yeah… can’t believe this is the eve of Chinese New Year.. it’s soooo fast….. i got to go to school this morning… and have to reach at 9am… so i woke up at 6.15am.. tk good note of the time… the pt is… i got a speech test… yes… it’s a follow up of the pronunciation test i had on monday….
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monday’s pronunciation test
so… there’s this word… ‘BUFFET’.. easy word right??? but the pronunciation is not what u think it is according to the phonics.. so… the phonices shld be the right pronunciation right??? so i read it as…. ‘bull-fat’ and i confirmed with my fren… u wanna noe what???? there’s a mistk in the phonics on our word list!!! damn it!!! i muz have sound like an idiot! geeez… it’s tape recorded… else i’ll sound like an idio.. or maybe i’m an idiot *bangs head*
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i wasn’t in good mood… coz my mum told me to put away BH and my pics in my room.. coz my relatives r coming for dinner… i was like ‘why shld i’ i mean.. come on lar… i’m so old liaoz… i surely have the right to have a bf right? it’s not surprising mah… anyway… the pt is… i think what my mum meant was to keep those pics coz she didn’t wnat pple to ask so much…. coz Bh and i ‘no. 8 still lack of 1 stroke’ (direct chinese translation) which is quite true…. so… i kept it away… and my sis heard.. and u was so blunt and said… ‘You are so shameless…’ <--- refering to Bh and my pics...i was so pissed.. it's like... i didn't even touch or insult her can.. and it's not tt we did anything despicable or what...for no reason she said that of us.. still say "it's true what".. to think tt BH and i still bought tix for her to join us in 'Sound of music' ... i felt so hurt and angry... to think tt i love her so much...
i dunno.. but the feeling was real bad.... u noe... it's like when u r a mum... and u clothed.. feed the child.. and yet the child didn't appreciate u... and even shout back at u... it's that feeling... u noe the hurt ur parents feel when u shout at them?? well.... u shld appreciate what they have done for u and give thanks!
so... early in the morning... i feel angry liaoz lor... msg BH... he still slping... i so need an outlet to vent my anger... the only thing i can do is to read ‘The curious Incident of the dog in the night-time’ by Mark haddon i think i can relate the how sucky i feel to the autistic kid in the book…. so i read.. and i read… all the way to sch…
yeah.. so i reached school ard 8.40am… ard there… and another class (same tutor) was told to come at 9 too… so my tutor told us to wait till 10.30am!!! i was like what!!!! WHY ARE WE ALWAYS WAITING? come on every tues.. we waited for 4hrs for our lesson!!! i was fuming mad… so i read and read and read again…. i juz wanted to be ALONE.. oh… i’m a LONELY OGRE ya see…
finally….. wait till everyone from the 1st batch went home… at 10.30… and we started at only 10.30…. u noe.. if lesson were to start at 10.30.. i can slp for 1hr MORE…. after much grumbling… the speech was over… i had less than 10pages of the novel left…
met BH at Kovan… ate yoshi which is ex…. as the hawker centre stalls are not opened… so i was grumbling… and BH felt very angry too… so we were like 2 very angry pple… being angry for something tt had already happened… to think of it… it’s quite silly…. hahaha… so i was tellin BH that i was so angry in the morning… and the only thing i felt like doing was… GIVING HIM A BIG BITE TILL HE BLEEDS… wahahaha…
anyway…. i was so surprised and yet glad… coz BH mum told him 2 come over to my place tml and fetch me over for dinner… hahaha.. i feel so impt! :blush1
btw…Bh mum made this for our family…
it’s very nice right???my family says it’s really nice too… so we hang it up immediately! :beam1
lastly…..i am gonna forget all the unhappy stuff that happened this morning.. and also the past yr.. i’m gonna be friendly with my sis…. Happy Chinese New Year to all and enjoy ur reunion dinner!!! :yum1
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