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chilling out with a hot drink

like u still do not know… movie prices went UP… :blank1 oh well… think i kinda stopped watching movies frequently ever since i started getting monthly allowances from MOE… coz money is really hard to earn…. and i slog very hard to get money… money… is very precious and impt to me man… :blush1

anyway… BH and i haf a new fave past-time… yeah… not that we have nothing to do… BUT we need to relax after a week of hard work.. right? :beam1 so we went to X-Square located at PS mrt… yeah.. we went there to play x-box… heeez… $3 per hr…. it’s definitely cheaper than a movie… and we definitely enjoyed ourselves.. coz… we love to play games… BUT no X-box at home… yar lar… u may think “might as well go buy x-box” BUT… buy also no use… the games are are so ex and it also doesn’t mean that u’ll play with it everyday… u’ll get bored with it mah… so we feel that the $3 per hr for unlimited numbers of NEW (new games included!) games is very worthwhile :beam1

we played Fifa Street soccer game today.. wahahaha… it’s nicer than WINNING 11.. comfirmed! we had lots of fun… and of corrs I won!!! wahahaha…. close fight lar… 5 was the match pt.. so BH and i were like trying to win.. coz we were 4-4… heeez…. the BAD thing bt x-box must be the controller… SUPER heavy and bunky… geeez… hand aching after the vigourous actions… and the controllers are VERY dirty and oily… sorry ah… i’m a clean freak… heez :grin1 We played Dead or Alive, volleyball game with alot of gals in bikinis.. wahaha… of corrs i won.. coz BH was too distracted with the gals with BIG breast and shapy butts… ahahaha :wink1 and not forgetting me.. coz i’m one hot babe that drives him crazy all the time… :yum1 right BH?

ended our day with drinking cafe mocha and cafe latte at starbucks…. i like it when we could chill out *interesting that we drink hot drink to chill out right?hahaha*and talk abt anything and everything.. coz for the past few weeks we were soooooooo bz that we dun have time to talk or share what happened… :beam1 oh well…. i really miss Tokyo…. was telling BH that in our whole life there is at least 1 day of the week that we spent in Japan…. and to further emphasise on this pt… BH and i need to spent 7 years with each other, in order to experience every day of every week of every month together… wahaha… dun get it? it’s alright… coz no one understands my theory… :tongue1

overall… i enjoyed myself today…. and i still have 30 more compos to mark… and 2 more observations to go (1 for VP, 1 for CT) … and i need 8 1.5litres bottles by monday… if you happen to have BOTTLES pls inform me…. THANKs!

night everyone!

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New Layout!

of corrs.. i noe nothing abt changing web layout.. so u all know who did it right? it’s BH…

geeez… quite nice to be angry with him.. i forgot what i was angry abt…. BUT the pt is… he wld do anything to mk me happy… so he changed the layout… looks like he learnt his lesson abt procastinating..

anyway… it’s amazing that though BH is very bz.. he cld find time to change the layout for me…. hmmm… maybe it’s not that shocking… coz afterall… doing those time-consuming… earn little money… websites are his interest… so what’s so difficult abt changing my web layout for me right???

geeez.. i won’t say THANKs for this new layout… let’s juz say… i deserved it! :grin1

enjoy the layout while it last………. coz i hate putting up pictures of us… coz…
1) all guys who are interested in me and is reading my blog would be turned off
2) it seem to be telling the whole wide world that i’m lovey dovey… which is WRONG
3) ‘I LOVE YOU’ at the bottom of the collage is not for BH…. coz BH MADE THE COLLAGE FOR ME… i’m not telling the world that i LOVE him??? geeez… misleading collage…

btw.. that was the collage that he printed out and made into a card for me…. that’s y the layout can be changed so easily i supposed

having an extremely bad headache… gtg…

i’m drained out……. :psycho1

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I’ve Got You Under My Skin

by Michael Buble

I’ve got you under my skin
I’ve got you deep in the heart of me
So deep in my heart, that you’re really a part of me
I’ve got you under my skin

