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haha…to thnk i still got time to look at such things… heeez….

iyah… i got new pimple again can…. damn sianz….

anyway… which hair nicer ah??? heeeez….

ok lar… dun say i nv share the site… ;p

i have to mk an annoucement: I FINISHED all my assignments!!! so cool ah…… you know what? all the assignments are like in my head… and i have NO time to sit down and type out…..

how??? i shall submit my head to the tutor…. :blank1 wahahaha.. quite funny right…

caryn, your party got rich and cute guys not ah…. if don’t have i go for what… wahahaha.. joking lar.. haha.. i’ll show face… else how you reach climax.. haha.. oppz… i mean ur party baby!! heeez..

after a long and hectic day… the BEST thing u can get is to read a nice msg from you fren… who’s far far far away… heeez… read a heart-warming msg from Xinyi… touched… and i feel loved…. hahaha…so FEL i thought u say u lazy to type…wanna snail mail me… where ah???? heeeee

this wk’s not bad… i mean.. having 2 tests a week had became a routine… :blank1 i’ve got 1 test next week.. which is great coz it’s better than 2 test… heh…

right… so pretty much of my wk was spent watching “the prince who turned into a frog“.. drooling over my new bf… and crying over some scenes… as it’s really sweet…. :blush1 hahaha.. yes… i’m disgusting.. i was such shows also will cry… haha…. BUT i really like some lines from the show… “working hard for someone you really cared” “even after 100yrs, i’ll rem how you look when you confess tt you like me” hahaha… dunno y these lines sound so cheesy when i translate into english.. hahaha… the pt is… i think it’s super sweet…

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oh well… for the whole of this week i kept bumping into my sec/JC friends…

met Shannon…. and i love meeting her.. heeeeez.. though i got really upset tt she isnt as jovial as b4…. :err1 nvtheless.. it’s sooooooo cool to see her…. and she lent me her matrix notes!! haha… and BH was with me too… she was like “both of you look like photocopy one lor!!” sooooooo insulting

met Meiyan… and i look soooooo sloppy… and she look sooooooo pretty.. contrast can… anyway… she was like “when you getting married?” hahaha… come on lor!!! i havent found a RICH MAN can! heeeee

met Leon… who looked good! hahaha…. i have a feeling i’l meet Marc soon…:what: hope he doesn’t ask me to smell his breathe….

the pt is i look sooooo ugly nowadays…. then i keep meeting pple…. then when i dress up… i dun meet anyone… damn…

my new resolution: I WILL DRESS UP TO SCHOOL NEXT WEEK.. when i look good… i’ll feel more confident too…. wahahaha….. oh no!!!! i juz rem that…….. i’ve got 2 NEW pimples…. forget it…. i’ll look ugly… anyway, no cute and unattached guys who drive and who wanna send me home… :pout1 and my new bf is in taiwan…. :oogle:
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usually BH and i will try to meet up to go home together.. on tues… BH was stuck in school… coz the bus is too crowded for him to squeeze up…

BH: i still in school leh… i missed 2 buses liaoz
me: huh? i on train liao… so how?
BH: u want to wait for me?
me: *silent thought: obviously NO.. HELLO!!! you want ME to wait for you* y not YOU tell me if u want me to wait for you?
BH: if u want then wait lor… if not u go 1st
me: juz give me a YES or NO
BH: YES
me: *silent thot: shit… i was expecting him to say NO* iyah… but my train not crowded and i got a seat can…
BH: ok… nvm lor…
*MRT annouce: Bouna Vista*
friend: go lar go lar… wait awhile only….
me: okok…

haha… so the next day… my fren was telling me tt i’m sooooooooo bad…. like… i contradict myself…. nv consider BH’s feelings…. oh well.. tt’s my problem i guess….

the pt of this is………. BH’s computer is down… and i offered to go Sim Lim with him…. which was a BAD idea… coz Sim Lim is VERY crowded on sat…. and i’ve got 2 NEW pimples!!!! *bang head*

haha… whatever…let’s see what he used to bribe me to mk me go… wahahahahaha….

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talking to myself *read if you have nothing better to do*

did my calculus tutorial juz now…and i forgot my integration stuff!!! sianz…………….

actually… papaya is really nice… juz tt sometimes…. she’s quite ‘da xiao jie’ … like SHE must be the centre of attention… SHE must get all the sums correct….so… we were discussing our work… bloody matrix questions…. then she was so unhappy tt me and my other fren, XY told her tt her ans is wrong… come on lor…. she bang the book on the table…. scary sia….

being such a nice person… i needed to act stupid and say ” actually i thot of the same thing as you… to think of it… i think your solution is better than mine” only then … she cooled down….

come on lor… i still think my ans is right… wahahaha… coz it’s what BH and Shannon said…. yes.. and i’m super stuborn too….

