i am a visual person…
i have a picture in my mind… a picture of what i want…be it family, personal goals or even my future kids! haha
i guess this picture acts as a mental checklist.. because of this picture i have high expectations of myself… and i guess the person who suffered the most is BH?? haha
in the picture, the person who’s gonna be with me till i’m old doesn’t look a tiny bit like BH you know!!! and i wonder why!!!
maybe my picture isn’t accurate? or the ‘one’ has not appeared?
so.. i told BH bt how the ‘one’ is supposed to be… (haha… nope… not Keanu Reeves) and he thrives hard to be him…
i wonder.. if i shld keep looking out for the ‘one’?
haha… somehow.. i think Fel’s right… i won’t be able to find the person..
i’m juz too idealistic…
and BH pls don’t take this negatively..
i made a rough timeline for myself :beam1
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