Secret

okok… say that i’m slow… haha.. today BH and i got our hands on a 3G phone! wow! it was really great.. haha… the wonders of 3G.. so nice tt u cld not only hear each other at the other end.. BUT see each other too.. :beam1 sooooooooo i was quite enthu to get a 3G phone! haha.. hopefully 2yrs later.. i’ll get it!! after my contract ends mah..

i met darrell leong today!!!! wahahahaha… so funny.. he was promoting credit cards can! heeez…. and u noe what.. when BH and darrell stood together… i really thot they look alike lor!!! shld haf taken a pic man! hahaha… afterall, they may be related… one is binghui and the other is binghuan.. hahaha… juz tt darrell’s hair is still as spikey as ever! hahahaha…. nice to see him.. and DARRELL IS HOLDING HIS 21st Bday PARTY on the 27th AUGUST!!! i scared no1 will go so i help him promote… hahahaha…

so… today is a nice day.. juz tt it’s really tiring to hunt for BH’s phone.. i dunno what he really want you see… BUT i guess i shan’t complain.. coz it took me a bloody long time to buy my sandals too… heeez…

anyway, i really hope tt BH goes to BKK with his family… coz i have a list of things for him to get for ME!! :grin1 and you noe what…. if he buys things for me.. means i don’t have to come out with a single cent.. which is splendid! hahahahaha… tt’s my pt you see! oh shit.. i’m so bad…. :wink1 but i suppose he doesn’t really mind… heeez…

went down to MOE to sign the teaching bond of 5years…. yar… i was thinking abt how wld i be after the bond…

let’s see… i’ll start serving my bond when i’m 23yrs old…

in 5yrs time, i’ll be 28yrs old… which means it’s 2012

so…

1) i’ll go to LOndon and watch the Olympics
2) BH and i wld have dated for 10yrs! *if we are still together*
3) i think i’ll be able to have my own car by the 2nd or 3rd yr of my working bond
4) maybe i can get married at 28yrs old..
5) hopefully, i will get my own house and start trying to plan for my 1st child BUT 4) needs to come 1st
6) i’ll probably be a pte tutor in tuition centre or home tuition

rem my dream of being an air stewardess? i realised tt the moment i joined teaching… this dream will not come true.. :blank1

i’m in school now… and i’m feel sick… those kinda flu sianz sianz feeling… i shld have taken an mc yesterday then i didn’t have to come to sch… damn….

i was toooooooo stingy to spend $17 on doctor fees… and i came to school today.. i got to relief 10 periods… the feeling sux… besides this, i’ve got dance till 4pm…

i wish i went to the doctor… oh yar… i wld have gone to the doc if i didnt spent $39 on that bloody lousy sandals…

money is still more impt… :pout1

went for election training right after school today… my father was really nice to pick me up and send me there… i went to the ulu place alone… i thot i was going to be alone.. BUT i met my ex CT… yucks.. and afew other teachers frm xinmin..and i made new frens… pple tt i wld be working with and they are really nice.. and ard the same age as me! :smile1

anyway, i thot the lesson today was really interesting.. and the job as a Polling Officer is really tough…. i hope there wld be no presidential election.. wahahaha…

sooo it’s one of those days tt i really hope some1 cld drive and pick me up from tt ulu place… the journey home is really very long even though it’s only at toa payoh… :pout1

i need:
1) bf who drives

or

2) some1 who have a crush on me who drives

or

3) car license and a car

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i think no. 3 is the most possible option… :umm1

when can i enjoy being chauffeured ard…. or let other women be envious of me… :blank1 quando quando….

i knew it was hell when i saw the relief paper today… as long as it’s P5.. it’s hell…

i didn’t noe that it’ll be worst than HELL coz there’s rumours tt i need to tk that hellish class for this whole week… which is like 3days more… i’m freaked… the boys are horrible… they are rude.. and most of all disrespectful… it was the 1st time in my life tt i felt sooooooo helpless in a class… i can’t get a grip of the class… all i wanna do is cry… and i still need to teach… and tt bloody teacher who didn’t come is not a chinese teacher… it’s the *ahem* race… :blank1

juz when i thought tt everything is going bad… and the whole world is collasping right in front of me… i managed to talk to another subject teacher of the monster class… and i learnt tt the prob is the class and not me…

nvtheless, i really hope tt a miracle wld happen… like some1 else wld tk that class and not ME :blank1

my only comfort was meeting BH at bishan today…. BH was really nice to buy my fave mosburger milk tea and he even wrote a encouragement card for me… it made me feel much better…

i really hope tomorrow won’t be too bad.. coz i got to leave school early to reach Toa Payoh for some election stimulation exercise which wld last till 6pm! :oogle:

