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i’m not waiting for my sis to finish with BH.. he’s teaching her maths after teaching me… haha.. my sis dedicated this song to him…

The Longest Time
by Billy Joel

Whoa oh oh oh
For the longest time
Whoa oh oh
For the longest time
Whoa oh oh
For the longest time (Repeat and fade)

thanks BH.. you have been helping us with maths for the longest time.. and be fast with my sis…I WANNA GO OUT!!!

yes.. holiday begins.. yeah right.. with lots of work to do…

meet BH aft school…. after waiting for my 2 frens to finish sh*tting… YES… SH*t… dunno y they see my face then wanna sh*t… hahaha… waited for my sadly imaginery bf to fetch me from sch to boonlay interchange… yes.. my bf drives a really nice ‘car’… hahahaha… it’s the bus-driver! mind you!

met BH at boon lay… went to the BIG Pasar Malam near Boon Lay mrt.. managed to get the vcd of Apollo 13 for $6.90! need it for my assignment…

went to PS… to eat KFC….saw Mo Xiao Ling…. so skinny!!! very compatiable with BH man… hahaha… i can eat with them… coz they mk a pair of chopsticks! hahahahaha… BH tried to help me wif my maths tutorial…. PIGEONHOLE PRINCIPLE… wowow.. it’s too chim to understand! sianz….

i really wanted to do some shopping today… i wanna buy shoes…. those pointy type… but it’s so Ex!!!! $59.90!!! argh…can’t help but blame myself for the gd taste i have… hahaha…. wanted to get earrings… decided not to… coz no new shoes… buy earrings also won’t look pretty… haha.. stupid BH had to go for meeting at SIF… argh.. can’t ‘company me to shop…. i WAS in a gd mood today…. 🙁 Big asshole….. i knew he wasn’t so nice to see me to the MRT…. haha.. and i was right…. he needed to sh*t… HEY!!!! i have 3 pple who went to sh*t after they saw me!!!! so what?? it’s CRAPPING DAY today ah?? :err1 haha.. or no… maybe i have a Sh*it face

so BH is gonna ‘company me buy shoes tml…. anyone who wanna date him better get my permission first…. if NOT u’ll suffer…
punishment for guys : i’ll push you to a corner and give u a good time by using my sharp scissors to cut off ur manhood!!!
punishment for gals : i’ll sexually abuse you!!!!
*gives an evil laugh* well…. i’m juz joking!!!!!! really.. *looks with innocent eyes*

pimples on my face… so worrying… hope it’s juz coz i’m stressed… or it’s PMS.. so now… T3 pimple gel is my BEST friend! :sad1

i’m feeling v crappy today..pardon me ah…. and dun be afraid of me… i’m nice… really… *smiles sweetly*
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hmm.. i’m not feeling happy.. coz during my hols.. i’ll have lots of work to do… so sianz man…

morning tutorial is online..so no lesson.. gtg to sch for 1hr later!! for china man’s lesson…. tt’s bloody guy… pple ask him y the maths qn is done by this method… noe what he tells us? “If you wanna get to JP from NIE.. you have to tk bus 199… so for this qn.. to get the ans you mst do it this way…” tt’s asshole…PMS ah! after the lesson, we were like “BUT we can tk bus 179 to JP too!” :eek1

have to submit my maths assignment later also…. hmmm… hope pple dun spoil market… coz i edited my assignmnet 5X liaoz… i add salt.. add pepper.. add vinegar…add chilli… tomato ketchap laioz! need lots of luck!

well…. something from FP=flowerpod….when i read this..i was laughing.. coz it’s so direct translation from chinese!

” i`m a filrt and this guy is myone leg step two boats guy…. when he break wif me, i feel veri bad but y when others break wif me, i won`t feel bad?Now i try to forget him, but i can`t when i close my eyes or doing anithing i`ll think of him, ani suggestions on ani thing i can forget him? “

have a nice day!

will be really busy with assignments.. and i’m feeling scared.. coz my module mates are spoling the market with such GOOD work… like handing up a 40+pages thingy… while i only haf abt 20pages?? come on lor! It’s juz a test paper with analysis and solutions!!!

anyway.. rem the project tt i did with james… the one tt i stayed up very late for?? we got 13/25.. geeez.. juz passed… as expected.. but for essay.. we got C+.. James and i were like… we do so last minute also same marks as those who did it 1 week early… hahaha…. so.. i’ve got another pair work coming up… and… I’M NOT GONNA DO PROJECT WITH A GUY! :umm1

today.. the agency called me to collect the Japan air tix… well… not bad ah.. quite efficient.. it’s more than 3mths b4 departure!! and i can’t believe tt we are actually going!!!! :beam1

adeline and ben wanna go northern thailand.. and they invited Bh and i to go with them too! heeez… travelling with them is like so fun and exciting… this time… they intend to go white-water rafting.. cliff jumping… and bungee!!!! owowowow…. haha… i’m quite scared to bungee lar…. heeez… haf to see after japan we still got $$ not..

