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my bloody period is late.. :blank1 and i feel really irritated coz i noe it’s coming BUT it’s not coming kinda thing… :pout1 and you know what… whenever this situation arise BH gets Double hell ! :rant:

Incidents which wld result to HELL:

1) Why you go out with ur frens and not me? in the 1st place, i dun even wanna go out.. so how can i say tt he didn’t wanna go out with me

2) Why didn’t you accompany me in the kitchen when i wash the dishes? is that how u’ll go away after dinner…i’m sooooo disapted he was refilling the printer ink cartridge for me when dinner is ready. refilling ink is a messy job, if he didn’t clean up after dinner, i’ll be angry “you are soooooo irresponsible, can’t even do a simple thing right!”

3) Why didn’t you even bother to call me when i dun reply ur sms? i actually blogged to let him noe i didn’t bring my phone. even if he calls, i won’t be able to pick up..hp at home what!

now to think of it… i’ve certainly waste alot of energy being angry and pissed… hahaha… soooooooo silly man….. BUT more to come :pout1

so i saw a thread on flowerpod.. something like this:
what makes u fall in love with ur SO?

i asked BH the qn and here’s his response:
“her trying to be irritating but turns out to be so adorable”
“i love u more each time u do that”

oh well… i’m more motivated to irritate the hell out of him… :tongue1

i’m so careless.. i left my hp at home today..

it doesn’t really matter.. since BH is the only person tt will msg me.. yeah man.. i’m pathetic

anyway, today’s relief class are all P2 which are alot better than P5… geez… those bloody P5 cld drive me to the wall man… better not comment so much 1st later the P2 will bury me under the ground.. boys are toys .. what’s there to be afraid of.. hahah..

i made a conclusion that boys with the name JERRALD or GERRARD are SUPER irritating.. i hate it most when the boys challenge
me.. :goombah: the pt is… NEVER name ur kids the names above… heez… :grin1 BENEDICT is bad too.. it’s bend a di*k.. DARYL is the best!

i havent threw the bouquet of flowers away…my mum stopped me.. though it was mouldy and all the tulips were in a disgusting state… so she bravely pluck out the rotten tulips and threw them away and i’ve got a new bouquet of forget-me-not with green leaves…. :err1 and i got scolded for not taking care of the flowers… haha.. coz i can’t be bothered to give those flowers more water or even take out the ‘netty thingy’ that is used to protect the flowers… too late..

me: will u be upset if i throw it way
bh: no
me: y? it’s nearly $70!!
bh: dun haf to last a long time…i bought it to mk you happy, as long as you r happy the money is worth it
me: so sweet learn from where one…

today i woke up and i thought….huh? my happiness only worth $70… :blank1

and i realised that BH haf a pte msn a/c which he didn’t add me into… :noshake: you noe what… YOU are getting HELL!

kevin was scolding his PE class… soooooooooo fierce…can u imagine how loud is it.. he’s outside and i’m in the inner corner of the staff room and i cld hear him lor….. scary…. and he juz came and told me that every time he teach PE 1/2yr of his life is shortened.. it’s a MONSTER school..

by this yr… my bond wld end!

olympics wld be held in London on 2012… so it’s 7yrs from now… seems like there’s still a really long time to go… but well…. i was telling myself that by then i think i can go to london and maybe watch a sports event *if i’m lucky to get tix* or go to london to see the olympics stadium… how nice…

i was kinda disapted when i mentioned it to BH… i mean he doesn’t always dream the same dream as me… probably uninterested….how to say.. come on.. it’s like the spur of the moment thing.. he can juz say “we’ll go there together..” / “we can go to nottinghill” … hmm… sometimes it juz upsets me when his response is so negative…. and we are not seeing ‘eye to eye’ … that’s when i’ll thnk ” what’s the pt of this r/s ”

how to say… maybe i’m not exactly nice to him.. i can’t even see a future with him yet… haven’t grad. .. no job… no money…. i dunno how pple can find the ONE when the other 1/2 is still studying… so if i can’t see any us in future.. how can i expect him to see ‘us’ right…

i guess.. i’ll juz ‘chop’ my sis… haha… at least if i’m left all alone… i cld go to london with my sis… and we’ll juz go london and look for Hugh Grant.. hahaha… and i’ll be Bridget Jones..

