Secret

Secret

hahaha….so funny!

try this man….. i’m a red panther… http://noracom.net/eng/fortune/fortune.php haha… y not a pink one??? hahaha… u noe why?? coz i’m not pinkie! :tongue1

this is what it says abt me…

You are Red Panther, who has pure and gentle atmosphere.
You tend to give a vulnerable impression, and have a fairy like mischievousness.
You can be temperamental and little bit selfish.
You may be unable to find the objective of your life, and may take a long way round in finding it.
Your attraction is the way in which you do not deceive your heart, and act accordingly to your feeling.
If you try to handle many things at once, you will break up that energy, and therefore, you should stick to doing one thing at a time.
If you can control yourself, then doing something adventurous is not a problem.
You are passionate person.
You have very high ideals, and this make you not see the reality.
You tend to become a dreamy sort of person.
You dislike being restricted, and try to carry out your life with natural sense of your own instinct, that including your likes and dislikes.
You possess strong beliefs, and are very intelligent and hard working person.
But when you lose interest, everything stops half way through, and nothing is accomplished.
You should make yourself clear between ideals and reality.
You are too smart enough to be satisfied with ordinary housework.
You prefer to lead life free of responsibility.
Nevertheless you will be obsessed with your children’s education

hmm.. true to a certain extend? try it!

wanna noe what BH is?? he’s a GOLD elephant!! hahahahaha… raed the first line and u noe it’s not accurate!

You are Gold Elephant, who has an extremely manly looks.
Your character tends to be precise, and you hate conflicts and arguments.
You also have emotional strength and open heart, and will not be shocked easily.
Unlike your looks, you have a delicate personality.
When this side of your personality comes out, you turn into a person who is very considerate, taking care of everybody else.
You are educated man and have a straight forward, honest personality.
You never break promises.
Nevertheless, straight forwardness means you lack persistence and perseverance.
You don’t show other people your indulgence.
Nevertheless, you family know your personality, and therefore, your relationship with your brothers and sisters may be bad.
You have a sharp sense to catch the stream of the times.
You tend to act before you think to gain confidence.
Once you set an objective, you will try to achieve it no matter what.
Because you are a good man, your influence at work and at home is weak.
But you will not give in to authority.
You like to act on your own.

as usual… taken from FLOWERPOD forum!

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earliest day!

today marks the earliest day i’ve got home! wow… thanks to my friend… a gf.. sadly..if it’s a guy.. i’ll throw myself to him liaoz!!! haha… not even close to her and she drove me home!! hmm.. maybe not exactly home.. BUT to Potong Pasir mrt… geeez.. it took about 30mins only!!! it’s like almost 2X faster!!! :beam1 thanks kavita.. haha.. though i noe she’ll nv see this blog! heeez… juz for in case she feels so bored.. and search for her name on google and sees my site mah… hahaha….

anyway.. yesterday… was the FIRST TIME i held a real Tag Heuer watch in my hands!!! wowowow… it’s so nice!!! so nice lor!!! too bad i can’t wear it.. it’s a male Tag Heuer watch… and it belongs to my project mate.. hahahaha.. he’s so rich…

while i was typing this.. Fifi juz called me!!! so nice to hear from her after so long!!!! :beam1 and i’m glad she’s doing well..and going taiwan soon!! Wish her all the best!! and may you be a BIG BIG director!!! :wink1 dun forget me then ah!!

on tues.. i met Boucy on my way home!!! u noe who’s boucy is right?? hahaha… so glad to meet her and.. she’s still as bouncy as ever.. hahahaha… YOU should try her!!! ;p

Larene juz lend me her SEX and THE CITY novel!!! and i can’t wait to read it!! haha… currently i’m reading Mary Reilly by Valerie Martin.. nope.. it’s not a biography… BUT it’s like a sequel? or maybe a third person perspective of Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde! a very nice book!!! i heard tt there’s a movie on this book…. is it the video that Ms Rehana showed us during lit class??? hmmm…. i can vaguely remember watching it..

and HOT news… i got this fren…. who’s like dating this guy for a very short time… and she’s getting ROM this yr!!! and she’s like 1 yr older than me and from what i noe… she has problems with the bf and they are still getting engaged! i was like WHAT!!! hahaha… still nvm… the ROM date is 17 NOV!!! so the pt is…….i won’t be in s’pore!!! sh*t!!! i’m gonna miss a good show!!!! :pout1 hahaha.. haf to count on Larene to film down the whole ‘MOVIE’ for me… heeez… i’m so mean!

k lar.. i shan’t waste time..got to do my work… tk care pple!

