Secret

i was having a conversation with my sis… as you noe… hmm.. my sis is an intellectual person who always feel tt i’m too shallow for her….

me: so what’s so good bt tiffany diamond ring?
sis: you mean you dunno!! it has like got 6 stands to hold the diamond!
me: huh? what do you mean?
sis: you go and see papaya’s diamond ring… think she only have 4 stands…

still dunno what i’m refering to… go looking at THE SUNDAY TIMES , pg 44 :beam1 u’ll get the picture

and i’m down with flu.. damn :blank1 havent finish my work

it’s saturday today! nowadays, saturdays are like do work days and work will spill over to sundays too… it’s like.. i’ll try to clear my maths tutorials so that i will not have to do them during the weekdays… coz weekdays are used for doing crappy stuff like project discussion, and other misc. wrk which suddenly ‘pop up’… most importantly, i so wanna meet up with XY and Fel again.. b4 they go back to aust :mad1

anyway, rem my previous post, the one which i said i can’t find a group to work with? well.. i’m like working with Terrance, Eveline, Kelly and Mashita (response to May’s Tag).. actually, i’m very lucky… coz my tutor didnt allow 5 in a grp coz she thot there’s 20 pple in class… so i was really upset…. BUT i didnt belif her… so while she was teaching… my eyes were like looking ard and counting how many pple they were.. wahahahaha.. there were like 21 pple in my tutorial grp lor!!!! tt’s y i get to grp with them… man… if i didnt grp with them.. i thnk i can juz die… really die lor…. :beam1 i’m so glad…. HOWEVER, it was super ironic!!! coz… nobody wanna grp with Terrance..so Eve and Kel and Mas was like v unhappy..alittle blackfaced… during discussion…so i thot it was ME.. then Eve and Kel was like… ‘not you, it’s him’ .. so… i hope everything wld be fine lar.. coz i nv worked with these pple b4… and you what… Mas didnt even wanna talk 2 me lor! so i was telling papaya and XY abt it.. and they were like.. she’s a quiet girl lar! hopefully…. argh… hope to get this stupid mod. over and done with!

read May’s entry… i needed to comment on papaya’s band of diamonds ring! hahahaha… that band of 6 diamonds ring coz only like $1100 from Meyson and it’s a Vday gift from the bf! juz tt the bf gave her money and she go get herself one! the 9K diamond ring is only a rock on the ring lar! she probably didnt wear it tt day…heeez… so… i went to papaya’s place for project once… i tell u!!! her place is like a HUGE bungalow lor!!! there’s like a pond.. a BIG koi pond in her house! what i mean is INSIDE lor…. so when u walk… u have to be carefully else may fall inside ah! hahaha… so… she’s like damn RICH! and she’s really very yaya lar… imagine how much i am going thru’ :err1 haha…

back to the diamond ring part… it’s my own thots… not influenced by papaya..

heeez… i hope tt in future my prospective hubby wld prospose with a diamond ring… this diamond ring.. no need to be damn big and damn ex… juz a ok one can liao… haha… think a ok one it’s like 1-2K can get mah…. as long as can sparkle .. and i can compare it wth the stars ( juz like the GOLDHEART advert!) wahahaha…dun even need to be tiffany can.. like.. who wld know u r wearing a tiffany ring!! heez… then cannot propose to me at night ah! muz go to a bright place… else how i examine the diamond ring right? wahaha.. but 1st i muz learn how to examine diamond 1st… hahaha

anyway, in 2012 when my bond ends, i wld wanna go to Belgium and Holland then London then.. i’ll mk sure my hubby buys me a GOOD diamond from Belgium or Holland…muz be good cut… or exclusive cut and cannot get from s’pore one…. hahaha…. so it’s like… put the fishing line and catch BIG fish!!! wahahahaha…ok lar.. i give my hubby discount.. i pay for the plane tickets to brussels lor… :beam1 see… the guy who marries me is soooooooooooooooo fortunate right! wahahaha…

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did you read URBAN yesterday? it’s sort of like a vday specoal kinda thing…. it’s interesting to read… BUT don’t you feel that it’s a little bit too liberal? let’s get this right.. i think URBAN caters to young pple, ie : teenagers or young adults…. so having such articles may induce naughty thots on young pple who may wanna try it.. (they even list down the places where young pple can get cosy!!!) and may get in2 pre-martial sex.. which is not good…. soooooooo if s’pore really wanna open up… and have such articles…they need to constantly remind young readers to use PROTECTION if they wanna do it.. esp. during this Vday season.. and i didnt even see advert like ‘safe sex, use condoms’ …. okokok.. i am old-fashioned..

