today.. i looked into the mirror… a full-length mirror by the way.. and i realised how awful i look…. argh…
1) my hair is in a bad state
2) i got pimples on my face
3) i look fat
4) my knees look black (not tt i didn’t wash it)
5) i am short
oh shit.. i didn’t realised how ugly i look untill today! well.. to top it up, my sis was like.. “ur hair is so dry… so disgusting… looks like hay!” yes.. i mean.. i know it’s in a bad state… but i really didn’t know tt it’s this bad… :blank1
yes.. so if u are considering a christmas gift for me… u can get me Xando or Extrim… :err1
the pt is…..suddenly i got so angry with BH… coz he kept saying i look alright… so he’s like LYING to me all the time!!! my mum says i look alright too… that day i met up with my NIE frens… they still thot i rebonded my hair again!!!!! :sad1
don’t tell me.. 1 week mks such a big difference! stupid BH… Bluff me… :pout1
shit i juz can’t get this thought out of my mind!!!! coz being slim and pretty is like everywhere… on TV.. on newspapers…. it’s getting on my nerves!!!!!
went out with my mum and sis today… i saw those slim and pretty gals… and i got so worried…. geez… i looked at myself.. and i feel even more ugly…. i think i can vomit at my own reflection…still nvm… these gals got bf can… i mean.. their bf are like good looking…and like so ‘teng’ them… then my thots turned wild… and my brain told me… “maybe tt’s y BH don’t care abt you as much as the past” then i conquer that thought by saying “he’s not even good looking or rich…so it doesn’t matter” :mad1
i sat down and looked at those couples ard me… some are married…. then i looked at their husbands and their wives… u noe what? the husbands are like skinnier than the wives… so the wives are BIGGER in size compared to the husband… i made a conclusion… GET MARRIED AT A LATER AGE SO THAT YOU COULD BE BEAUTIFUL FOR A LONGER TIME
i hate going out on sundays sometimes… KIDS JUST PISSED ME OFF.. they treat the shopping centres as a playground.. running all over the place…. BLOCKING MY WAY.. sorry BUT i am so not sympathetic to these kids… esp those on PRAMS… yes.. so dear parents.. if you want to have kids… pls don’t bring them out…screaming, shouting and crying in public is a shameful or intolerable sight… if you wanna have kids.. jolly well sacrifice and stay at home to take care of them k… if u really must bring them out.. DISCIPLINE THEM.. tie them up in a leash :mad1 thanks for ur kind understanding..
so how am i gonna be a teacher if i can’t stand kids…. wahahaha.. the kids will have a good time… dun worry :mad1
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