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pics are up!!

Ym’s expression when she saw the present!
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the present!
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Ym and her present!
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the 3 of us! ;p
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last but not least.. my very belated bday gift…My Paul frank undies!
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籍口 | Jie Kou | Excuse

Translation: jakinni – www.jay-chou.net

翻著我們的照片 想念若隱若現
fan zhe wo men de zhao pian / xiang nian ruo yin ruo xian
Flipping through our photographs, thoughts of [you] are visible yet invisible

去年的冬天 我們笑得很甜
qu nian de dong tian / wo men xiao de hen tian
Last year’s winter, we laughed very sweetly

看著妳哭泣的臉, 對著我說再見
kan zhe ni ku qi de lian / dui zhe wo shuo zai jian
Watching your tearstained face, telling me goodbye

來不及聽見 妳已走得很遠
lai bu ji ting jian / ni yi zou de hen yuan
[I] have yet to hear it when you’ve already walked so far

也許妳已經放棄我 也許已經很難回頭
ye xu ni yi jing fang qi wo / ye su yi jing hen nan hui tou
Perhaps you have already given up on me, perhaps it is already very difficult to turn back

我知道是自己錯過 請再給我一個理由說妳不愛我
wo zhi dao shi zi ji cuo guo / qing zai gei wo yi ge li you shuo ni bu ai wo
I know it’s all my fault, please give me another reason, say you don’t love me

就算是我不懂 能不能原諒我
jiu suan shi wo bu dong / neng bu neng yuan liang wo
Even if I don’t understand, can [you] forgive me?

請不要把分手當作妳的請求
qing bu yao ba fen shou dang zuo ni de qing qiu
Please don’t use parting (breakup) as your request

我知道堅持要走 是妳受傷的藉口
wo zhi dao jian chi yao zou / shi ni shou shang de jie kou
I know wanting to go is your wound’s excuse

請妳回頭 我會陪妳一直走到最後
qing ni hui tou / wo hui pei ni yi zhi zou dao zui hou
[Can] you please turn back, I will accompany you until the very end

就算沒有結果 我也能夠承受
jiu suan mei you jie guo / wo ye neng go cheng shou
Even if there is no conclusion, I can still endure

我知道妳的痛 是我給的承諾
wo zhi dao ni de tong / shi wo gei de cheng nuo
I know your pain is the promise I gave

妳說給過我縱容 沉默是因為包容
ni shuo gei guo wo zong rong / chen mo shi yin wei bao rong
You said [you] gave me tolerance, and silence was because of acceptance

如果要走 請妳記得我 如果難過 請妳忘了我
ru guo yao zou / qing ni ji de wo / ru guo nan guo / qing ni wang le wo
If [you] want to go, please remember me, if [you] feel sad, please forget me

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good site right?? got transaltion leh! anyway.. this is my new fave song!!! 🙂 was telling BH that if something happens b/t us… this wld be his song… haha… but… the lyrics sounds more like if he leaves me.. this will be my song… haha…

haf to do my work liaoz… :sad1

*BH say he’ll put this song up!*

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y are pple so kiasu!

i regreted going to tt bloody library after class today… not only did i not find tt stupid book… BUT i made myself feel more stressed.. as i see my fellow modules mates doing their assignments.. and some even finished! i was like ‘what!!!’ and being so egoistic… i was like.. “yar.. i finishing mine too..” argh!!!! i mean.. i haven’t even started!!!!!! shit lar… actually, i’m juz giving them a headstart.. hey… last to start doesn’t mean i’ll give the sloppiest work!

