Secret

Secret

worst thing…

on January 19, 2005

abt projects is………
1) doing with pple tt u do not know
2) doing with pple tt u do not know and u hear bad things abt them
3) doing with pple tt u do not know and heard bad things and very product orientated
4) all the above + u got no nice pple in the same TG as you

yeah… i like working as a grp… BUT not when i face alot of pressure to excel… it’s like… i feel so scared tt i’m be the one pulling down everyone’s grades… haiz… who ask me… didn’t do well enuff to get to uni…. i’m stranded with pple who are generally older than me = more experience… pple push me ard…. pple who try to tk advanatage and climb all over me… all these are mking me sooooo stressed for no reason… argh… u get the idea??

on top of that individual assignments drives me crazy too…

sometimes.. i think i’ll go to woodbridge one day… i can’t control my feelings.. and v often.. the person whom i vent my frustrations on is BH… oh well… see.. i change my mood easily… i can be nice at a pt of time.. and bad at another time….

glad tt BH tries to accomodate me all the time……he wrote me a card which was really sweet… thanks man…. u noe why he wrote me a card? part of the reason is he wanna cheeer me up… the other part is… he hang up the phone on me last night… coz i was acting like a b*tch…..

i’m having a bad headache now.. and i so need to rest…

i’m mad…


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