L I T T L E S U P E R H E R O G I R L
written by Corrinne May Ying Foo
Copyright 2003, Â Corrmay Gourmet Music (ASCAP)

I feel like a little girl
Trying to conquer the whole wide world
Everybody wants a piece of me
And I just don’t know where to turn
I’ve got work piled up to my head
All I want to do is jump into bed
And wash away my troubles
with lemonade
Play hide and seek
with the boy next door
Take a trip to Singapore and
Imagine how I’ll make the world
a better place

All I need is a good disguise
One where nobody can recognise
That I’m feeling so small
All I need is a secret weapon
I’ve gotta have faith
Zapping monsters into outer space
I’m gonna be a Superhero

Na-na-na-na-na-na
Na-na-na-na-na-na-na
Na-na-na-na-na-na-
Yeah

If I were a little girl
Trying to clean up the whole wide world
I’d kick the bad boys back to school
Teach them fighting’s just not cool
I’d give every kid a teddy bear
Turn starving people into millionaires
Break glass ceilings with dynamite
sprinkle a little sugar and spice
Turn the bullies that terrorize
Into pink poodles that bark,
but don’t bite

All I need is a good disguise
One where nobody can recognise
That I’m feeling so small
All I need is a secret weapon
I’ve gotta have faith
Zapping monsters into outer space
I’m gonna be a Superhero

Na-na-na-na-na-na
Na-na-na-na-na-na-na
Na-na-na-na-na-na-
Yeah

Little Superhero Girl
Little Superhero Girl
Save me
Little Superhero Girl
Little Superhero Girl
Save me from myself

I feel like a little girl
Trying to conquer the whole wide world

____________________________

i wanna be John Constantine.. and i’m gonna kill all the monsters!!!

we had a wonderful saturday and sunday together…

saturday was a day of celebration coz we……… hahaha.. not telling you… we know can liaoz… after that we went to town to hunt for sandals to wear to school.. we have been looking high and low for a pair of sandals and i cldn’t find it… not that there isn’t any sandals ard BUT it’s really difficult to look for sandals which are nice, cheap and have no heels… :blank1 in the end, i had no choice and need to settle for a pair Barcode sandals which cost me $39!!! and i bought the sandals with no discount! this pair of sandals does not cause blisters, looks quite retro and cld pass off as Birkenstock sandals… geeez.. and today i wore the sandals and i realised tt it’s not worth my money… coz…. my feet feels sticky as the print on the fabric of the shoes is coming out!!! damn!!! my money!!!!!! argh…. :rant: the 1st time i bought such expensive sandals… so i was comforting myself.. if the sandals cost $1 a day… i juz need to wear it for abt 39 days and it’s worth my money liaoz….

so the main part of saturday is to look for my sandals… and we went to borders, i wanna buy some books to read BUT i was thnking tt it’s so not worth my voucher coz i shld use it to buy educational resource books… in the end, i spent a long time reading those resource bks coz i realised tt i juz need ideas, i dun haf to buy them.. haha… buy books not only expensive, it takes up space also.. and you won’t read it all the time… in the end, we bought Corrinne May’s latest album — Safe in a Crazy World… and it’s sooooooo rare that both of us enjoy the same type of music… :beam1

sunday was spent at my place… getting cozy with vcds which we rented — Heffalump, Constantine, A series of unfortunate events… i love all the 3 shows except Constantine… coz i dun understand anything abt it… what i did was to scream.. haha… coz the images were quite disgusting and scary… and my sis was like explaining to me what’s happening all the time… :shake: after the vcds, we were listening to Corrinne May… ahh… nice nice nice… we thought tt it’s sooo soothing that we cld slp… haha….

after getting cozy, we went for our weekly badminton session… heeez… and my ex-student was watching me play and even greeted me… hahaha… i’ve got a fan can…. or a spy rather… :oogle:

yupz… really like such weekends… :beam1

oppz.. forgot to add.. because i’m happy and relaxed.. my period came.. :blank1

all the time….. hahaha… Adam Chen… he’s topless now… and i hope he cld be bottomless too…. :tongue1

my bloody period is late.. :blank1 and i feel really irritated coz i noe it’s coming BUT it’s not coming kinda thing… :pout1 and you know what… whenever this situation arise BH gets Double hell ! :rant:

