today is one of those days i feel really down…. i dunno…the feeling is like… when i was in primary school and everyone else knew how to add and i juz didn’t know how no matter how attentive i was in class… or how hard i tried…
i had observation by the VP and the scm today… they are basically very nice pple… esp the VP… well…. i thot i was v well-prepared.. and for the first time… i felt very confident that things will turn out well… i dunno y… juz that i put in ALOT of effort for my ALL my observations…. BUT my effort is always not repaid….
the feeling sucks… BUT i guess… i’m used to this feeling… coz it always happens to me me and me…. one very good example is…. most of my frens cld get into uni after the As but not me…. oh well… that’s old news… but i can’t help but still feel sore abt it…
at the moment when feel soooo bad….it starts to rain heavily… geeez…. creating a good atmosphere for me to cry right? haha. and juz when i thot the whole world hates me.. i received an ecard from my secret admirer who’s email address happens to be caryn’s? wahaha… thanks dearie…. :beam1 how do you know i’ll feel upset today?
oh well… the pt is… they havent talk to me abt my lesson yet.. i noe it was bad.. coz the grpwork was like art lesson… and it was supposed to be an English lesson… obviously the objectives won’t met… the kids were too excited to even bother writing down the steps they took to make the manipulative… things wld have been better if i have more time….
i did something really bad… coz i called BH when he was on his way for an interview for internship…. yar… i cannot take it when he act like he’s damn smart coz he’s gonna get a degree…. i dunno..maybe i’m juz oversensitive or what… so i was telling him that he won’t get through the interview… coz 1st impression counts and he’s tooo ugly….dun u all agree with me?
anyway, i’m not feeling sorry BUT i hope that this ugly looking perosn will interview him…so when ugly meets ugly… they’ll ‘click’ and by luck he’ll get the internship….
when i’m feeling sucky…. i will mk sure that you feel worst than me..
i got to generate 3 different subject lesson plans for tml… and mark worksheets.. and mark 12 more compos… :mad1
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