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yeah man.. think sch is going full swing.. and i’m kinda bz? haha.. maybe not.. i feel tt i didn’t do anything yet… maybe i did… i was sulking coz i didn’t get to borrow the books i need… so i conclude tt…. in year 1… u walk to the library maybe still got the book… in year 2… you got to run and snatch it after the bloody tutorial… even if u are tired and hungry.. argh…

let’s not talk abt work.. the past few days were great.. i kept meeting pple… old frens… and new frens who are really nice… haha

1. met charlene goh!!!! yeah!!! i haven’t seen her for ages!!! and she’s VERY pretty!!!! the kind of gal guys will go crazy for… haha.. from SMU somemore!! ;p
2. met peiying on bus!!! she’s so nice!!! a team mate from YEP and she offered to lend me her yr2 assignments!!!
3. SHANNON!!!! we went to sch together this morning… and she waited for me to end my lesson so we cld go home together!!! ahh….. :beam1

i feel loved…. :smile1

anyway.. i finished the book ‘man and wife’ .. it’s a great book! juz wanna share a meaningful quote with all “sometimes we have to stay away from the things we love and learn to appreciate the things we need..” is it very true???

and i really like this phrase “plead the fleeting moment to remain…” <-- refering to photgrahs... dun you agree? :wink1 well.. i'll stop here... miss me!

i’m 1/2 through Man and wife.. i think it’s a great book… :beam1 luckily i finished my tutorial during weekdays.. so i feel free today.. heeez.. i hope my weekends are gonna be like this man… but i know the chances are not tt gd… work will be piling up soon…. sianz…

back to my book…. i was pondering over something that the wife told his husband “why do you find it so hard to believe that you’re loved” somehow… i feel like i am like the man in the novel… i do not believe that someone actually love me… i believe that he loves me because he’s got no one better to love.. or maybe i happened to appear at the right place and right time? heez… juz for in case u do not know.. i am quite pessimistic in r/s… hmmmm.. i dun believe in true love.. i dun believe in loving some1 for the rest of your life… hahaha… you won’t want to know my views abt marriage… heeez….. maybe tt’s y i like this book…. the women in this book are career minded and i feel that the MAN is the weak one… heeez.. how many times can you read a book of this nature? hahaha…. :wink1

yeah… so my sis juz interrupted me from reading this wonderful book… i got to help her type and print her PW report… tk care pple!

treated my dad and family to brekz today!! coz his bday is on the 2 august! heeez.. the food is great… and the price is reasonable! i mean.. it was alot of food lor~ haha.. luckily BH came with us coz he’s got $20 voucher! :beam1 thanks so much!

sometimes.. i wonder if BH came along with us juz to make me happy or because he juz wanted to… i hope it’s the later… :smile1 thank you for making my day… i mean.. it feels wonderful to be able to spend saturday with the most important pple in my life…

before dinner..we watched 50 First Dates … yes.. i watched it again.. haha.. i love tt show!!! think i’m so super emotional… i was like tearing *again* hahaha.. so embarassing to let BH see me cry over some romance show… hahaha…

after the show…we went walking ard at compass pt… POSB was having some saving plan promotion… to pass time and noe more abt such shit… we listened to him… haha.. think he got quite pissed off.. coz we said “we’ll consider.. thank you” heeez.. v bad hor? haha.. but i was tempted to apply juz that… the free gift not attractive leh… hahaha.. :blush1

some pics to share:

a nice pic of BH.. i must show all of u!! BH can look cute too! :yum1

BH and me.. heez.. i dun always put nice pics of myself.. haha..i look aweful in specs right? haha.. and this is how i look when i go to school :eek1

my family! heez.. my sis looks gd in purple right? she was like so happy when i told her tt.. haha..

in all.. i had a good day…

let me end of with some words from my heart…i juz wanted BH to know that no matter what other pple say.. he’s the best in my eyes…and i’m proud of him… though i don’t often say it, i hope tt it cld be felt by the heart… :heart1 thanks for everything.. all the effort he had put in to mk me happy…
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hey caryn!!! a pic of my bag can be seen here!it’s supposed to be below 200baht! :beam1 so if possible help me get a green colour one… doesn’t matter which shade of green.. thanks!!

so i choose this module- teaching and learning with the internet… i thot it’s gonna be ez BUT.. i got to write a critique on the different search engines (yahoo, google…) so sianz man…

haha.. dun feel like doing this shit now… heeez.. mayb i’ll put up some pics of myself for ur viewing pleasure?? :yum1

an attempt to tk myself…heez

those were BH’s fingers… haha.. an attempt to mk me smile…

heeez.. an ugly side of me..

hey.. i’m bored.. what shld i do now…

haha.. what abt ending off with this?? haha.. scared??