I’ve tried so not to give in
I’ve said to myself this affair never gonna swing so well
So why should I try to resist, when baby will I know damn well
That I’ve got you under my skin

I’d sacrifice anything come what might
For the sake of having you near
In spite of a warning voice that comes in the night
And repeats, repeats in my ear

Don’t you know little fool, you’ll never win
Why not use your mentality, come on step up to reality
But each time I do, just the thought of you
Makes me stop before I begin
‘Cause I’ve got you under my skin

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hey zhihui!!! read ur entry! hahaha… thanks for ur good wishes.. and thanks for dreaming of us… and you know what??? think the dream is for you… u saw the wrong person lar! :beam1

yesterday is a nice day… BH made me this collage thingy…. collage=put alot of pics together than print out… and he promised to come out with a new layout with the collage.. which is very nice… hahaha…. then i got michael buble CD.. and speedballs thingy for my notebook..

3yrs own collage.JPG

neoprint not so nice… :sad1

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Don’t lose that 90% you already have.

Adultery happens when you start looking for what you don’t have. “Wow, this girl in my office is a real looker. I’m crazy about her because she’s also understanding, intelligent, tender – so many things that my spouse is not.”

Somewhere along the way, you’ll find a woman or a man who will be more charming or sensitive.

More alluring. More thoughtful. Richer. Have greater sex appeal. And you will find a woman or man who will need you and pursue you and go loco over you more than your spouse ever did.

Because no wife or husband is perfect. Because a spouse will only have 90 of what you’re looking for. So adultery takes place when a husband or wife looks for the missing 10%.

Let’s say your wife is melancholic by nature.

You may find yourself drawn to the pretty clerk who has a cherry laughter. Or because your wife is a homebody in slippers and pyjamas, smelling of garlic and fish oil, you may fall for a fresh- smelling young sales representative that visits your office in a sharp black blazer, high heels,
and a red pencil-cut skirt.

Or because your husband is the quiet type, your heart may skip a beat when you meet an old college flame who has the makings of a talk show host.

But wait! That’s only 10% of what you don’t have. Don’t throw away the 90% that you already have! Add to your spouse’s 90% the 100% that represents all the years that you have been with each other.

The storms you have weathered together. The unforgettable moments of sadness and joy as a couple. The many adjustments you have made to love the other. The wealth of memories that you’ve accumulated as lovers.

Adultery happens when you start looking for what you don’t have.

But faithfulness happens when you start thanking
God for what you already have.

But I’m not just talking about marriage.
I’m talking about life!
About your jobs.
About your friends.
About your children.
About your lifestyles.
Are you like the economy airline

The main message:
If you start appreciating what you have right now, wherever you are is FIRST CLASS!

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*Points at the banner above*

something meaningful that i took off FLOWERPOD… well… i think this is very appropriate to share this passage today…. i thot to myself…. maybe i shld stop looking and settle for my 90% now?

It’s our 3 YEARS ANNIVERSARY! well.. won’t say it’s fast.. coz we came a long way… and time holds many uncertainties…. slowly and maybe painfully we’ve reached another year that we are going to spend together? or not together?

hmm…. not that i’m pessimistic BUT time holds many uncertainties you see… fortunately, i have alot of faith in BH…. BUT no faith in myself to keep this r/s going… my heart is wild.. and i have roving eyes… wahahahaha…. and very high demands from my bf or future hubby? yeah… so it’s not surprising that BH will ‘burst’ from my very critical remarks about him…or extra pressure about him being sucessful in the things he is doing or will be doing in future…

aren’t you guys lucky that you aren’t my bf? :wink1

i know BH been thru’ alot when he’s with me… of corrs… he’s emotionally weak when it comes to me… so i always hurt his heart with my sharp tongue which obviously pierced his heart into a billion pieces.. and yet he still stayed on… wahahaha…. my mum was telling me that he’s able to tolerate my nonsense now… BUT in future he may resort to violence if we are really gonna get married… :eek1 oh well….. i was abit scared tt that wld be the case…

