so BH is gonna start work at EA on the 15May! which is like so soon… man… we were thnking of going on a holiday… i mean.. not the both of us.. BUT tagging along with other pple type… hm… i dunno y.. BUT after watching Derailed .. i am extremely scared of going overseas… the rape scene kept replaying in my head… very scared…
then BH felt tt it was better for both of us to travel alone..even worst! coz everything wld be like better.. “coz i wanna spend time with u” <-- tt's what he said which freaks me out too!!! i feel really insecure bt travelling together with him...even though i'll probably keep the big notes and our passports BUT i'm not sure if my mum is ok with it or not.... right... i mean... i can juz lie abt everything... BUT i don't want to.... i won't feel at peace... actually, BH planned for our travel plan liaoz... the Osaka one... i feel safer in Japan.. and i miss the food... :pout1 BUT due to time contraint... tt plan need to be scraped... so we are thinking of going Perth.. which is still not confirmed.. coz the aust. airport tax is damn high... iyah... so whatever plan is so unsettled lar.. then my sis comes in2 the pic... coz she wanna go overseas too.. BUT she doesn't wanna go with BH.. and it'll be like so odd for the 3 of us to be in a room??? yes.. talking bt room... i am like seriously very scared to be confined in 1 room with BH... argh... juz kill me... maybe u are gonna say... "i thot u guys travelled together b4?" yar! tt was like 2yr+ ago!!! i mean.. i dunno y i was so daring then.. muz be coz BH very bz with his work in the past MONTHS.. then we seldom talk... or meet-up.. then everything juz becomes very strange.... juz weird.... like i need to noe some1 all over again kinda feeling i think most prob we'll end up at BKK with his mum? and i think such disorganised plans will not work out... i am sooooooo paronoid..
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