gtg do work! :zip1

went to the Creative Sales with my family and juz got back not too long ago .. hmmm…. i didn’t buy anything… i was debating if i shld get the mp3 player and/or the cardcam…. yeah… i decided not any… heeez… coz i better save up man… my sis was like complaining.. coz i’m such a fickle-minded person…

anyway… i’m ashamed to admit tt i felt lost without BH juz now… coz i cldn’t mk up my mind if i shld get the stuff i wanted or not…. and my heart was like “u come till so far.. dun buy…” but in the end… i managed to talk to myself.. and not give in juz coz there’s a SALE! geeez… so i saw so many pple carrying bags of things and i wonder… “very cheap meh?” heeez… maybe it’s realtively cheaper.. but NOT v cheap lar… haha

so bad to today’s topic… “How to know tt you love this person?” saw this topic on flowerpod *again* heeez… i really wanna noe the answer…. i read some really sweet replies like “Your heart flutters when you see him and misses him when you don’t. When something good happens, he’s the first you want to share the good news with. When you’re upset, his is the first shoulder you look for to cry on. You feel his happiness, sadness and anxiety like they are your own. Everything is always a little more beautiful when he is by your side. You look at him everyday and still think he is handsome. You see him everyday and still look forward to see him when you wake up. You feel blessed for having found him and for everyday he is with you. And you would give anything to have him for a lifetime, yet you’d rather lose him to another woman than have him lose his life…” i was like…. so sweet…

what abt me?? i seriously do not know…. all i noe is… i feel so glad when 1 mth flies by and i still haf BH by my side… though i always anger him… so unsupportive of his passion and even mk him feel smaller than an ant… he still stayed on… i mean… WHY!!! why must he go thru’ such sufferings.. it’s so unfair…maybe it’s LOVE… loving me unconditionally… maybe he have no one better to love ?

well, i do not noe the ans to this qn –> How to know tt you love this person? BUT at least i noe the ans to –> How i know that this person loves me?

BH, thanks so much!

hahaha.. i managed to eat crabs for dinner!! went to this kopitiam at Hougang St 21 , next to the old bowling alley… ;p hahaha.. crabs are like 3 for $10!!!! they are of a moderate size.. and it’s FRESH! come on lor! it’s called VERY cheap! and it’s reasonable for its taste! hahahaha… coz it taste so good can! maybe coz i love crabs.. haha :beam1 hahaha.. so the 3 of us… Bh, my sis and me.. were like eating and comparing who got the biggest piece of crab meat… eg “WOW!! look at this… so big!!!” … “it’s so yummy!” haha… and my sis… dunno how to eat crab.. machiam too excited til she cut her thumb!

besides crabs, we ate sambal kangkong, hot-plate tofu, sweet and sour pork and 5 plates of rice!!! it’s so YUMMY! you noe what’s the total cost of all these food??? it’s $32 only!!! i was like…. i can’t believe my ears!!! must go there and eat again! :yum1

haha.. in the end… i felt so paiseh… we spilt the cost of the food… :smile1 told you i’m a good girl! hahaha…

and i met Jasmine and her mum at Heartland!! so happy to see her… and the mum was doing most of the talking and not her… hahaha.. funny conversation… coz she asked me where’s my bf? heeez.. and say Jas no bf.. haha…. then her mother was like telling Jas to go australia look for a farmer for a husband! heeeez… at least can help to plant tomatoes and potatoes… hahahaha… the pt is… they say i got prettier! :wink1 heeez.. it may be a lie.. BUT it’s a good one..

think the crabs are mking me fat… i attempted to ask BH ‘Am i fat?’ and you noe what he did?? he lack originallity can.. he ‘acted’ out the IDEAL SCENERIO i blogged that day!!! :mad1 looks like i got to tk him in HAND! hahahha…

gonna watch SUMMER SCENT on Channel U!

now.. presenting to you.. my own-made simple webpage… hahaha… it’s for my module lar…. but no standard leh… compared to BH’s latest website. 🙁 *moves to the corner and cry* hahaha… nvtheless.. it’s my first and i’m pound of it! :tongue1

yeah..woke up really early today… i wanna finish my work.. so tt i cld go out for while later??? BH says he’s gonna treat me to crabs!!! right… i’m gonna have 3 BIG crabs to myself! hahaha…. amanda.. watch ur weight..okok… 3 small ones can liaoz…

yesterday i dreamt tt i was eating crabs and prawns.. and i didn’t wanna wake up!!!! hahaha… come on… mk my dreams come true… :beam1

saw this at flowerpod…. geeeeeeeeeeeeez…… i cannot tk it when a gal says tt the bf is EVERYTHING to her… come on!!! get a life man!!!! WE, females.. are NOT dependent on man!!! let the guy say tt u r everything to him lar!!!! read what she wrote….. i can’t stand the last line…. so… what? u mean… u sending urself to his doorstep ah! u noe… if u commit to the r/s and if something happens.. it’s gonna hurt u sooooo bad man…. so as YOUNG girls of this century…. DO NOT LET A GUY DOMINATE YOU!