Binghuan… thanks for everything that you have done and everything that you have not done…. i believe that you wld be able to get better with each passing year…. and hopefully i’ll still be by ur side when you are rich and sucessful..
:smile1

juz some pics to share…our 3 yrs journey through time together :heart1

collage.jpg

from Left to right:
1) was taken on the bus in year 2003 near Vday i think… i didn’t have my digicam then… was still using BH’s…
2) oh yar… i rem! going Equinox for High tea…
3) 1 of the very first pic taken… BH juz entered NUS… after school… we decided to go Sentosa for the very first time … well… i still look young and innocent..
4) taken when we went to Bodyworlds’ exhibition
5) i forgot when
6) going to Fisherman’s Village for dinner? heez.. something tt we haven’t done for a long time
7) our 1st chinese new year together!
8) our 1st time being on plane together
9) In myanmar… for YEP!
10) In Bangkok for holiday… right after the myanmar trip! 🙂
11) Family chalet! when my sis finally learnt how to cycle and i still do not know how… :blush1
12) Most unforgettable and happy trip to TOKYO! it’s always on our minds… “miss the weather in tokyo” “the fireworks at 8.30 every night” “the delicious ramen” “so thirsty… if only we were in japan.. can get drinks so easily from the vending machines” wahahaha… wish to go there soon

yupz…. BH was telling me that he wished we cld go back to the times when we juz started dating.. coz everything is sweet and nice.. though i dun look too gd… but at least i’m not that ambitious or materialistic..and this is soooo true…

anyhow.. Happy 3 years Anniversary to us! :yum1

*btw.. i didn’t get BH anything… too bz…*

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April Fools Day

i had my 2nd observation yesterday.. and it turned out pretty well.. sadly no As… BUT nvm lar… as long as i do well… :beam1

once again… i’m so proud of my class… coz they were v well behaved.. even the naughty boys in class… were quiet yesterday.. i don’t know if my CT told them anything… BUT they were really nice…

i saw something v touching that happened in my class yesterday…. i have this boy who have stuttering problems… he tks a long time to speak… coz he stutters alot… so…. he’s not v good at grpwork.. coz the grp member thinks he’s slow…. it hurts me to see him going for recess alone… coz he’s a good boy… i know he feels really frustrated in class… coz sometimes… he shouts or yell for no reason…. well.. after recess.. after my sup went away… the boy was shouting…. i was bz with other pupils.. and this gal who was sitting at the end of the class came over and pat him on his head…. telling him ” Jin Kiat.. everything is alright…. dun shout… do your work ok?” i thot it was such a nice gesture…. and i teared abit… :smile1

dunno y… i am full of emotions when it comes to the pupils in school….i noe i can’t afford to do this when i’m really teaching….

another scenerio… i was in the canteen… the most notorious boy in the whole sch came to me…. the boy who cld not do his sci exam and handed a blank paper..he was like ‘teacher…. se hao (his name) english v lousy… can you be my teacher…’ i was so touched and so shocked he said that to me… and i’m contemplating if i shld volunteer to give him extra remedial… i hope to approach his form teacher soon… :beam1

yesterday was April Fools’ day… i started my day with going for relieve.. to a EM3 P6 class… well known for being naughty…. i was so scared that they wld play a trick on me.. luckily they didn’t… i was teaching some boys maths.. and the others were playing with rubber bands..it was beyond control… and i juz helped those who wants to be helped…. coz i was saving my energy for my observation… it was sooooo funny when a boy said ‘ cher! it’s April Fools Day! We need to celebrate lar… cher…. pls…’ imagine how i felt… and another boy was like ‘ cher… i’m james bond…’ so i’m replied ‘ i’m GI Joe! so you listen to me!’ it failed coz the class laughed…

sooooooooo my so funny P4 class.. was soooooooooo into poem that 1 girl wrote a April Fools’ Day poem.. i shared it with the class…

Today is April Fools
Please be Careful
when you go to school
And don’t get fooled by a fool

creative ah? :beam1

and the boy who stutter.. cld tell me that April Fools Day is France’s New Year! wowow… i’m so impressed! :grin1

