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1) i was abt 1min late for my tuition class.. and they were supposed to haf a mock exam today! so… the admin. person had to go into the class for me… so paiseh man… and this wk wld be a bad marking week for me… the amt of exam papers i have to mark is alot alot alot! so BH promised to help me mark all of them… okok… actually, i dun like pple to mark my ws for me.. coz i won’t noe where’s the prob… but i really need help… so… he shall mark all the MCQs at least…while i better get started with my counseling essay which is due on next thurs!!!! ( and hopefully study for my test which is on tue!)

however, i always feel tt sat. are rest days!!! soooooooo…….. after tuition, i went home and put down my tuition stuff… we went out…

2) Bh and I did something which we had nv done b4! we went to view the showroom of ‘The Premiere’ at tampines.. and it’s like a direct bus from my home! v near mrt, public swimming pool… NO TENNIS COURT… sianz… no lar… we are not thinking of buying house… juz tt BH wanted to see how is it… well… the queue to view the showflat is super long.. we waited for like 1hr to view the showflat.. and it was super crowded… good experience though… coz i was horrified to meet my frens… it’s such a paiseh thing to do… not tt BH and I are like confirmed or rich… haha… but again… u dun haf to be rich to get a flat… else what’s the grant/loan for??

anyway… there were photographer tking pics… i was extremely scared tt they will tk me lor… what an ugly sight to be in a queue to view the showflat!!! and i refused to stand near BH…. juz not comfy with the idea of us viewing a flat… it feels like a BIG thing and i’m scared…

so… the flat is like very nice! condo style… with low windows with platforms! bh and i were v attracted by the cool wallpapers and simple minimalist design! it’s small and cozy too… so…. we are like looking at 4-room flats which only have 36units? haha…. low chance of getting lar! then we are wondering if we shld tk part in the balloting and try our luck? completion date is in 3yrs time… if we are still together… it wld be good… but what if something happens??? :blank1 the reason i was scared…

3) we went on a triple date to SkyLight Cinema! haha… it’s so cool tt…. BH’s friends (same course as him) have gfs who are all teachers! wahahaha… so we were like chit-chatting… at least we had common topics to talk abt… felt really good… and we were even discussing abt going on a holiday together!!!! :tongue1 and i’m looking forward! ohh.. to top it up… the movie on SkyLight Cinema is… my all time fave… X-MEN!!! wahaha…. i wld still like to think tt i’m a mutant! hehehe :blush1

overall… it’s a good day! tml is time for some serious work!:psycho1

YES!!! The Phantom of the Opera is coming to Singapore!!!! March07!!!! man…. i can’t wait!!! :tongue1

To BH: Treating me to this musical will not be accepted as Birthday present for 2007!!!!! it is considered birthday present for 2006!!! dun forget tt u didn’t celebrate my birthday this yr! :pout1

today, the 4 of us went to see the head of maths regarding our modules next sem.

the pt of this entry isn’t abt the modules BUT it’s about the possibility of us teaching in JC.. i felt really excited… coz… going to JC means no screaming at kids.. smaller class… more spoon-feeding.. lecture-tutorial style! i was like *WOW!!* so she was telling us that if we r interested we cld tell her as she have connections.. and there is a lack of tchers in JC! i am seriously thinking of teaching maths in JC… :beam1 haha… if the appeal fails.. then i’ll go for primary school… in the meantime no harm trying.. :wink1

and… isn’t it cool if i can go for YEP trips with the JC students!! they are like friends can!!!! kekeke…. then i can meet cute boys too!

before i start let’s have an assumption – BH is the significant other.

today BH and I attended our YEP grpmate, Chee Wei’s church wedding… it’s a nice ceromony… simple.. yet touching and filled with love.. the type of wedding BH and I wld like to have..

i think i’m really hopeless… i was tearing like crazy… coz… it’s really sweet and nice… i mean… i really felt the sincerity and the love… with God’s presence of course! and somehow i know they will be very happy not only for the day but in future… :smile1 and i think i cannot get married lor… i think i will be too touched and i’ll cry then… i’ll look so ugly…. and i cannot say the vow properly!!

so.. we entered the church.. and we were greeted by him… felt very welcomed.. and chatted with him for awhile… and of course… it was the usual ‘so when wld it be your turn?’ .. haha… BH was like ‘that u need to ask amanda!’ haha…

the wedding was nice.. live band, chee wei sang for his wife… funny videoclip… BUT i guess the best part was when the pastor preached…i really like what the pastor said about LOVE today… to me… i think it’s extremely meaningful…

he talked abt the motive of getting married… well..i whole-heartedly agree that the motive is very impt.. i hope that in future BH and i will not get married because it’s a natural thing to do as we dated a long time BUT it wld be because we love each other..

i guess i need to agree with the pastor that the husband is the provider, the leader of the family and the wife needs to be submissive. If she is not submissive then how cld the Husband, the leader, lead the family? well… i hate to agree with this as i always thought that a woman is capable of what a man cld do… but… i juz had to let the weakness creep over me…. i guess… i felt extreme guilty coz i was hardly submissive and i felt tt BH is ‘cannot mk it’ … i think i have to let my guard down… and let him be the leader, the provider… the truth is he has what it takes… :beam1

he also preached abt ‘Sacrifice’.. how the husband being the leader of the hsehold haf to Sacrifice himself.. for eg: both husband and wife come home from work, very tired.. but some1 haf to mop the floor… so who wld do it? the husband shld sacrifice, he’s the leader! only when he’s willing to sacrifice then the wife wld be willing to be submissive… :wink1 and i noe BH wld be more than willing to sacrifice for my happiness.. :smile1

Bh and i were like in a state of happiness and bliss… we are happy for our fren…. and we looked forward to ours…. and for once… i had no doubts tt it wld be a beautiful one… haha… Bh can play guitar and do nice flash! haha….Huiying, my NIE fren was sitting next to us… was saying ‘ so ur story will need to start with Bh tutoring ur sis!’ haha…

oh.. and Bh was like saying how we wld bring our son to church too… wah… nice feeling….. now i pray… i pray that God wld give me more love… so that i have love overflowing out of me… only then can i learn to love better.. :blush1

“æ˜¯ä½ è®©æˆ‘ç›¸ä¿¡çˆ± 对我慷慨 是爱我们是注定不是意外”

hey.. u guys noe my full name right???

haha… so… my initials is like A.G.H = Always Getting Headaches

i live up to my name man…

my heachache started from last night till now… and i survived tuition!

Thank God! :beam1

juz came back from Midnight Shopping at Suntec and Marina… iyah… i didn’t get anything… vain BH got new jeans from Topman… the things i like are all soooooo ex… :blank1 can i win some shopping vouchers pls????