heeez.. it is so rewarding to dress up to school… i wore this purple top with jeans today… and a number of my frens were like “hey! i like your top!” hahaha… yesterday was “i like your earrings! so unique!” come on.. you are talking abt ME lor… which part of me not chio?? yar.. except for my frindge which is a disaster…. hey come on….my ego was deflated at the library! i must INFLATE it back now… hahaha….

so… larene got me my hp covers.. which was ok looking… though lianish… hahaha.. but it’s FREE! what u expect man!

and i didn’t get to eat at IKEA today… it’s so crowded!! when m i going back again!!! 🙁 i want meatballs! i want meatballs! i want meatballs! went to town and ate yoshi *got NKF voucher* luckily.. it’s cheap… haf to save up for tokyo trip!

right.. feeling raelly tired now… special thanks to BH for helping me with that stupid non-fiction text for my assignment… and for tolerating my nonsense… which is VERY bad mood… being VERY unreasonable…. i thank God that BH is always so patient… :smile1 probably the most patient guy amg all i noe?

as for now… i wanna sleep!

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i feel loved!

it’s a great day today… started my day with BH… met him at mrt and took train together.. 🙂 met shannon on the way… spent a whole lot of time.. joking and talking…treating the whole MRT as though we owe it… daring each other to go out of the train and touch the pillar then come back in.. hahaha… so childish! but fun… BH muz be so embarassed man… haha …oh well…. meeting 2 of my fave pple in the mroning.. juz mks my morning better… *i hope BH will get MRT stamp next month too.. so we’ll go to sch together.. heez*

after lesson… met up with 3 of my fave pple again… met up with BH, Feli and YM! 🙂 i’m so gald to see YM coz i haven’t seen her for so long… she got so much prettier! it’s like… my bday is in March and i juz got my present today! hahaha… but the wait was worth it…. i got PAUL FRANK panties!!! heeez.. they are so cute!!! think i’ll look so sexy in it!! hahaha… it’s for my eyes only… heeez.. mk me drunk… maybe i’ll tk off my pants and show u my cute panty! hahaha :beam1 yeah man… i’m so happy tt YM likes her bday gift too 🙂 got her a personalised plate from mbossed .. it’s so nice!! ;p sorry man… have to go home early… was feeling really tired and i got make-up lesson in school at 9.30!!! hope to meet up soon k!

Thanks feli for the wonderful gift u got me from UK… i LOVE it so much!!!!!

and to top everything up…. larene… is gonna give me 2 new hp covers tt she got for me!!! ahhhhhhhhh…..

i’m so loved!!!!! :heart1

tml after my lesson, i’m gonna go to the library and borrow tt bloody TB… eat lunch at Ikea… go home and start doing my ECM assignment… some pple actually finished it already!!! amanda.. BUCK up!!! you can’t lose!!!

have to slp now…

*will put up pics soon!*

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so sianz

it’s my very early day today… and i hate wed, thur, and fri.. coz lesson ends relatively early and i’m home… so i feel really bad if i didn’t do any work.. and wed and fri are the worst… coz i got to reflect upon the lessons and i muz force myself to reflect on the day itself.. else i’ll forget how i’m feeling… :err1

i’m in such a sucky mood nowadays.. dunno y.. i feel so grumpy! yeah… i noe you all can read my mood from my blog… argh… to tell u the truth… i so wanna go out lor…. :pout1 but go out do what?? s’pore is so small… what else is there to do… so i think HOME is the best… dun need to spend $$.. can do anything i like..


YELLOW



You are very perceptive and smart. You are clear and to the point and have a great sense of humor. You are always learning and searching for understanding.




Find out your color at Quiz Me!