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this wk passes really slowly

yeah..this wk nv seem to end…. :blank1 BUT when this wks ends.. next wk will have worries of its own… geeez…. maybe this wk shldn’t end?

yesterday was Sports’ Day.. 1st time i went for Sports’ Day as a teacher.. a number of my students participated… some won BUT others did not… anyhow i was sooooooooo proud of them.. the feeling is like ‘I have taught this champion before!’ well…. i dunno… i feel so proud of my students that the moment i step into class today… i told them how i felt.. well… u shld have seen that instant sparkle in some pupils’ eyes… :beam1

yesterday.. i met up with Feli and YM for dinner…yeah… Feli is back for 1 wk…so glad to see them.. coz……. i got juicy gossips! wahahaha… i’m deprieved for soooooooo long can….

anyway.. i got my pupils to write poems today..geeez.. hard work man… BUT at the end of the day.. i’m soooooo glad that they could write in lines and stanzas… well… they are only in P4.. so let’s not talking abt how they try to mk words rhyme.. wahaha….actually some grps can rhyme words really well… BUT others… they tk too much consideration into rhyming that their poem was senseless…. anyhow… i still enjoy reading the poems… :blush1 oh well… i love poems…. hahaha…i rem writing poems when i was younger…. heeez… i write poems when i’m feeling really sad… or when i had a crush on some1… oh well… i nv had a crush for BH.. so i didn’t write any poems for him… wahaha…

anyway… i havent written a poem for ages… wanna noe y?? coz there’s no1 i can have a crush on… *damn it* hahaha…. *sings at the top of her voice* “WHERE HAVE ALL THE GOOD MEN GONE!” :grin1

so i got a great idea! i’m gonna compile pupils’ poems together.. and give it to them as a present when i leave.. so that they’ll rem me for life.. i hope.. hard work.. BUT i’m sure i can find time to do it :wink1

geeez.. so far i’ve only got 2observations! :eek1 5 more to go……….:psycho1

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a shock of my life!

today… i found out that MY student lives directly opposite my house… :blank1

and the game that the boys in my class are talking about… it’s RUNE SCAPE not RUN ESCAPE… interesting way of looking at the words right?

Miss Goh also play computer games… so dun think i dunno what YOU boys are talking about :beam1

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it’s easter sunday!

hey!! it’s easter! pls note that it’s EASTer.. not WESTer or NORTHer.. or for that matter.. FRENster… wahahaha….

oh well… u can’t blame me for being sooooooo lame… coz.. i’ve got a billion and one things to do…. geeez…. that is equivalent to my lesson plans???

so cool right?? :cool1

once again… it doesn’t feel good…. and noe what i’m craving for??? wahahaha… HUMAN MEAT…

and i’m insane…

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BH 24th Pre-Bday Celebration

well..well…. the pt for a pre-bday celebration is so that WE could spend quality time together.. b4 celebrating with family and frens.. haha… this pre-bday thingy is founded by BH.. and will remain this way i hope… :beam1

met BH at kovan today… i moment i saw BH… i thot he look soooooo ugly… geeez.. so i juz blurted out my thoughts and this made him really upset… well.. he was wearing this green l/s shirt… and GREEN is definitely not his colour… coz he look so like a tree… and yes… my mum was there… and she was scolding me for being sooooo tactless…. yeah… so that’s when i realised that i’m such a disgusting person… coz.. we were supposed to enjoy our day together.. and i spoilt it…. u noe… i felt so bad abt it…. and i apologised… actually… BH isn’t ugly juz that i’m not used to the colour he is wearing….

i’m soooo glad that BH forgave me… and i know he wld.. coz.. he’s someone with the BIGGEST and the MOST forgiving heart… Thank you so much! :heart1

so what exactly is love? well… LOve is finding the perfect way of looking at an imperfect person… BH had done that indeed :blush1

the pt is….. we really enjoyed our day today :wink1 we went to Dragon Gate resturant at habourfront for a dinner buffet… and the food was good…. so full man! and it’s worth the money!