He is more than a best friend to me, he’s everything to me…

He’s my nurse who take care of me when I’m sick,
He’s my counselor when I need advice,
He’s my tutor when I need help in my studies,
He’s my sportmate when we exercise together,
He’s my joker who cheer me up when I’m down or just make me laugh even though I’m fine,
He’s my partner in Food as we both love to eat,
He’s my listener especially when I just need to complain,
He’s my accompany when I feel lonely,
He’s my support when I gone astray,
He’s my boyfren, my future fiance, my husband-to-be….

hahaha.. sorry .. if i offended anyone… i juz can’t stand gals who are like so submissive? or so lovey-dovey!! geeeez.. i think it’s all so FAKE! hahaha… u pity BH? yeah.. u shld man…. but he’s well-trained.. hor?? hahaha

and another joker post a thread that says “how to slp comfortably with ur bf?” NOTE THE WORD : BOYFRIEND! hello!!!! dun you feel so cheap??? i mean u wanna slp with ur BOYFRIEND! hahaha… okok… maybe i shldn’t read too much in the word ‘sleep’.. hahaha… but it’s so silly to ask this qn… luckily i’m too lazy to register as a flowerpod member… else u noe what what reply is??? heeez… “Go back to ur own home and sleep lar.. then you dun have to post this qn!” :wink1 hahaha.. no funny…. but i mean… y 2 person wanna squeeze on 1 bed…. okok.. unless u tell me it’s a king size bed lar… i mean.. even if slp together.. doesn’t mean u need to hug each other to slp.. hahahaha… if u do…. u can’t even move ur body in the morning lor!!! hahahaha…

i read *YOUR* blog…. y u no tagboard???? u r so silly! if u unhappy with ur other half… juz tell him straight man!!! wanna hide fom him for what??? i mean… who cares if he has his frens… come on! show ur authority man..if he dare to complain… tell him got gf is like that one…. haha… he confirmed won’t dare to say anything then become v guai…. –tried and tested– haha…. juz joking lar…. but since u all in this r/s.. u have to open up ur feelings… else in future how??? u sweep it under the carpet and hope tt it’ll disappear ah?? take care my fren! and be happy! *hugz*

and i got to do my work…. sianz..

haha.. maybe not so?

anyway, i’m suffering from after effects of staying up *that* night… geez…. we offically finished our project at 8am on the presentation day… and luckily my dad sent me to sch.. with no complains abt the HEAVY traffic *phew* else i’ll be a piece of dead meat! yes… my partner, James.. stayed till 4.15am to finish that bloody thing! haha.. while i woke up at 6am (supposed to be 5 but i cannot mk it) to do the ppt slides….and print our crap! basically… we were both so TIRED… and ill-prepared i supposed.. and guess what?? we were like the 2nd grp to present!!! no choice… coz his sirname is the 1st few on the register! :blank1 so we presented… we haven’t even rehearse can… machiam go down there and crap…. and i think i pass my nervousness to him… hahahaha….. so both of us were like nervous! luckily things went on smoothly… BUT it’s not as well as we expected… come on… it’s LAST MINUTE work! so we were like very insecure… and we asked our tutor abt it… she said we passed.. but not that well… :sad1 so i predict that for this module i’m get a D. don’t i juz love D??? D for dogs… for donkeys… and some may even say D*ck! hahahahahahaha…

so today… life was back to normal.. i still have endless amt of shit to do…. it’s like… alot of work… and i’m having a maths test tml… forunately it’s on combination and permutation… at least i got some b/g knowledge laioz…

hmmm……i noticed that i’m getting fat… and i’m feeling so worried!!!! :umm1 think asking BH ‘Do you think i’m fat?’ is a bad qn… hahaha… when he says ‘i think so’ i’ll get angry… when he says ‘no’ i’ll say.. u are consoling me.. hahaha… what women want????? i think…. u shld juz lie… or pretend to lie..

ideal scenerio: guy says *after looking at the gal from top to toe* ” I dun think so… where got fat???? so skinny… you better eat more.. else u kena blown by the wind…”

yeah man! GUYS…. LEARN! hahaha….

gtg… cya pple!!!

*i wanna go to the CREATIVE sale!!!*