finally a pic of my wonderful photographer and me! :beam1 *it’s coincidental tt we are wearing RED!*

that’s all! :wink1

*so diff to get the pics to be of the same size!!*

yesterday was the first day of school… i woke up feeling really sianz… i really wanna wear some cannot mk it clothes to school.. BUT my mum stopped me… haha.. my mum feels tt i shld dress up to sch… wanna noe why?? coz if i go out with BH.. definitely no guys will tk a 2nd look at me mah… but if i’m alone… maybe got lar… hahaha :blush1 and what she said is true… heeeez… juz joking…

so i got up the bus.. and i met my lovely fren MEIYAN… yeah.. heeez… my sec sch fren.. and she didn’t noe i live so near her.. haha.. she brightens my day… coz she said i look prettier!!! thanks so much!!! :beam1

went to school.. everyone who saw me was like “you look different!” heeez… so that’s the part when i go “good or bad diff?” haha… and they’ll be like… “you look the prettiest amg us liaoz!” hahaha… tt’s it lor…. :grin1 i float up to the sky and didn’t wanna come down.. haha…. think my head hurts… coz i knock onto the ceiling too many times…

heeez… sadly… only gals think i’m pretty… think i’m fated to be with BH.. else i’m fated to be a lesbian man… hahaha…

what? u find me thickskin?? hahaha… no lar.. i’m not… actually… i thot i look aweful evryday… like.. i feel i’m fat… geeez… i was thinking of taking slimming pills you noe!!! haha… i’m fat.. coz i do not haf a obvious hipbone tt cld show when i wear low-cut jeans… :pout1 i thot the hipbone looks sexy…

anyway… feel that there’s a small change after the hols… going to school.. and i felt older… coz some pple got enagaed during the hols… other change bfs… haha… and i hate it when they ask “so how’s ur bf?” heeez… it’s sooooooo insulting? i mean… i was thinking..”you STTC!! do you hope something will happen??” hmm… fortunately… i think coz of YEP.. i know MORE pple… and i dun feel tt i’m some outcaste in the school… but still.. some gals are irritating..

so… other than tt i was talking to my new-found trusty fren.. adeline… who showed me pics of Ben and her bungee jumping in chiangmai… wowowow… it’s like so exciting!! hahaha.. and she was telling me tt some angmos bungeed naked.. and she cld see their balls shrinking! hahaha… exciting right??? shit lar… we shit haf followed them to chiangmai! :wink1

yes.. so there’s this gal who i cannot stand in NIE.. at first she was looking for a bf.. now she found a bf… and still dating… not long… and she’s talking abt getting married!!! i was like ‘hello!!!’ argh… why are some gals in NIE so xiao nu ren!!!! i cannot tk it… so she was like going on and on with CPF… housing loans… like machiam i interested lor! so i was v sianz.. and i’m like “what’s the rush.. u are still so young.. i mean.. get married very good meh? it’s to show tt you are his personal MAID for life!” and they’ll be like “NO..it’s a celebration of love!” CRAP!

hmm… what else happened?? i got lessons at 2.30 later… morning lessons cancelled due to heritage walk…sianz… haf to go get ready… miss me?

*heez.. i was doing the I,Robot wink in school when i meet my frens.. haha.. i think i look cute! heeez… maybe i shld put in as my new webcam?? haha…. tml!!!! stay tuned!*

iyoh.. so sianz… tml is sch day lor! why? why?? why??? why????

argh.. i dun wanna go to sch :err1

school = assignments… tutorials… crappy classmates… even crappier tutors….

yucks!!!! :psycho1

spent my last day of hols watching I, Robot…thank you BH for buying 2 vouchers for $6 each… so in all.. we saved $5 for watching movie on a weekend! :beam1 anyway… i think the movie is abit too abstract for me… haha.. i juz can’t really get the idea of robots and its 3 laws.. and why VIKI suddenly have a life of its own? haha… i juz dun get it! but i kinda like to see the robots fighting with humans.. haha… very thrilling..exciting!

haha… anyway.. my sandals broke today… heeez… so i was like dragging my left foot as i walk… haha… i thot i cld get the pair of shoes i was eyeing for.. BUT only the display pair left… so i decided to walk ard disgustingly… heeez… save $$ also mah… else next week i eat grass liaoz :wink1

right… so after typing junk… my hair still not dry!!! quick dry!!! i wanna slp!!! :sad1

amanda… haf a good day tml! jia you!

hey!!! i stumbled upon this site from her blog… geeeez… it’s PORN!!!!!!! so sick man!!!! but like what i like to say… though it’s disgusting..no harm looking… :grin1

okie… haha.. u all must read this.. i met my match man! heeez.. a even hornier gal than me lor!!! hahaha.. or any other horny gals ard… hahaha… maybe not lar…. hey caryn.. she’s from the same sec sch as u lor… no wonder :wink1

yeah man… i got her blog from flowerpod… hmmm.. and she’s like 1yr younger than me.. and she’s on pills!!!! geeez… so disgusting… hahhaa… but i still like to raed :blush1

hey.. i’m BORED…. :err1

anyway..i watched 50 First Dates juz now… i wish i was tt gal… *dreams* it’s such a sweet show… i mean.. some parts are really touching and i actually teared… i like shows with adam sandler… dunno if he’s tt romantic in real life.. as in.. i reallyX2 think guys look so cute.. so sincere playing guitar and singing to his girl.. i can imagine my heart melting if a guy do tt to me… :sleep1 <-- think i'll smile like this as i fell asleep

to tell u the truth.. i’m feeling disapted tt we didn’t go out today… haiz… it’s the last saturday of my sch hols…. argh….. :blank1 dunno what to say.. but i’m bored… so what if we are going out tml? so what? i mean… i’ve got sch at 9.30 on monday morning… sad….

wish the cute guy will date me out.. hahahaha… wishful thinking… so impossible man…argh… think i shall go read my book… :sad1