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Once again… it’s one of the days when i can’t help it but i think that i am the luckiest girl in the whole wide world!!! :blush1

1) my throat is kinda weird and my nose is funny… the type of feeling u get when u are getting a flu soon… yes… that type of lousy feeling… i have been feeling like this since last friday…. now i’m feeling better! heez… what happened was i was supposed to meet ym for pirtaes today but i had to go to school for meeting…. luckily, my meeting ended early… we cld still catch a movie BUT i was feeling quite lousy… so.. ym came to my place and collected the newspapers she wanted and the pt is… knowing that i m not feeling well….bought me herbal tea!!! wah!!! i m super touched and i felt soooooo loved!!! :grin1 even if i’m sick… i feel healthy just thinking about ym’s super sweet action!!! so sweet that the herbal tea taste sweet can!!! :beam1

i’m so blessed to have a friend like ym!!! even BH don’t buy herbal tea for me when i’m sick can…

heyheyhey!!! don’t get it wrong… my other friends are as wonderful too!!! hehe….

2) I have a wonderful family… and a superly talkative sister who still talks alot even when she webcams with us… haha

3) When BH and i eat out, he makes sure tt he buys food for me first then he buys his own… haha.. small action but it’s the thought that counts! oh… and he’s nv stingy with his compliments… thanks for that! hehe… inflates my ego all the time! hahaha

4) I’ve got a job with a stable income… and i made some friends in my workplace!!! (hopefully they will all remain nice..keke)

many reasons to be happy… :wink1

Last week… we finally checked Graze out!! it’s a nice chill out place.. would definitely wanna go again!!! keke… highlight of the night was we saw David Gan and friends ( stick like model).. and maybe some models who looked familiar ( according to Fel) but dunno exactly who.. hehe…

oh well… the cost of alcoholic drinks is $18 and up… mocktails are $10… price may be abit high but i thought that the ambience make up for it! 🙂

check out the website: http://www.graze.sg/

on sunday (270507), BH and I went shopping at Taka!! coz there’s 10% additional discount for Taka card members… spent lots of money… and took a cab home…. coz we bought lots of stuff.. keke… haven’t spent so much for so long!!! anyway, i’ve gt new wallet, bag, clothes, trackpants… wahahaha… nice!!! :beam1

this week has been tiring so far, involved in P5 Camp…and will have meetings everyday… the thing is.. i don’t even know what am i suppose to do during the meetings! and i have to go!

well.. i’m tired but happy for now… super cliche.. it’s true! :blush1

Nice MV! Selina and Ah Xin of Mayday! :heart1

well.. things went on quite smoothly today…

i feel very blessed that i am posted to a school which i sorta know the P and the VP… as i more or less know their style. for instance, the P likes pple to greet her even if you see her from afar… so i did that today… not only that… i met the ex-Science HOD from my pract school… who was my CT 3yrs back.. the P requested for her to come to this new school to help out.. she’s retired btw… so.. she rem. me and was telling the P about how i cld teach science! well… i thank her for putting in good words for me… BUT i am nt confident in science :pout1

i did relief of classes today… the students in this school were quite well-behaved in my opinion… maybe all the kids have monday blues… they havent showed their real colours!!! hope tml will go on well too…

about the collegues…some are friendly.. some are nt so… but i still put on a smile and greet everybody in school! oh… and i do not have my own table can… the new teachers have to stay in the staff lounge until after the June hols… when they try to mk space for more tables…

anyway… i checked out the days which i cld be on leave! now… i’m planning for a getaway!!! prob. with my parents? and hopefully BH will come with us too! nah… i don’t think my parents will allow BH and i to go on a holiday by ourselves… if they do.. things wld have been so much easier! actually, BH and I checked out on going to Osaka then stop over at BKK… but looks like this plan will have to wait? haha… in the mean time.. i don’t mind going to Tibet and China… hehe.. we’ll see how… :wink1

Have you seen a Cactus with flower? it’s my 1st time…

Look at the Cactus on the right hand side… 🙂

Even a desert plant could bloom… why can’t i?

havent been blogging for a long time… i miss blogging… i miss how i am so in touch with my feelings… so.. i gt BH to get this blog started again… thanks BH!

closed the blog the last time.. coz i felt tt i ‘betrayed’ my blog & myself for writing abt sad stuff… right now… i m gonna start my blog anew… not only my blog is new… my life is new too…. i am offically a teacher… tml will be the day….

well… i feel insecure abt going to a new place… meeting new pple… i really wish that things wld go on smoothly when i embark on this new chpter of my life… i wish tt the working environment is good…

and you may wonder… why do i want to teach?

look at the spark on the childrens’ face when they are learning from you then u’ll have a great sense of satisfaction and realised that the tireness.. the fatigue is all worth while….

knowing that i cld mk a difference in the child’s life… as much as they made a difference in mine… tells me tt teaching is a noble profession

inspiring the ideals of environment friendliness in these young children… ensuring that they will grow to be environmentally concious…would definitely mk the world a better place

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i still rem how i always wanted to be an air stewardess… i still want to…. hopefully after 3 yrs of teaching(breaking 2 yrs of bond) …i wouldnt be too old? after i flew enough/ i tried to apply to my dream job, i’ll go into HR…. :beam1

and then i know… life is beautiful… i still have so much that i wanna do… :smile1

“Because He lives… I can face tml… Because He lives… All fear is gone… Because I know He holds the future… Life is worth living just because He lives…”

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just caught this show on Channel5! it’s one of those shows tt mks me think.. and cherish the environment even more… my fave part is the last line said by the astronaut (something along this line) “the sky havent been so clear for a long time…”

oh well… it’s only a show BUT it felt very real… it’s my 2nd time watching it… and i am still very touched by how the father risk his life to rescue his son, how a friend died for the others to survive… i wonder if such greatness still exist in real world… what ‘Greatness’ means to me? it’s definitely Sacrifice. How much can you sacrifice for your loved ones?

i thnk this movie inspired 吴克群 to write this song :smile1

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oh well.. i did… tt’s coz i totally forgot what’s gonna happen in May07

yes… i will be going to school to teach.. for real! i am perfectly fine abt teaching but it’s juz the sch which i may be posted to… i tried my best to look for alternatives already.. still hoping tt my practicum school will tk me back..

i feel miserable… i know i make myself feel this way… and i thnk i affected the pple ard me…

i juz feel pessimistic…. and i forgot what shld i look forward to.. i feel like a loser really…

i wanna ‘win’ someday…

Last year, i had my fair share of ups and downs… hmmm.. let’s say there’s many things which i choose not to blog or share but thnking abt it still upsets me.. i mean it’s not a big deal BUT still i cannot stop myself from feeling tt way… oh well.. tt was last year…

This year i will start everything anew… BH had kindly put up our updated resolutions for the year.. and i kinda regreted 1 of the resolutions which i had made… haha… it’s the ‘exercise at least twice a week’.. i’m not sure if i am able to keep up with it… but i will try my best… :beam1

i think i’m weird or something… when i set my mind on something i have to do it or else i’ll feel extremely guilty and i end up blaming myself for it… my A-levels was an example.. still find it hard to forgive myself sometimes :blank1

I wish 2007 wld be a good one for everyone! and I also hope tt in 2007 I cld fulfill my ‘wants’ instead of just focusing on what i ‘need’ .. I want to do something for myself :blush1

Happy New Year! :tongue1