Incidents which wld result to HELL:

1) Why you go out with ur frens and not me? in the 1st place, i dun even wanna go out.. so how can i say tt he didn’t wanna go out with me

2) Why didn’t you accompany me in the kitchen when i wash the dishes? is that how u’ll go away after dinner…i’m sooooo disapted he was refilling the printer ink cartridge for me when dinner is ready. refilling ink is a messy job, if he didn’t clean up after dinner, i’ll be angry “you are soooooo irresponsible, can’t even do a simple thing right!”

3) Why didn’t you even bother to call me when i dun reply ur sms? i actually blogged to let him noe i didn’t bring my phone. even if he calls, i won’t be able to pick up..hp at home what!

now to think of it… i’ve certainly waste alot of energy being angry and pissed… hahaha… soooooooo silly man….. BUT more to come :pout1

so i saw a thread on flowerpod.. something like this:
what makes u fall in love with ur SO?

i asked BH the qn and here’s his response:
“her trying to be irritating but turns out to be so adorable”
“i love u more each time u do that”

oh well… i’m more motivated to irritate the hell out of him… :tongue1

i’m so careless.. i left my hp at home today..

it doesn’t really matter.. since BH is the only person tt will msg me.. yeah man.. i’m pathetic

anyway, today’s relief class are all P2 which are alot better than P5… geez… those bloody P5 cld drive me to the wall man… better not comment so much 1st later the P2 will bury me under the ground.. boys are toys .. what’s there to be afraid of.. hahah..

i made a conclusion that boys with the name JERRALD or GERRARD are SUPER irritating.. i hate it most when the boys challenge
me.. :goombah: the pt is… NEVER name ur kids the names above… heez… :grin1 BENEDICT is bad too.. it’s bend a di*k.. DARYL is the best!

i havent threw the bouquet of flowers away…my mum stopped me.. though it was mouldy and all the tulips were in a disgusting state… so she bravely pluck out the rotten tulips and threw them away and i’ve got a new bouquet of forget-me-not with green leaves…. :err1 and i got scolded for not taking care of the flowers… haha.. coz i can’t be bothered to give those flowers more water or even take out the ‘netty thingy’ that is used to protect the flowers… too late..

me: will u be upset if i throw it way
bh: no
me: y? it’s nearly $70!!
bh: dun haf to last a long time…i bought it to mk you happy, as long as you r happy the money is worth it
me: so sweet learn from where one…

today i woke up and i thought….huh? my happiness only worth $70… :blank1

and i realised that BH haf a pte msn a/c which he didn’t add me into… :noshake: you noe what… YOU are getting HELL!

kevin was scolding his PE class… soooooooooo fierce…can u imagine how loud is it.. he’s outside and i’m in the inner corner of the staff room and i cld hear him lor….. scary…. and he juz came and told me that every time he teach PE 1/2yr of his life is shortened.. it’s a MONSTER school..

by this yr… my bond wld end!

olympics wld be held in London on 2012… so it’s 7yrs from now… seems like there’s still a really long time to go… but well…. i was telling myself that by then i think i can go to london and maybe watch a sports event *if i’m lucky to get tix* or go to london to see the olympics stadium… how nice…

i was kinda disapted when i mentioned it to BH… i mean he doesn’t always dream the same dream as me… probably uninterested….how to say.. come on.. it’s like the spur of the moment thing.. he can juz say “we’ll go there together..” / “we can go to nottinghill” … hmm… sometimes it juz upsets me when his response is so negative…. and we are not seeing ‘eye to eye’ … that’s when i’ll thnk ” what’s the pt of this r/s ”

how to say… maybe i’m not exactly nice to him.. i can’t even see a future with him yet… haven’t grad. .. no job… no money…. i dunno how pple can find the ONE when the other 1/2 is still studying… so if i can’t see any us in future.. how can i expect him to see ‘us’ right…

i guess.. i’ll juz ‘chop’ my sis… haha… at least if i’m left all alone… i cld go to london with my sis… and we’ll juz go london and look for Hugh Grant.. hahaha… and i’ll be Bridget Jones..