Secret

Exactly one month one day to THE SOUND OF MUSIC!!!

忘了有多久 再没听到你对我说你最爱的故事
我想了很久 我开始慌了 是不是我又做错了什么
你哭着对我说 童话里都是骗人的 我不可能是你的王子
也许你不会懂 从你说爱我以后 我的天空 星星都亮了
我愿变成童话里 你爱的那个天使 张开双手变成翅膀守护你

你要相信 相信我们会像童话故事里 幸福和快乐是结局
我要变成童话里 你爱的那个天使 张开双手变成翅膀守护你
你要相信 相信我们会像童话故事里 幸福和快乐是结局
我会变成童话里 你爱的那个天使 张开双手变成翅膀守护你
你要相信 相信我们会像童话故事里 幸福和快乐是结局
一起写我们的结局

watching this mtv now.. so touching!! i kept crying… :sad1

yeah.. sorry man… i’m such a bore…. anything and everything revolves around school and kids…. nvtheless…. juz for in case u r a teacher.. and you are reading my blog… this is a great site to help children understand what is a fractured fairytale!

if u r an adult.. and is sick and tired with work… you can read this… wahahaha… specially edited for P3 sci lesson on the 5 senses! *edited partially*

I Can’t Live Without You
Amanda Goh
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You know I can’t smell without you
I can’t breathe without you
I can’t laugh
And I can’t sing
I’m finding it hard
To do anything
*Nose*

You see I feel blind when you’re gone
I see none when you’re gone
If you only knew
What I’m going through
I just can’t see without you
*eyes*

You came along
Just like a song
And brightened my day
Who’d of believed that
You are a part of a dream
Now it all seems
Light years away
*emphasising on the sense of sight*

And now you know
I can’t smell without you
I can’t see without you
I can’t laugh
And I can’t sing
I’m finding it hard
To do anything

My sister started this first….heez :blush1

I Can’t Smile Without You by Barry Manilow

You know I can’t smile without you
I can’t smile without you
I can’t laugh
And I can’t sing
I’m finding it hard
To do anything

You see I feel sad when you’re sad
I feel glad when you’re glad
If you only knew
What I’m going through
I just can’t smile without you

You came along
Just like a song
And brightened my day
Who’d of believed that
You are a part of a dream
Now it all seems
Light years away

And now you know
I can’t smile without you
I can’t smile without you
I can’t laugh
And I can’t sing
I’m finding it hard
To do anything

You see I feel sad when you’re sad
I feel glad when you’re glad
If you only knew
What I’m going through
I just can’t smile

And now some people say
Happiness takes
So very long to find
Well I’m finding it hard
Leaving your love behind me

met up with YL this morning… haven’t met him for such a long time… and it sure feels good to talk 2 a old fren… afterall.. he’s seen all the ugly sides of me.. other than BH and my father who had seen even more uglier sides of me.. wahaha…

so.. YL is thinking of going for teaching awards.. haha.. coz he wants to be a teacher too… and yes… he’s gonna haf a whole lot of fun! well… thinking that he used to teach me econs… so if he can teach such a sucky person.. he can survive teaching… heez

dunno y… we suddenly talked abt how we 1st met… heeez… so funny….coz we were in the same 1st 3mths class in SR.. but we r not on talking terms… so one fine day….dunno y i tk a bus and dropped at the wrong stop… haha… that’s when we talk abit and our friendship began… “you were that stupid gal that alighted at the wrong stop….” :mad1

hahaha.. and i felt so old….. coz we knew each other for almost 4yrs? haha… and he’s gonna ORD already! and guess what.. he still rem when’s my bday!

yeah…i’m glad to see him today… though he still has bad dress sense.. think all zhonghua sec guys are like that… yeah.. lucky for BH lor… i changed him.. haha

heeez.. pics to show u my really pretty lovely earrings…and i love it alot… it’s vday gift from BH.. of corrs.. i told him i like it and he got it for me… heeez… the pt is dun u see the earrings like that.. it’s quite ex… heeez.. the most ex earrings i ever had from last 2yrs till how….and… BH is VERY generous! he dun mind spending $$ if it mks me feel pretty.. wahaha… thanks darling! :blush1

rem the GREEN hollister bag BH bought for me? *again* yeah! i brought it out today… i love that bag actually… though it’s not ve worth the money?? BUT the pt is… it’s UNIQUE!!! heeez.. and the handle is so big that i can put it over my shoulders… :beam1

haha… paiseh if i seem so narcissistic… heeez… it’s such simple pleasure that makes me happy okie…

and i’m really thankful tt BH is taking up tuition…in this way, he’ll have MORE $$ to spend on me! :wink1 wahaha… and it sure feels gd that he’s paying for my meals .. haha.. BUT i still insist on going dutch… heez.. so.. i’m not exactly tking advantage of him! :grin1

well well…. monday.. i got to go back to xinmin for a talk… what’s holidays man!

wahaha.. allow me to drool about the really cute TA = Technology assistant at Xinmin Primary! wahahaha… i think he’s cute lar…. :beam1 so everyday i’ll go to sch.. hoping to see him.. then my heart will beat v fast…

like last night… meet the parents session… i was on the 3rd floor and he was on the 4th floor… then the office called for him… i looked up.. and he smiled at me… i thot i cld die can.. coz he’s cute!! and my heart nearly melted!!! wahahaha… okok.. he doesn’t have dimples..