here the pics~~~~

from LEFT:
1) BH the bday boy!
2) yeah.. that’s me… trying to cover my pimple
3) oh.. and my sooooooo cool fossil watch!! 🙂
4) sharkfins!! it’s in the menu…. 1 bowl for each perosn only
5) More food… include sea cucumber.. soft shell crab.. and King prawns!
6) got BH to eat noodles…coz it’s his Bday
7) Chili crabs and fish! *before eating* well.. i ate the chili crabs and BH ate the whole fish… hahaha
8) Chili crabs and fish! *After eating* haha.. we are messy eaters!
9) the very happy us! :heart1

we ended our day with playing pool! haha… only 1hr.. BUt it was fun.. since a long time that we played pool together… :smile1 of corrs…. the best pool player between us is………………….. wahahahaha… let you guess :tongue1

nice nice nice day! BUT tml is do work day… :blank1

HaPpY BirThDay BiNgHuAn!!!! :beam1 *huggies*

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我是幸福的

Past few days were really hectic… thank God that lessons were alright… my bday wasn’t exciting…. juz had dinner with my family and BH… so it’s like a routine now… coz that’s what happened last year…

my sis is really nice.. coz she got me The Phantom of the Opera soundtrack which i loveeeeeeeee… and a ring pendant with engravings!!! :smile1 wow!! she’s soooooooo sweet… and i’m wearing it to sch every day! my mum is even better…. haha… shan’t tell u what she got me…maybe i’ll show you what she got me next time.. and BH got me a soooooooooo cool ORANGE *my fave colour* Fossil watch!!! expected! hahaha… BUT my earrings he bought from asos.com didn’t arrive yet… :err1 else i’ll look fabulous! oh yar!! not forgetting feli, XY and YM bday gift for me… wahahahaha.. nice nice nice… i really love it.. it’s on my table now… nice to daydream with :beam1 haha… so who’s that boy in the crystal ball??? *daydreamz* Thanks everyone for making my special day even more special! *huggies*

geeez… i’ve got pimples now… a couple of them.. nono… let me go count again… sorry lar.. i am this vain… :blush1 muz be due to stress… alot to mark now.. and lesson plans….*btw.. my observation went on well* :smile1

anyway… being 21 is no big deal… juz tt i’m no longer a teenager… yar.. i’m not a teenager since 2yrs ago.. hahaha… and “dancing queen you’r so sweet only 17” <--- doesn't apply to me anymore... heeez.. YES! i can watch RA movies.... BUT no more thrill of sneaking in :sad1 oh well.. bottomline is i’m juz a girl.. not yet a woman :blush1

so… i wish i’ll get prettier everyday and i’ll NOT grow sideways… haha…. guys will have crushes on me…. hahaha…fat hope ah…

refering to my wishlist–> i didn’t get strawberry cheesecake as my bday cake… :blank1 nvm.. i’ll get the cake for BH.. wahahaha… then i’ll eat it for him… nononono…. what i mean is i’ll feed him with the cake… hahaha… coz cheesecake is fattening! :eek1

i gtg slp… night pple! 🙂 enjoy the looooooooooooooong weekend!!

indeed… 我是幸福的 :heart1

Liang Jing Ru

黄昏过后 暖暖的晚风中 在小公园里头
眼眶红了 看老公公和老婆婆在散步著 把手牢牢握著
星星亮了 我觉得幸福就是这样的
几十年后 你也变老公公 我当你的柺杖
扶著你走 眼睛花了 你老花眼镜就是我 把时间忘了 慢慢走
美丽风景 我为你转播不让你错过

能和你牵手 我是幸福的 你就像温柔又顽固的石头
用心盖了座 最美的城堡叫永久 圈住我
不管过再久也会幸福的 我们都走过了动摇的时候
爱已变成树 就算是有风会平息的
被懂我的人爱著 我是幸福的 连沈默都能是交流
你总是能给我比我想的还要多
我爱你 不做你的公主 要做你的快乐

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