Secret

Secret

*beware* nonsense entry again

on February 6, 2005

i think i’m having PMS.. coz i feel irritated… yeah… u pple wld have already figured that out…. i’m superly insecure…. and i feel very emotional… and i think i’m the lousiest person that cld exist in this world..

to top this up… i think i’m getting my period during the CNY… which sucks… but maybe not as bad as having period when u in Tokyo… yeah…

the pt abt PMS is… besides feeling really irritated and all the negative stuff… i’ll feel like my hormones are raging or maybe the word is sexually charged or to put in in easier terms is horny

yes… i’m a very lusty gal… come on lor….. i even dreamt of naked women! wahahaha… kill me lar… why not naked man…. so y can’t BH satisfy me??

1) strictly agst my morals
2) no location
3) no money to book hotel

the bottomline is: PUBERTY shld start later… like about 21 yrs old… so 1 wld not get pregnant b4 the mature age… or won’t even be interested in sex till after marriage… yeah… then things like condoms will not need to exist….or abortion or even BGR at a young age of 12? geeez…. u get the pt???

another implusive PMSy entry by the great ME…. :wink1

*anyway.. i read BH’s Vday entry…. and u noe what? it’s his way of saying… ‘Vday is dreadful… bloody hell… y do i have gf!’ *

the pt is… since we can’t do anything to satisfy sexual urges… we shall talk abt it.. haha.. wanna noe? read on… :beam1

so… our conversation goes…something like that lar… can’t rem exactly what we say

Me: it’s so sad tt we are still so young… we can’t do anything to satisfy our urges except doing ourselves… and the only time i can do it like day and night is when i’m married…. which is when i’m old… and probably not energetic or adventurous anymore… and i won’t be havng fun coz…. i dun wanna have kids…. this is soooooo sad man….. there goes my life and good sex

BH: i think children are hinderance to the r/s, carreer… in anyway.. it’ll affect us

Me: *grinz and silently smile… coz i think the same way too!*

BH: so maybe going for Vasectomy is good

Me: *shocked* really? u willing to do that for me?

though it’s juz a thought…can’t believe BH is so sacrifical! :blush1

BH: yeah… but it will hurt though.. dunno still can shoot not…

Me: haha…. i think cannot…. then it’ll affect sex life.. the plan will backfire!

*silence*

Me: what if i suddenly feel tt couplelife is boring and i wnat a kid…. how?

–the end–


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