it was the last episode of ‘Say I do’.. yes… the very Propaganda-ish show where bfs propose to gfs or gfs proposing to bfs…
though i always thought tt it’s silly and propaganda-ish.. i can’t stop myself from being glued onto the TV for that 30mins… keke… and then my sis and i wld be like ‘is this romantic???’… ‘wa.. cannot mk it lor’ BUT.. i guess there’s a tiny winy bit of jealousy in us… oh well… it’s horrible to be a woman… feelings and emotions are hard to describe, express? we usually dun wanna express our true emotions coz we wanna protect ourselves…. oh well… maybe it’s juz me… i built a fortress..
it’s silly… when i recalled the young me.. who’s waiting for my prince’s arrival… oh well..i nv thought tt any guy wld fall in love with me… then BH appeared when i least expected it (and he’s not even a prince! )…. then now i wonder wld i ever be in such happiness like those couples in the variety show… so… my head says ‘NO!’ but my heart says ‘if it is gonna be BH.. he wld do a better job…’ nono… i am happy now… but wat i’m referring to is another level of happiness where everything is ‘US’ and ‘OURS’ .. haha… yar… i don’t think i’m ready for this…
and then i wait…. :beam1
*nah… no… we r not getting married yet..*
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