Secret

Secret

think i’m mad..

on November 23, 2004

u noe what? other than acting pissed and angry… geeez… did i juz say acting???? no.. i’m not! :mad1 when i say i’m ANGRY.. i’m really angry ok!!!

heeez… the pt is other than BEING angry tt BH is too caught up with his exams… my mind is like thinking abt… “what should i wear?” “How can i be pretty?” “what shld i buy?” hahaha… oh shit… i’m so embarassed to know tt i’m sooooooooooo narcissistic… heeez…. tt’s coz i’m too free lar…

anyway, my ex collegue, Linwen.. i dunno if you are still reading my blog but…. she said tt since she’s unattached then.. she wld always think abt what to wear ect.. hahaha… coz she got nothing else to think abt.. hahaha… i rem telling her tt “it’s not true! I think abt what to wear.. and how to look pretty all the time!” hahahahaha…

soooo.. i figured out tt… i can’t juz sit down and think abt what to waer… maybe i shld stay writing lesson plans… BUT where to start???? i mean.. how wld i know if i am teaching P1 or 2 or 3 or 4 or 5 or 6….. and what is the students’ ability? hmmm…. so i figured that writing lesson plans are not possible… BUT still… i can still PLAN what can i teach for a lesson right?? right!!! maybe i’ll do just that! which means… i gtg back to NIE to borrow TB and resource bks… this sounds so crazy BUT…….. why not? hahaha… maybe i can pop into NTU canteen.. who knows who wld i see??? :zip1

yeah.. so… the above is option 1 to ease my boredom…

let’s talk abt option 2… is go library abd borrow books… yeah….. i’ll definitely prefer option 2 to option 1!!! okok!!! i’ll do option 2!!!

what abt option 3.. tt’s go visit my grandpa everyday… tt sounds okie too… at least i’m going out… but u noe what… option 3 goes with option 2 too…

option 4: go out with mum or sis or go out with both!!! hey!!! tt sounds cool too…

see… amanda.. u have soooooooo much to do…. doesn’t tt mk u a bz gal…. :err1

right.. and there’s option 5… clear ur table.. and ur stupid notes… oh well… this is really tough.. what if i realised tt i haf to retake a module????? :eek1 i’ll be so upset……..

well…. the entry just acts as a space to verbalise my thoughts.. i mean.. i can’t possibly talk 2 the wall.. haha.. oh… i can actually….

anyway….. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHIHUI!!!! may all your dreams come true!!! :beam1


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