Secret

so i am having my holidays now… juz a little bit bored… and somehow.. i kinda enjoy this bored feeling… coz…. next yr this time.. i’m probably suffering in school… :sad1 currently… i so wanna go out and tk a walk BUT i am waiting for the postman to come… argh…. waiting for a registered mail :psycho1

it seems like a dream… really…. like i can’t belif tt BH is working now! so i’ll be like…. ‘are you really working or still on internship???’ .. can’t believe tt after so long.. BH is finally 1 step closer to my dream guy! well.. he’s not exactly my dream guy yet.. BUT i noe he’ll get there soon… :smile1

let’s evaluate BH (i am bored you see)

BH not a bad guy… really… juz tt he cld be very irritable and grumpy when the weather gets hot and it’s extremely crowded… i mean… who won’t be irritated right? like… i’ll get irritated too!

so BH doesn’t drink… neither does he smoke.. juz tt i dunno why he’s got a bad throat.. which he always tries to clear with a loud ‘ahem!’ which cld be quite rude and irritating…. i still dunno how to help him solve his problem… except to tell him to avoid sweet or dairy products to reduce the phlegm formed in the throat… and i think some of his collegues smoke… hope he doesn’t get influenced! else you will be in HELL :rant: it’s me or the cigarette! < --- a reminder for you.. haha... he so guai... dun think he'll get into this situation... juz a precaution lar... heeez oh.. his complexion... man... have been trying my best to help him since the day we started dating... okok... i'm glad tt it's getting better... like how i tried to get him to eat tomatoes... and drink carrot juice... and use medication... i think in future.. if we r able to get to the 'get married and live together' stage... i'll mk sure he put on some male cosmetics (Biotherm for Man)... i mean... it's useless to get him all these now.... i dun think he'll be soooooo patient to put it on everyday.. somehow... i am soooooo glad tt he makes an effort to rem things now.... :thumbup: for example: to put things nicely...things which r not impt to him BUT impt to me.. haha < ---keep up the good work! hmm... BH also talks abt our future now... i mean... he talks abt it last time.. BUT i don't like to engage in such conversations coz i think 'he cannot make it.. and have no right to talk abt such stuff'... currently it's like 'you like to say.. i like to listen! doesnt matter if it doesn't come true' BUT once again.... i dun like to talk abt the future coz it's unpredictable....and if we were to talk abt it now... in future... no need to propose... no need to compare the diamond ring with the stars liaoz.... it wld be ' let's go get a flat ' ... i'll be sooooooo disapted!!! so.... i still prefer it to be a surprise!!! wahahaha... yar... so i think BH is quite comfy in his workplace now... i think... as a game company... the culture is very diff. ...very relax... according to BH, they even have some computer game competition.... they wear jeans and t-shirt to work (to put in my own words....machiam some old man, wanna act like a cool young gamer)... i think it's not bad lar... still got many benefits....okok... not as bad as i thought... coz in my opinion, work in game company is like very flippant.. ----------------------------- met BH for lunch yesterday at his workplace... wah... lots of angmos... no cute ones.... okok... still got koreans... not cute also... haha.. only BH the cutest lar.... i am always very glad tt BH mks me feel very good when he greets me with a wide smile and tell me 'you look very pretty today'.. regardless of what i wear... haha... even ard his workplace.. he's not shy....he'll still hold my hand like i'm some precious jem... haha... i like the way he mks me feel.... how to say... i feel IMPORTANT...it always tks me a long time to realised tt the BEST in already right in front of me :smile1 right... and i still dun like to mk him feel impt... coz...i think tt will mk him tk me for granted! :blank1 and he always ask me "What can i do to mk you love me more?" .. what can i say.. you are already mking me love you more... juz tt i dun like to say it.... :blush1 man.. so mushy... juz bear with it... actually, when i met him for lunch... i was very sweet also lar.. come on lor... i bought snacks for him (some taiwanese biscuits and cherry tomatoes and sour plums).. haha.. see... after lunch... we walked ard at cold storage.. and things were slighly more expensive than cold storage outside.... then i head off for Ikea.. and jalanX2 myself.... haha.... which makes me feel like such taitai shopping while my hubby is hard at wrk... hahaha... no lar... i didnt buy anything... you noe how i dun like to anyhow spend money... :beam1 something nice....was talking to fel last week... and was telling her tt if one day, i were to get married... i'll mk sure i mk my hubby sign a list of rules of regulations 1st.. so tt he'll share whatever hsehold chores we have... haha... and she was telling me tt it's like the Korean drama - FULL HOUSE.. anyway.. the interesting thing was..... i was telling BH tt in future... if he wants to marry me... he will need to sign a list of rules and regulations.. and you noe what he said "ok! i will sign! then you have to start writing the rules now... it won't be very long..." wah!!! i was like... soooooooo sweet.... :grin1 dunno learn from where! so... one day.. i woke up and felt tt...... 'I CANNOT REMAIN SLACKING AT HOME'.. so i went to look up the newspaper to see what jobs can i tk....and i went for interview at a tuition centre.. so now.... i am like working as a relief tutor... so... working for 2hrs a week, i cld earn $70? iyah... better than slacking ard.... so BH was like calculating how much i wld earn as a full-time tutor in future... he concluded tt he's a lucky man! haha it’s been so long tt i blog a very ‘heart-to-heart’ entry…