!!! :pout1 i was so pissed yesterday that i finished reading THE DAVINCI CODE by Dan Brown.. nice nice nice…. can i go to Paris please!!!!!! argh… i wanna see the tombs.. the church.. the museums……. somehow… i wonder if the religious references are true…. :umm1 the pt is…. alot of reseach had been done by dan Brown for this novel… it’s impressive! read it if u haven’t! dun be brainwashed by his critical views on christianity….hmm….

lastly….count your blessings as we remember the victims of the Tsunami…treasure your loved ones and have a fulfilling year ahead!

*visit graf!!!*

i can’t believe that the year 2004 flies by just like this.. it’s so fast…. of corrs… this year is a very exciting year for me….there are many ups.. as well as many downs… but nvtheless… it’s wonderful…. i’m so glad that i’m alive and i thank God for how fortunate i am…

let’s recap the major events of my life this year:

Jan
– i went to teach in a primary school for the very first time.. and tt’s 1 month of practicum… yes.. i learnt many things… and even had phobia of kids.. haha.. what to do.. this is gonna be my JOB for at least 3 more years…

Feb
– the 1st vday that i didn’t prepare anything for BH coz i’m sooooo bz with practicum

Mar
– BH and I are actively invovled in YEP to Mayanmar… we are bz almost every weekend with fund-raising… we made new friends together… that was the period of my life when i feel really bz+stressed.. BUT life is enriching.. :beam1 I feel so proud of myself that i managed to survive… coz school work + YEP is a whole load of work!!

April
– Still bz with YEP
– Bh gave me a pair of ear stubs for our 2 years anniversary while i made an album for him… i was really disapted…hope it won’t happen on our 3 years anniversary

May
– it was BH and my 1st trip overseas together.. we are really excited about this trip coz it’s not just for fun BUT for a good cause!
– we backpacked with adeline and ben… and we enjoyed ourselves very much!
– BH got sick overseas and it’s the 1st time that i need to take care of him.. coz i hate no choice.. :psycho1 it sucks… but i wasn’t a bad nurse after all… haha

June
– we travelled to BKK after myanmar… came home after 1 mth abroad!!! the feeling is fantastic!
– the YEP trip made as realised that how fortuate are…
– i rebonded my hair for the 2nd time..
– YEP has not ended yet.. there’s post expedition activities

July
– went to yr1 orientation as game master and got to know more friends
– my second sem in NIE
– went to queue up for SAuic $25 japan tix *courtesy of Fel*

Aug
*can’t rem anything*

Sept
*can’t rem anything*

Oct
– really attracted to the perfume — D & G light blue

Nov
– went to Japan, Tokyo with BH, Fel and keni
– saw disneyland with my own eyes
– saw Mount Fuji

Dec
– Attended my first wedding dinner of friend
– Attended Muslim wedding for the first time

i think tt’s it…. told u it’s a exciting 2004 for me!

In 2005, I….
– will be 21 years old
– hope to cross over to the degree course
– hope that BH and I will be able to travel abroad again.. hopefully to Australia or Hongkong or Bangkok or all 3.. haha.. and hope he will carry my things for me again… hahahaha
– want to get over my disaptment of not getting to uni after the A-levels
– hope to get driving license or BH to get driving license and a car.. haha
– hope to have a smooth time for practicum and while teaching in school
– want to be MORE in love with kids and be MORE passionate about teaching
Note: I love kids now.. and i like to teach… i just want MORE… :umm1
– hope that i will be prettier and lose some weight by the end of next year
– daydream that a cute and rich guy will fall in love with me *joking!*

above all, I
– pray that my family will be happy and healthy every single day…and BH will continue to tolerate my bad mood.. service my computer… help me with my work… love my family and most importantly…..love me for who i am :smile1
– pray that my sis will do well for her A-levels and be more able to get into uni..
– want all my friends to be happy and healthy too

i’ll stop here for now… heeez.. i will add in when i think of somemore..

hope that 2005 will be a more exciting and fun year! may there be lots of love.. happiness.. laughter…everyday.. :wink1

I guess you’ve heard
I guess you know
In time I’d have told you
But I guess I’m too slow
It’s overly romantic
But I know that it’s real
I hope you don’t mind
If I say what I feel
It’s like I’m in somebody else’s dream
This could not be happening to me

Chorus
But you were there
And you were everything I’d never see
You woke me up from this long and endless sleep
I was alone
I opened my eyes and you were there

Don’t be alarmed
No don’t be concerned
I don’t want to change things
Leaving just as they were
I mean nothing’s really different
It’s me who feels strange
I’m always lost for words
When someone mentions your name
I know I’ll get over this for sure
I’m not the type who dreams
There could be more

Chorus

Can I take your smile home with me?
Or the magic in your hair

The rain has stopped
The storm has passed
Look at all the colors
Now the sun’s here at last
I suppose that you’d be leaving
But I want you to know
Part of you stays with me
Even after you go
Like an actor playing someone else’s scene
This could not be happening to me