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Fahrenheit 9/11

watched Fahrenheit 9/11 juz now.. hmm… to tell u the truth.. i didn’t like this show… coz i think it’s so full of sarcasm… it’s a very anti-bush show… not tt i’m a fan of bush.. BUT i can’t stand shows tt are of this nature… so critical.. cynical…haha.. and i feel really confused when they talk abt political stuff.. i mean.. it’s too complicated… argh… and i was feeling so sleepy while watching it.. i mean.. if it’s not for tml’s lesson (the teacher told all of us to watch it b4 the next lesson) i wldn’t have watched it! special thanks to BH for explaining nearly every part to me… coz i’m like so lost… i juz dun get it…

yeah… at times like this… i thnk BH is great… like he’s a patient person… nice enuff to explain to me till i get it… hmm… maybe he finds it irritating but keeps quiet? i’m sure things wld be different afew yrs down the road.. if we are still together… haha.. maybe by then when i ask him something..he’ll be like “can you be quiet and juz watch the show!” or maybe “go away! let me concentrate on the show!”

Sometimes, i love to give BH a cold shoulder…like…giving him this really angry and black face… haha… though i’m not really angry… juz wanna act like tt to mk him feel bad…. and i enjoy the times when he’ll try to mk me happy… and i’m like so super hard to please…. haha.. the truth is i treasure the moment… coz i think he’ll probably ‘heck care’ me in future… juz pushing me away thinking in his heart tt.. “it’s PMS.. she’ll feel better afew days later” is it sad?

haiz… i hope nothing changes… but it’s so unlikely… nothing is forever… so know what? we have to cherish the good times we have….
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bought hp cover at NIE bazzaar… was hoping to replace the cracked one… BUT guess what? i put the hp in my bag and i dropped my bag.. and all my stuff were alright except my bloody hp cover which haf a crack at the screen again!!!! argh… so frustrating… looks like i’m not fated to get a new hp cover…

and i realised tt pple are so KS.. they started with their assignments alraedy… i got so worried… but still unmotivated to start! :psycho1

sianz.. tml got lesson at 9.30.. gonna slp liaoz…

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i wanna fall in love again..

we really went to queue for the tokyo tix.. after a long and tiring night stay… we GOT it! yeah man.. so we’ll (Feli+keni and Bh and me) be flying off on nov.. hope everything will go on smoothly till then…

hmmm… to tell u the truth.. i dun feel excited to go for the trip… *feli.. it’s not your fault* maybe it’s the BLOODY week tt’s y i’m feeling moody… hahaha..or maybe it’s like i finally got the tix and i’m too tired to feel excited… or… NOV is still so loNG! haiz….

going on Japan wld be the 2nd time BH and i wld be travelling abroad together…i didn’t expect to go on hol with him again…. on the 1st trip… i saw the good and bad sides of him alraedy… i really hope tt i won’t see tt much BAD and cannot-mk-it sides of him this time round… to put it bluntly.. i was disgusted the last time round.. juz hope tt this time it wld be better… and i won’t haf to look after him BUT he will look after me…

to think of it… i feel fortunate tt we are still at the dating stage…. can’t imagine us going further than that…

think i’m tired… if whatever i blog dun mk sense… so be it.!

nightz everyone!

*caryn.. i’m so glad u called me when u reached the airport yesterday… i feel so special! 🙂 thanks!*

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$25 for tokyo air tix!

well… haven’t blogged for so long…. heeez.. did u miss me?? heeez… come on amanda.. come out with something new! haha.. okok…. what abt me talking abt my week?:beam1 *a very long entry*

travelling to school can be tiring and long and lonely… BUT i look forward to every morning…. coz i enjoy the feeling i get when my mum rushes me to sch.. haha… not kidding… i mean… in this way, then i won’t be late mah… haha…. and another thing is … i dunno who i’m gonna meet… meeting frens from PL cum NY are the best… some pple include SHannon and Adeline…

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a pic we took on the train… heeez… juz for in case u miss shannon.. she wore a skirt and rebonded her hair! hahaha… :tongue1 hope she doesn’t read this and kill me… hahaha

anyway.. i’ve been saving abit of $$ coz my mum cooks lunch for me… 🙂 the food is so NICE… better than canteen food!!! yummy! i love my mum!!! i hope she won’t go to work again.. but she’s like looking for a job…. hope they don’t empoly her…hahaha