then on Straits Times today, there’s a Vday special too…. man…. think singapore so wanna get couples in2 that lovey dovey mood… so everyone wld wanna get married… and have kids… so that singapore will move away from the ‘ greying population’ status…

so what’s vday man… juz another day for me… romance can always come later… like when u have too much money and you don’t noe how to spend.. then we’ll celebrate vday…. haha…. for now.. i’m too young for vday… really! look at the price for that *dunno what* suite… it’s like $999! nah… going out for dinner also cost a bomb.. and everywhere is crowded…. sooooo… i’ll celebrate vday next time… when i have my own hse… then i can mk a nice candlelight dinner for the 2 of us.. ahh…aren’t i sweet.. but back to reality…i’ll mk a mess in the kitchen while cooking.. so my hubby wld clean up the place after me… while i watch TV and play computer games… hey! tt’s vday! :beam1

i have been feel like crap for afew days… i dunno y… my headache is getting from bad to worst… in the sense tt… panadol and lots of rest juz dun mk the pain go away…man.. it cldnt be due to my period.. coz it ended already…

oh man… i think i’m so gonna die from brain tumour? argh…

or maybe it’s stress.. coz i need to do alot of shit –

1) statistics tut
right… i thot stats was ez.. BUT no!!! bloody hell… i was stuck at 1 last qn… and i didn’t know how to do… so i force myself to think…. tt’s y i got a headache… damn it… the pt is when i ask papaya.. she dun even need 10mins to work out the correct ans… argh… it’s super deflating to my ego lor! maybe it’s juz me… i juz hate to ask papaya things.. coz i hate it when i noe she’s smarter than me? even when she missed a lecture!!!!! argh…. juz kill me… it’s the ego thing…

2) fieldwork
this is a PAIN!!! i dunno how to get started on doing the teaching package… i feel sick.. juz thinking abt how massive the bloody write-up is…

3) CTL201 project work
come on.. this is the worst of the worst! your fren here is in a tutorial grp… with no1 that she think she can work with for that bloody grp work… so… tml is tt stupid tutorial… and i can imagine tt every1 will have a grp.. except me… coz no1 wanna grp with me.. and i’ll be tt loser who’ll tell the teacher that ‘i got no group!’ bloody hell! and i’ll be grping with pple whom i dunno if they are good team-players or not….

kill me!!!!!!!

at this pt of time… i hate my life… and my headache is killing me.. and i still got work to do… stupid headache…. waste my time today :pout1

it’s the time of the month… and i feel superly awful.. stomach cramps… bad headaches… heavy flow…. man… think it’s the alcohol…. drank too much during the CNY…. :mad1 argh…. my headache is killing me.. and i ate panadol liaoz lor :sad1

finally it’s friday! :beam1 oh well… dunno what shld i blog abt BUT i really feel like blogging… let’s see… i thnk this wk flew by really quickly! basically, everything went on fine…. juz that i think i put on weight… and my pimples are still around… argh… but doesn’t matter! coz i figured out how can i feel good, even when i think i look horrid and work is sucky…

Ways to feeling good:
1) WEAR NICE ACCESSORIES… it distract pple away from ur face… oh well…and they will look at other parts of u, other than the pimples..
2) always feel that you r the prettiest girl in the whole wide world! imagine tt when u walk by, all heads will turn and look at you.. coz u r sooooo beautiful! heez.. even if they dun… juz pretend tt they are lar… haha… then u will feel good
3) sit next to a cute guy on MRT.. hahaha… if the guy nv move away… means he dun feel uncomfy with u next to him! haha…
4) wear POINTED shoes… with heels! hahaha… u’ll feel good too… coz when u walk… u can hear the ‘sound’ .. machiam u so pro… hahaha…
5) and crack jokes whenever possible.. coz if pple laugh at ur jokes… even if it’s so lame…. u feel good too!

anyway… the above is like crap… juz ignore… haha

told u i juz feel like blogging… for fun!

** read your entry… and this post is blogged with u in mind… nobody is ugly.. it’s juz how u mk urself feel good (when u feel good… u’ll look good!) …. take care k… i miss reading happy entries from you!**