geez… it’s like on 19/9 (sunday).. i told myself that i shld prin out my thurs lecture notes… so that i’ll noe how fast time flies… and to think of it.. it’s thursday already!!! :blank1 hmmm.. u all get my pt? that’s not important…
yar… dun ask me bt my sci presentation… i think i put in my best effort liaoz…. but looks like 3X my hard work..cannot be compared to pple who did their work juz the previous night… or maybe i was too nervous? or inexpereinced.. comapred to pple who are much older than me? well… i dunno….
hmm…all the while.. be it in pri, sec, jc… i have never been academically good… not tt i’m good at any other things… i mean… to think of it… no matter how much effort i put into my work… i am still not doing as well as i want to…hmm.. maybe tt’s y i didn’t get into uni?
but maybe God has a beautiful plan for me… maybe he juz want me to work really hard… so that when i finally succeed in future… i’ll treasure what i have..
i was telling myself that NIE is like a 2nd JC to me… it’s like after 2yrs… NIE will see if i cld ‘cross over’ to the degree programme… perhaps.. it’s because of getting a degree… i juz dun wanna miss another chance of getting into uni… i think i’ll regret if i missed the chance again…
bottomline: IF i didn’t achieve my goals… rem to tell me that i have worked hard….
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today during my english tutorial, we were asked to use our 5 senses to describe love… haha… i thot it was so coincidental… coz caryn and i were kinda like talking abt love last night… haha… she read as this bk… Frog in Love by Max Velthuijs.. it’s children’s literature… which i feel that it’s really menaingful… haha.. anyway.. i made a simple poem abt lust and love…
Lust is the playful, flirtatous smell of his cologne
Lust is tasty and sweet like watermelon
Lust is his tanned, smooth and warm feel of his skin
Lust is the masculine, mature voice which is soothing to your ears
Lust is those bright, charming eyes that lives you mesmerzied
Love is the smell of warmth and security whenever he embraces you
Love is the taste of his sweet lips after you force him to put on your strawberry lip balm hahaha
Love is holding onto his warm hand knowing that he won’t let you go
Love is the whispering of sweet nothings into your ears
Love is looking at him and you know that you want to spend your life with him…
ah… sweet ah??
got to study for my test.. wish me luck!
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