today i went back to sch for staff meeting.. and he went also… wowow… he was holding onto the videocam… filming the teachers… so cool can!!!! :blush1 so i was waiting and waiting for him to come and talk to me lar… wahahaha… i hope he’s not attached… heeez…

anyway…so i thought about it liaoz… this TA is a good investment… coz… he can repair computers also + help me with my work :wink1

hahaha… fear not… BH is in sch now… and he’ll be going for tuition later then meeting me… soooooooooooo.. most probably.. he’ll be tooooooooo happy after he meet me.. coz i intend to be nice to him today… heeez… so this entry won’t mk much sense to him…

wahahahaha….. soooo cute!!! *daydreams*

i’m home… u may think that my day has ended? well… NO… not exactly… the day with my kids has ended… but the day with the parents of the class has just started! :err1

u may think why i need to meet the parents right?? that’s coz my bloody CT=cooperating teacher is on MC again!!! and she’s an indian! okok.. not that i’m racist or what ok… today i was teaching for the whole day…. and i only rested for 45mins… and it’s not really rest can.. my brain was working sooooooo hard… it was like “so.. what shld the kids do for computer lab lesson??” geeez…. it’s a bz day…

at 1pm… i thought my day had ended… BUT my CT didn’t key the CA marks into the computer yet… and the deadline is today…..so u noe who’s got to it.. it’s ME…

look at the time now.. i haven’t had lunch.. and i got to reach sch at 5.30pm to prepare for the meet-the-parents session….

u noe… at the end of the day… i noe my bzness was worthwhile… afew students came up to me and said ‘Miss Goh.. i really enjoyed the lesson today.. thank you…’ :beam1

it’s a bz week today… to emphasize on how bz…. it’s the first time for 1wk that i haven’t seen BH when both of us are soooooo bz with work! time pass so fast! tml i still have staff meeting at 8.30-12.30…. after which.. it’s time to rest and relax… :blank1

PS: i guided them to write a poem in their grps and present it to the class… their poems are interesting and hilarious… will try to put it up when i have time… :smile1

*need to do lesson planning during march holidays.. a pile of ws waiting for me to mark… poems need to be marked too…need to write reflection on my lesson* :psycho1

geeez… i think i did lots of work today! and what i have left is 2 science lesson plans = 4 periods = 1 ppt presentation = come home from sch tml cannot slack must do… :blank1

i pray hard and hope tt i won’t be scolded coz i forgot to tell the kids that there’s no spelling tml… :err1 i pray even harder that no1 will backstab me that i am an inefficent trainee.. who cannot control a class…. :psycho1

anyway… i am one of those assholes who read other pple’s blog = NIE friends… and i know abit more abt their personal life.. and i’ll juz pretend i dunno… of corrs… they dun know tt i’m reading their blogs… :blush1 mayb they are reading mine too… and they juz didn’t tag or tell me about it… geeez…

so.. after reading some1’s blog… i concluded that…. in future… if some1 were to propose to me… he’ll need to bring along several things..
A) a EXPENSIVE DIAMOND ring with the whatever certificate from a good jewellery shop
B) flowers *for atmosphere sake*
C) bank book * to check if he is financially stable*
D) car keys * to show that i am the BOSS.. and i will lead him* :wink1 optional
E) sub a credit card *if he had not done so in the process of courtship*

wahahaha… high expectations ah…. soooooooooooo the ‘one’ may not be BH afterall… unless.. he works really really hard… :beam1

besides pts A – E…i need a guy who’s able to:
1) wait 3hrs for me w/o complains to juz get ready to go out
2) take away chicken bones and skin for me
3) remove fish bones so that i could eat the fish w/o worries
4) think that i’m the prettiest gal in the whole white world even if i look terrible with eye bags and a big pimple
5) accompany me even when he’s soooooo tired
6) put me above everything else
7) withstand my biting when i’m feel so mad with him
8) listen to me scold him for no reasons
9) shower me with big big big presents even when he’s low in cash
10) exchange his delicious food with my disgusting looking food
11) suffer in silence so that i’ll be happy
12) put down his pride and ego juz to listen to me

heeez… believe it or not… i found the person with pts 1-12.. aren’t you shocked! :yum1 yeah man.. it’s very HARD on him….

hope to have a good day at school..

juz when i thot everything was well on friday’s lesson.. i realised that i forgot to tell the class that there is NO SPELLING on monday!!!! argh….. i soooo wanna die.. i think the pupils will hate me for this… coz they’ll learn for nothing… and still nvm… my CT will think tt i’m such a lousy tcher.. coz… i can’t even pass the msg to the class…. HOW!!!! BUT why did i forget????? coz i had a million and one things to rem… and ‘no spelling’ on monday doesn’t seem that impt for my brain!!!!

evidence to show tt i am a BAD teacher:
1) i forgot to tell the class there is ‘NO SPELLING’
2) i can’t control a noisy class
3) i had no idea how to play games with a class.. and yet they’ll be quiet at the same time
4) the DM or another teacher caught pupils from my relieve class being noisy and naughty..when i am IN the class…
5) i overheard pupils saying ‘this tcher so lousy one’
6) i dunno the correct answers to sci questions
7) i can’t spell ‘laundry’ and ‘hydroponics’ untill my pupils told me how…

I AM THE WORST TEACHER IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD

i dunno how can other trainee teachers can don’t think about school when they are home.. maybe they have a life.. and i’ve got no life…. or maybe they are juz better than me….

KILL ME… I AM THE WORST