no amt of apples can mk my day “ping ping an an” … oh.. that’s the reason why i bring an apple to sch everyday… so that my day will go on smoothly… hahaha…. come on… it’s juz my personal believe…

anyway, i have 8 periods of relief today and of the 8 periods, i have afew periods with that bloody rawdy P5 class which i simply hate… detest and extremely irritated with…

i’m sure they will ‘BOO’ me when i go in later.. confirm… all of them will die today… :satansmoking:

/edited/ they didn’t ‘boo’ me… they juz sang the bloody wang wang bie shen qi song… i was sooooooooooo pissed…. i scolded the prefects who were misbehaving… i thnk if i keep scolding them somemore… they’ll cry… i shld do that… i love boys to cry right in front of me :mad1 hahahaha.. BH haf lots of experience on this… no i’m not saddistic.. wake up… in this society WOMEN RULES

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today i feel….. quite ok…. only 4 relief periods!!

i felt like a little girl… heeez…my mum made ham sandwich for me.. and packed an apple and my fave RED jambu (thai fruit).. so i’m super healthy today…. :grin1 no choice… i needed to cut down on my food intake…

went to relief a super rawdy P5 class…. luckily it’s 1 period… i’m so bloody pissed with how cooperative the boys are with mking noise…. i studied the boys… and came out with some ways to deal with naughty boys.. hahaha…

1) show that u r smarter than him. start from “u get back to ur original seat!” / “you finished ur work? show me”

2) challenge him. “you think i’m blind and deaf is it”

3) pretend to be nice.. allow him to have all the fun he have… BUT delay his dismissal time and recess

and i met this boy with a very bad attitude… he totally ignored everything tt i say ” switch off the lights and fans then leave” .. he walked away and i knew he heard it…. i hope he’s not some white horse…

Youth day today.. means tml is school day… soooooooooo sianz..

i noe i haf no right to complain.. since i’m doing relief…

family day was fun… kids were really cute.. coz they are mostly boys… :blush1 and tt’s when i so wanna haf a son… and he’ll be the most adorable and bright boy…. and the father and mother would be the coolest parents ard… like wearing really stylo and young clothes… heez… slim and pretty, hunky and handsome type…. wahahaha…. i can be that mother…. but well… i NEED to FIND A BETTER man!

can u believe tt i woke up on a sunday morning and i soooooooo miss teaching…. i like to see how the children grow under my influence and to help the weaker ones improve… i was shocked by my own thot… haha… of course, it was the spur of the moment feeling.. haha

this morning i woke up feel ugly… coz maybe it’s PMS.. and my tummy is bloated.. and pimples are coming up to say ‘hi!’

tml morning… i’ll feel……………………………………………

i watched this show last night and they intro. mosaic art!!! i sooooooooooooo wanna go for the classes to mk my very own mosaic art!!!

haha.. of corrs, not such complicated ones… one start from ez ones 1st….

it’s gonna be really cool!!!!

Mosaico Pte ltd
30A Pagoda Street
Iris Tan
tel: 6323 9011
营业时间:
星期一至五: 11am-7pm
星期六: 10am-4pm

anyone wanna join me???? :blush1 we can like go do such art pieces to destress or juz for fun leh!!! come on… tml i’ll go call and check out the fees.. :beam1

“…..the onslaught of the Martians was doomed from the start, and it is the very nature of their alienness that dooms them, not any effort on the part of humanity.”

my sis went to the library and borrowed the book!! :beam1 save my money on buying… wahahaha… and the above is my fave quote so far…

anyway, there’s is no such thing as a 5-day week in my school.. coz there’s family day tml… it’s from 7.30am – 4pm.. it’s a long long day… and you noe what? actually there’s an event in the sec school tonight, being in a FULL school… my cca, Dance is involved.. wah.. tell u the teachers in this sch work exceptionally hard… the main teacher in charge of dance told me tt i don’t have to go… tt’s y i’m here at home… of corrs, i need to act tt i’m reluctant to NOT attend… i was like “i’m really very willing to go!!”, “you sure no need?i really can go!” BUT she’s like “really don’t need.. u go home and rest.. after u grad. u’ll have lots of these to do” awwwwwwwww… so sweet…BUT can’t help it… i feel extremely worried… :oogle:

like machiam after school.. i got nothing to do… i also delay in school till 3 then go off… i scared they will thnk tt i’m so bochap… :pout1 argh… not nice… and tt’s when kevin say “you shldn’t thnk of what others thnk of you.. it’s very tiring and not worth it…” can’t help it… but he’s really a good listener and a good advisor… :tongue1