Secret

thursdays are like mask day! damn vain right! haha… thnk this mask is quite good… i feel tt my face feels smoother and looks more radiant after using it.. hehe…

well.. this may sound exaggerating.. BUT when we meet up every wk, BH will like touch my face unconciously.. haha.. so it’s he thinks my face feels good lor! see… told you BH is a lucky guy.. he’s not rich, not good looking BUT the gf so pretty.. no mk-up also look sooooo good can! oh my goodness! i’m the unlucky one! u better appreciate me man!

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went to sch today.. for GE.. BUT my tutor didnt come! man… mk me go sch so early… at least i did my algebra tut.. so it’s like time well spent… nope.. me wasn’t alone… was with papaya… yeah… can’t believe i spent like 4hrs talking crap to her..

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and i have this fren… i think she’s like weird.. coz she got soooo ANGRY when we were talking bt DAN BROWN’s DA VINCI CODE!!! i was like… it’s enjoyable to read… BUT reading does not mean tt i believe watever crap which is inside rite…

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luckily it’s friday tml!

this is life… there’s like good days and bad days…

on bad days like today… i wld always turn on the radio at 8pm.. listen to YES93.3 — Music Diary… right… stories pple sent in are sometimes really sweet and nice.. others are kinda bitter sweet…

such stories always reminds me of some events in my life… most of the time it mks me feel better..

then i wonder… if one day… i were to share my story on air.. wld it be a happy or a sad one?

1) Group Project

let’s see… i was doing a project with this grp of pple… pple who i dunno v well… and i realised tt i did quite alot of stuff… normally, i’ll voice it out… BUT this time i kept quiet…. coz… i thnk… i’m in no position to comment.. afterall, they ‘took’ me in when i’m groupless…

so i was thinking abt how *some* pple didnt do too much work… so…. i came out with a conclusion that… a small thing to others may be a BIG thing to me …you cant deny tt everyone did some work and met up for discussions…. BUT why do you feel that u are doing lots of work… then rem to think again.. afterall… in a grpwork.. compromising is key…

maybe u already knew this.. BUT it took me awhile to convinced myself abt this..

2) Relationship

i dunno abt how other couples… BUT for BH and i.. he loves to say “why muz you always mk a big fuss over a small thing?” right… so tt’s how arguements start… usually we are very calm.. and we settle it by finding a problem and working out a solution, hopefully we won’t come to such a situations again..

like sometimes, you noe tt such a problem can’t be avoided… so…b4 i start to tell him abt my unhappiness… u can imagine me saying thngs extremely bluntly…. “i noe tt this is a small thing to you… BUT to me it’s a BIG thing… coz i’m a gal and you are a guy, our brain functions differently… i noe tt it’s damn irritating… BUT i can’t help feeling this way! i would really love to have a dick.. so i won’t feel like crap now… “

yeah man.. so after mking the above statement… thngs also get better… coz… at least he’ll put himself in my shoes…

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the bottomline: think twice b4 you say something.. coz a small thing to you may mean a big thing to someone else :wink1 (it’s juz like — you may mean nothing to the world, but you mean the world to someone) forgot the exact quote

tt’s what i learnt this week :blush1

man… muz tell u guys what i dreamt! heez…

i dreamt tt my dad bought me vw-beetle lor! for $90,000!!! haha… dunno y we suddenly so rich noe! so i was driving extremely cautiously… parked it really nicely at the carpark… then the next day… the car disappeared!!! coz i forgot to lock the car!!! and some1 stole it!!!

i was like so worried.. and i consoled myself tt some1 juz borrowed it…

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i watched this mv.. and was crying like crazy… haha.. so silly … BUT i really thot the song is v nice and meaningful.. :thumbup: song to listen to if you r heartbroken can!

heeez.. talking abt silly… my Johari window states that……..

57% of people agree that amd_goh is cheerful
57% of people think that amd_goh is self-conscious
71% of people think that amd_goh is silly

man!!!! you guys juz can’t find the word ‘CUTE’ right… so all put ‘silly’!!! hahaha