BH is great too… ask him to burn this movie for me… he also offered to burn for my fellow course mates… i mean… he’s like so nice lor…. cannot let me ‘win’ other pple… hahaha.. juz joking…. i’m quite glad…coz BH not only loves me… he loves my frens and also my family? i hope… hahaha… and adores my sis… who loves to mk him angry so that she’ll see him talking like a rooster… hahaha

so… we finally watch KING ARTHUR on wed… if i didn’t rem wrongly… we used the free tix we got from buying 8days.. maybe 1mth ago? haha.. it’s a great show…. the 1 and only erotic scene mks someone *opz* i shan’t say… hahaha…. :blush1 k lar… maybe my fault… i’m so unhorny nowadays… shit.. i’m not supposed to say… hahaha…. anyway.. we ate at the newly renovated SUMO BENTO at toa payoh… the green tea is NOT free flow annymore.. haha… more variety of chinese food…. other than that everything is still the same…

Oh yes… on the very auspicious day 8 august… we had our JC BBQ at daryl’s eat-wind house… nice to see everyone again… all the gals got prettier BUT i’m still the PRETTIEST… from the bottom? hahaha… joking lar…i’m trying to be modest… opz… nono.. i mean… we are all BEAUTIFUL.. so beautiful that the guys cook for us… wowow…. we have good potential househusbands in our class except for a few useless guys.. who include DARRELL LEONG and MARC CHUA.. hahaha.. hey… i raelly didn’t wnat to link u two together… BUT… that’s what i observed… hahaha… juz joking lar darrell…. good frens ah…. hahaha… :beam1 *shakes hands* wow… dun playX2 with Marc ah… the most cnmi guy in our class actually have a gf!!! hahaha… i can imagine him asking her… “smell me… do i stink?” hahahaha…. oh shit…. i can still rem that bright and cheerful morning in Yr2 when he ask me to smell him… i was horrified and i ran away! :psycho1 heeez… to think that all the guys had grew up… except afew whom i shall not name… haha…last time haf to tk bus… now some even can drive ah!!! this is how fast time flies… :smile1 can’t help BUT think.. we are getting OLD!

btw.. BBQ was disastrous… it’s better to order 10pizza than bbq…. i can like count what i ate…. i ate 3 pieces of chicken… 1 piece of beef… 3 prawns… 2 small pieces of sambal prawn tt dear diana feed me with… accidentally drank a cup of sprite with vokka added… there was not enough drinks… i was so thirsty!!! heeez… overall… it’s a great BBQ gathering… coz so many pple turned up!!!!

so today.. feli msg me really early… asking me to call her when i wake up… i was really shocked coz feli dun wake up so early…. hahahaha.. so i called her and guess what??? she told me that SA UIC is having its 25 yrs anniversary and they are selling tix to Tokyo fot $25 for the 1st 25 pairs of pple!!! i was like ‘WOW!’ and thot tt it’s so crazy if we went to queue up.. haha… but i told BH abt it and he’s interested…. hahaha… maybe.. only maybe…. we’ll queue for it? haha… hope it’s not to late…

oh…i have made some interesting discovery to getting to school on time… hahaha… let me share with u….

Amanda’s Guide to being early to school:
1. Sleep early
2. Force yourself to get up *you can see cute guys on the way to school! haha*
3. wear pants/jeans *ez to run*
4. forget about slippers/ sandals wear SHOES… ez to run also
5. waer lighter earrings… haha… ez to run also… hahaha…
6. look fierce and pissed *so every1 will give way* of corrs… smile and act sweet when u see a cute guy lar! hahaha

heeez…nothing else… i’ll add more if i can think of any.. hahaha

yes… i dropped my phone today… and the hp screen crack… there’s ugly crack there… i’m so clumsy!!! :pout1 thot i cld save abit more this month BUT looks like i got to spend $$ on a hp cover! hope there’s pasar malam which sells fake-but-looks-real hp cover… hahaha

alright, think i’ll stop here…. i’ve got another blog. On this blog… i’m suppose to reflect on what i had learnt in this module.. so if u r bored and u got nothing better to do.. you can go raed… hahaha… it’s boring… but.. it’s worth it.. coz it’s still ME!!! :smile1

night everyone!

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