BH says tt the ASOS stuff is here!!!!!!!!! BUT he’s not giving me the stuff… coz……… he have to keep for ‘christmas gift’ , ‘ Vday gift’ , ‘bday gift’ , ‘mk amanda happy gift’.. so i’m gonna be really pissed and angry later on to get the ‘mk amanda happy’ gift!!!! wahahahaahaha………. shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh………….

yes.. i dumped adam chen and BH… this is my NEW boyfriend… hahahaha

basically, things are going ok these few days… the thing is… if you choose to close 1 eye or even 2… life can be much better… at least tt’s what i feel…. anyway, i’m in a win-win situation as for NOW :blank1

so glad to see May this morning.. it’s 1 of the rare times tt u see a fren who u cld talk to…. :smile1

and life still goes on…. like doing tutorials and projects which are piling up….

had a good dinner with BH… and he paid for dinner.. :beam1 one thing abt BH as he gets older…. we no longer need to go dutch… he pays… though he’s not earning… hahaha…. BUT we seldom eat out…. still feel that my mum’s cooking is the BEST of the BEST.. heee

wore the “blue flower” earrings and everyone says it’s nice lor! hahaha… :blush1 and i sooooo want the butterfly earring which yunxi of “prince turns to frog” wore… *hintX10000000000000*

if everyone love with their heads instead of their hearts then there is no such thing as broken hearts… maybe broken heads… heeez.. no wonder i have headaches man… coz i love with my head…

somehow… i still feel that one shld love some1 only IF he/she is of good-use in long term….

once again… i may not have love b4 to give such a shallow statement.. :blush1

oh well. nothing happened… juz a silly thought b4 i go and slp… :wink1

to end off…. must tell u all this…

S O M E T H I N G A B O U T Y O U by Corrinne May
(1st album, 3rd track)

There’s something in your eyes < ---- eye wax ah!!! heeez... Something in your smile Something in the way you move me You make me want to sing Make me want to dance Make me want to cry I'm falling in love with you.

tt’s all.. haha… i still love this song…

New specs …let the pics do the talking! hahaha…

i still look better w/o spec right?? heeeez

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a post inspired by Zhihui and Mr Brown

I am the baby who had huge and sparkling eyes the moment I was born, that’s why my Chinese name is Hui Jing.

I am the toddler who my grandfather would take me for evening walks, and neighbours would come out and say ‘Hi’

I am the toddler who loves to follow my grandmother everywhere she goes

I am the kid who prefers to play with transformers rather than Barbie dolls.

I am the kid who didn’t know how to write her name and cries out loud when she’s in kindergarten because her grandfather is no longer in sight

I am the kid who loves to eat nuggets from MacDonald until her mother told her that the nuggets are made of horse meat

I am the kid who is very afraid of her father

I am the girl who did not know how to read when she is in Primary 1

I am the girl who had her grandfather waiting for her after school everyday to bring her home

I am the daughter who always needs you to come to school to collect her report book because she did not do well in her studies

I am the friend who walked to school with you

I am the friend whom you helped to collect her homework and bring it to her house, even teaching her how to do her sums

I am the friend whom you shared your umbrella with

I am the sister who introduced you to Maple Story and causes you to be addicted to it

I am the sister who could not help you with your maths problems

I am the sister who listens and laugh at your lame jokes even when they are not funny

I am the teenager who you chat with on IRC and ICQ

I am the teenager who stole your heart

I am the girlfriend whose heart melted when you played ‘More than words’ on guitar

I am the girlfriend who could make your day into a heaven or a hell

I am the girlfriend who took care of you unwillingly when you were sick

In future, I will be a mother of an adorable son name Daryl!!

I am the kid. I am the friend. I am the sister. I am the girlfriend.
I will be the future mother.

taiwanese drama shows are always soooooooooo idealistic… haha… BUT i kinda like it… like it most when a poor gal can find a rich man… haha.. the plot is always like tt… so does this imply that taiwanese gals are materialistic?

anyway… i was watching that “prince become frog” show… i was like WOW.. coz the guy is super cute… heez… is his name dao ming?

after watching the show…. i thnk the sweetest gesture of love the guy can give is hold the gal’s hand when he’s driving…. such a masculine gesture.. i like… when can i experience tt? :blush1 cannot depend on BH lar… he cannot even drive… dun talk abt car can… :shake:

my sis is super sweet.. i was telling her tt i dunno how to do my social studies lesson and coz she had no sch today….she helped me develop my activity for my social studies lesson plan can!!!! together with the map to use…. i was super impressed and very touched.. thank you little sis! :beam1

:what: i’m like having a headache again… right… like what’s new right? i suspect i’ll die of brain tumour or something… haha.. and Caryn was like soooooooo funny to say “lucky i not ur bf/husband man! got headache how to ******* “.. heeeeeez.. you r right baby! haha

tt’s not the pt… the pt is the BIG pain come only after my no. theory test… though there was a slight pain b4 the paper… i was praying hard tt the pain will not affect me much… :blank1 let’s hope tt my test is all right…

btw.. i superly hate pple who wld complain ” i’ll fail my test terribly” like…. “HELLO!!!” what they actually mean is ” i won’t get full marks” yucks! disgusting….

to Caryn: my dearest, if you r interested in the earrings… email me soon k? coz i need abt 3wk to process the order.. else not in time for your BIG day :beam1