Secret

Secret

i think i muz be the most horrible looking person in school…

on October 20, 2004

argh…. i’ve met so many pple who say these words to me.. ‘amanda, u look sooo tired…’ :blank1 yes.. maybe i’m tired… but i suspect it’s the specs tt mk me look tired? and it mks me look… yucks… drop dead disgusting… yes.. and even my tutor from the previous module… she saw me and she was like.. ‘are u ok? u look so tired…’ and like… this gal.. my course mate.. i dun really talk to her… she saw me tt day .. last friday.. i was in contacts… and she said… “u look so much better w/o specs…” amanda… tt’s it man…. u look like a piece of sh*t now… maybe last time also no better this time with lots of pimples…

and i juz dun get y do pple tk sooooooooooo long to finish an assignmnet… is there something wrong with me???? argh… as in pple really like didn’t slp till 6am type lor…. and i can’t do tt…. i mean… finish liaoz slp lar… y edit till so early in the morning.. torture urself…

so…… i’ve got this pair work due…on friday.. and i’ve barely started…. yes.. it’s like PAIR work… do this website…so u r thinking… “iyah.. website sure no prob.. coz BH can help…” BULLSHIT it’s not BH… it’s juz us!! we can’t settle the content of the project.. how’s the site gonna be up… tell me!!!
and tml i’ve got another GROUP presentation… come on lor… the 2 page write-up is like cannot mk it can…. and my GROUPmates dun think so lor… so what? am i being a prefectionist or what… i’m NOT!!!

yes..above all…. i really admire those pple…. who are like…. not bz wif assignments BUT bz.. preparing for wedding!!!! and i’m like… WHAT!!! you nothing better to do is it???? geeez… i didnt say tt lar… juz silently thot in my heart… and pray hard tt i wont be invited to any…. dun wanna waste my $$ on angbao for them….geeez…

i thot i cld die b4 this day ends… BUT i met karen in the canteen today… with her nan ren! haha… hey karen.. miss me so much till come NIE ah… hahahaha…

let’s talk abt something more exciting!!!!

hahahaha… let me tell u this ‘show’ i watched on the mrt when i’m on my way home juz now… this couple board at dover mrt.. SP students i supposed.. the gal look so sad *holding onto a piece of tissue*… and tt bloody guy.. is like so horny… he was like groping her breast .. right… maybe i was exaggerating BUT… he was like putting his hand behind her back… *they were sitting btw..* and his hand landed at the side of her breast.. and he was machiam playing wif her breast.. hahaha… the funny thing is… the gal seemed to cheer up abit… hahaha… it’s a disturbing sight… BUT nice entertainment… and her breast certainly look grab-able…. hahaha… oh what did i juz say??? amanda you are SIcK!!! *grinz* if BH dares to do this…. he’ll need to say BYE to his hand…hahaha… but to think of it.. BH is well-trained… good doggy! oppz.. tt’s not what i meant… hahaha.. joking lar…

anway, talking abt BH.. i really wanna surprise him by buying this nike t-shirt for him… haha.. at my sch bazaar of course…where got time to go shopping.. this nike shirt haf this doggy print on it… and the dog has a leash! haha… i dunno if it’s new design or what.. but i thot of him immediately… i even bought $$$ but i was too bz to go get it today… paiseh man…haha… and since i’m blogging here… means…. i’m not getting for u lar… i mean…. it’s the thought tt counts right…. :wink1

i’m like still coughing…………………… pimples go away…. amanda cough no more….projects…quickly finish………….


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