Chorus
OohEI’m not alone
OohEI’m not alone
I opened my eyes and you were there

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well.. after attending my fren’s wedding on boxing day… BH and i felt tt it’s more meaningful to attend a fren’s wedding than some distant relative.. or whatsoever… haha.. coz we had fun… though it was my NIE frens… i was really glad tt BH didn’t feel left out :blush1 except when i try to mk fun of him… juz to pissed him off… heeez.. sorry man….

know what’s the problem of having a nice bf? you will tend to bully him… heez.. *grinz* really glad tt BH isn’t a petty guy…

i mean… i’ve got such a wonderful bf.. what more can i ask for.. right??? special thanks to my frens for constant reminders of how nice BH is..and reminding me not to bully him….heeez..:blank1

sooo it’s amazing tt we actually thought of how our future wedding dinner will be like… haha..like what songs we wld play as background music… and even the type of photos we cld put… or some live performance BH will put up.. hahaha…not tt we’ll definitely be together in future..but.. somehow… such thoughts juz keeps the r/s going… right?

yes… so today… we thought that the song – You were There is a nice song to play.. some parts of the lyrics may not be appropriate BUT.. it’s a sweet song nvtheless… ooooo.. i cld have mentioned abt this song b4 right? *my old blog* :wink1

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met up with XINYI and YM and Fel for dinner.. it’s great to see XY back… and i enjoyed listening to her stories… so nice to study abroad right?? well… think YM and i wld be lonely when fel goes to Perth next yr… *not that fel is nice company..haha* :eek1 which means.. there will be 2 of us left….

heeez.. the good thing is………. we can go australia to vist them!!!

yes… so i’m like very onz… hope that by then we’ll have enuff $$..and my job commitments won’t pull me down so much… :pout1

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sleeping time… nightz! :sleep1

had a nice christmas dinner at home my lovely family and BH… heeez..

we exchanged gifts.. and i’m a happy girl… :beam1 will post pics of presents later.. ;p

thanks everyone for remembering me on christmas… and special thanks to BH for showering me with lots of love… and even revamped this site to what i wnat it to be.. hahaha…

thanks frens for the wonderful comments… heeez… anyway, comments for each entry is taken away coz of the many spam comments by some online poker? haha..

take care pple…

MErry Christmas and Happy new year!!! love ya lots……… :heart1

today..went to tampines with sis… bought my cuz’s xmas presents from Toys R Us.. wow.. kids toys v ex leh… haha… took a long time to choose the toys… not tt there’s no suitable stuff BUT.. finding cheap and suitable stuff are not ez… haha… come on lor… we also not say close to them… and my sis and i so old laioz… i doubt we’ll receive anything.. heeez…who says adults dun need present?? “Christmas isn’t Christmas without any present” –> Little Women (very 1st line) :beam1

sooooo… BH is really secretive abt the present for me…. :err1 the guessing game is driving me up the wall….. * waves hello to everyone while stuck on wall* heeez… so.. the hint is…….. a green box with a ‘H’ on top.. size is bigger than earrings… smaller than a CD!! i dunno what is it lor!!!!

But i can eliminate some stuff..
1) not a voucher from topshop
2) not A & F mini
3) not Tiffany & Co
4) not baby G
5) not samsung handphone
6) not a book
7) not stoft toy *heng*
8) not the nike bag that cannot be found in s’pore and i regreted not buying in japan

hey!!! H stands for Hollister is it??? *i wish*

what is it.. what is it.. what is it…… :mad1

i think it’s happy house….

tt’s my xmas gift from caryn.. heeez.. got tasty chocolate from shiuan and lovely bracelet from zhihui…not forgetting lots of crappy jokes from Diana and liting… hey..i’m a a happy gal…. :wink1

met up with the F4 Kopitiam Gang last night… at billy bombers… it’s my 1st time dining there though… haha.. anyway..the pt is…the resturant has a american setting and.. it felt as though we were filming our very own version of Sex and the city :beam1 that was when i start to wonder… are we gonna be the same 10yrs down the road?? well.. i really feel happy to see them… heeez

so… i bought BH’s present and i wrapped it up.. feeling all so excited to give him… haha… though he alraedy knows what is it :blush1 haha..

i’m a great gal this yr..i hope to get a big big big big big big big present okie? :smile1 heeez…

**the present we wanna get my sis is out of stock… i hope the stock comes in b4 xmas.. else she’ll be soooooo disapted… **

well… i was out with BH.. went to town… and i desperately wanted to buy something… but i didn’t.. so………… to humour myself..i bought biscuits from Marks & Spencer… so silly right..

met up with BH’s frens for dinner at Han’s Thomson Plaza… hmm.. we reached early.. was walking ard…. and we saw this LAN shop… and this little girl.. playing MapleStory! her nick is bullyme5.. 5 yrs old lor.. haha… Yuenmei… we are so childish.. play games with young kids.. haha… BH and my sis are childish as well… :blush1

anyway… i was in a great mood yesterday.. but upset by some insensitive remaks made by BH.. i feel so silly… dunno y such a simple statement can upset me soooo much….

