Received calls from MONSTER SCHOOL *you know where*.. went down for to do this WORK REVIEW thing… it seems like nobody ard me (those crossover cases) need to go down to do it.. except me.. oh well… nvm.. so i went….
i was wearing causal clothes today… and i entered the school…. feeling as though i was a mum.. who’s gonna bring my sick son home… haha… of course.. the boys are sooooooo cute… especially the P1 boys… juz like little angels in disguise!!! love to hear their laughter as they run around…. :smile1 the boys are really adorable… BUT the working environment sucks to the core!!!
i’m so freaked tt they’ll want me to go back to the school…. argh!!! i need to go appeal to PL man…. :pout1
the teachers there are still quite dao… BUT some younger ones actually remembered my name and said ‘Hi’ to me!!! wowow… some even said i looked GOOD! haha… the pt is… all the comments are by women… damn it… am i soooooooooooooo unattractive to MEN!!!!!! :pout1 sad… and at times like this… i feel sooo bitter coz…. it means tt i’m gonna be stuck with BH for life!!! :shake:
the pt is… it’s sooooooo painful to do the work review thingy… coz.. ur fren here… have no work/contributions at tt monster school!!! man…. so i juz need to think of some stuff i did… goals i have… which were not carried out…. ahh…. i dun wanna go BACK!!!
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On the other hand, work at NIE is bad too… the fieldwork plan is killing me softly… and i feel so weak… so tired…
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