Secret

Secret

what an ass!

on October 19, 2004

there is no nj that visited my blog… :blank1 BH played a prank on me.. and i knew it instantly.. but still he choose to lie until the final straw.. he gave up… i feel so dispated with him… btw who’s nj? he’s this very cute NTU guy whom i happen to know and he’s like a hunk in my eyes… and probably like a prince on white horse.. only tt he drives a white car.. he’s like SINGLE… and yeah… amanda is interested…. BUT…… how can she leave BH alone… haha… he wld need to join SDU if i leave him… hahahaha…

anyway… i read ZH’s blog.. and i cld sympathise with her….u noe… when i read her entries… i so wanna cry…… and suddenly i thot of afew yrs back when BH went to Taiwan… hahaha.. maybe it’s juz the starting of a r/s..i dun really feel that attached to him… i’m sad tt he’ll be away… BUT the funny thing is…. i wasn’t like aniticipating for his phone calls.. hahaha… maybe i did… but i rem having missed calls from him and what i cld hear were the voice msg he left for me…

thinking back… these memories mks me feel so bitter sweet… and even though it may seem like 2-3wks only … it is not ONLY … some pple say ‘he very fast will come back..’ BUT it’s all BULLSHIT.. nvtheless… one need to treasure the times when u r apart from each other, in order to value how much you need each other… maybe tt’s why pple say
“absence mks the heart grows fonder..”

how true….


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