heeez.. we finished up the album last nite.. it’s so nice… hahaha.. have to admit that the doing and planning part is abit hard.. haha.. coz haf to sort out the pics.. though it’s juz pics for 6days.. still abit messy lar.. BUT the pt is… we did it!! heeez… think it’s still not as bad as the 1mth myanmar and BKK trip.. :beam1

so… dun worry pple..i’ll show you all the album.. heeez.. this one not so heavy….can bring out… :blush1

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last night, while making the album… we were listening to the cds BH burnt me very long time ago.. haha.. some of my fave songs.. brought back nice memories… 🙂

do you have a song that wld mk u tear when u listen to it? i do… heez… not telling u what song is it…

i’ll stop here now.. :grin1

i havent blogged for the longest time………… :blank1 juz dun feel like it… dunno y also…

u pple will be thrilled to know that my blog had been attacked by lots of spams comments… hmmm.. i wonder if BH knows abt this… coz i juz saw it… :pout1 shit them lar…

so i attended my first ever fren’s malay wedding on 11/12… right… nothing much.. juz tt it’s v traditional… and she look so pretty.. well.. it’s kinda sweet… haha.. at that instant..i wish i cld get married too… heeez….

so papaya told me she’s holding her engagement party at fullerton next may.. i was like.. wowowow…i can’t wait to be invited…. it’s $$$$ again :err1

rem that when i was young…there were lots of bday parties to go to…but now… i feel old..i’m going for wedding dinners and reception instead…geez..it’s not fun at all… hahaha… tt’s when i start to think…. wld i be left on the shelf in future? hahaha…nvtheless..i’m still young…. hahaha…

the bad thing abt such wedding thingy is… ple wld bring along their bfs and fiances…so… ur other 1/2 better be somewhat impressive… else dun bring them along.. hahaha… and these gals=my coursemates… really dress up!!! i’m like.. hello!!!!! you think is dinner and dance ah! so tt’s when i felt like the ugliest gal in the whole wide world… :eek1

btw..my rlts are released… i passed all my modules..for some mods..i did better than expected.. haha.. juz tt for a bloody mod..my partner got A and i’ve got B.. so i abit bu shuang…. :sad1 heeez… i’m satisfied with my rlts… and special thanks to BH’s tutoring.. i got A for stats.. haha..while my other frens got B… heeez….

overall things are good…i’m happy… BH is still as wonderful as ever… despite being abused by me.. he still treats me like a queen… :wink1 thanks so much…

later he’s coming over and we are gonna do our Japan photo album!! i love to do things together and i can’t wait.. heez… :beam1

1st entry for the mth of december… hmm.. BH’s exams ended… we didn’t do anything exciting except he repaired my comp…. heeez… and i’ve got a new toy… :beam1 u won’t want to know what is it.. hahaha.. not a vibrator!

yeah.. BH says he gonna give me a dim-sum hi-tea treat!!!! yeah!!! i can’t wait.. hahaha.. actually on top of that.. i hope to get a big big big big xmas present from BH… :blush1 juz joking lar..

so i’m feeling so sianz…. coz right.. i have to go to MOE for some election course for the whole day…on the 13/12… argh…and i can’t find anyone who’s on the same day as me…opz.. can’t be bothered is the phrase..except for papaya who’s on the 14/12.. heeez.. i hope she can change to be on the same day as me.. so i won’t be alone… *sings “all by myself… don’t wanna be.. all by myself…anymore….”* not gd being a civil servant… coz of this kinda unexpected things…. argh… but the bonus is good… hahahaha.. nooo..maybe not… considering that u have to work so hard for it…. :eek1

i’m so looking forward to sch… really… :mad1 u pple better be glad.. coz studying is so much better than teaching ok!!!! :sad1

so i’ve been watching sex and the city…after 12 episodes… i gave up on it.. it’s toooooo sick for me… it’s like soft porn.. hahaha… yes.. there’s naked gals….lots of sex… watch only when u horny… hahaha…think i’ll return it be papaya soon…

oh yes!!! i am playing Maple Story now…heeez… not too bad… well… it’s like my sis, BH and I are playing together again.. after the Gunbound craze.. haha.. then BH and i went to popular and bought the Ragnarok game for like $2.10… haha.. juz wanna try out lar.. turn out tt the game so chim.. so we r still figuring how to play it.. haha…

i wanna enjoy myself b4 my results are released… seriously.. i’m so scared tt i’ll cannot mk it for 1 module… dun wanna retake….wish me luck pple… and after the rlts.. means it’s……… SCHOOL!!!!! can i dun go to school… u noe.. not only students have school refusal syndrome.. teachers too…

well…. let’s put all those shit aside.. and it’s MAPLE time!!!

*think my comp tire BH out.. coz… he’s not feeling well… :pout1 take good care and get well soon…. :wink1 i’m not done with torturing u… heeez.. juz joking…. :tongue1*

**u know what my mum juz said???? she said BH’s side view look like JAY CHOU!!!!! hahahaha.. think BH will jump out of his bed feeling healthy and energised when he knows this!**