{"id":78,"date":"2004-09-23T16:35:28","date_gmt":"2004-09-23T11:05:28","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.fakedevil.com\/angeldreamz\/wp\/?p=78"},"modified":"2004-09-23T16:35:28","modified_gmt":"2004-09-23T11:05:28","slug":"random-thots","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/secret.6eptember.com\/?p=78","title":{"rendered":"random thots"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>geez&#8230; it&#8217;s like on <u>19\/9 (sunday)<\/u>.. i told myself that i shld prin out my thurs lecture notes&#8230; so that i&#8217;ll noe how fast time flies&#8230; and to think of it.. it&#8217;s thursday already!!! :blank1 hmmm.. u all get my pt? that&#8217;s not important&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>yar&#8230; dun ask me bt my sci presentation&#8230; i think i put in my best effort liaoz&#8230;. but looks like 3X my hard work..cannot be compared to pple who did their work juz the previous night&#8230; or maybe i was too nervous? or inexpereinced.. comapred to pple who are much older than me? well&#8230; i dunno&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p>hmm&#8230;all the while.. be it in pri, sec, jc&#8230; i have never been academically good&#8230; not tt i&#8217;m good at any other things&#8230; i mean&#8230; to think of it&#8230; no matter how much effort i put into my work&#8230; i am still not doing as well as i want to&#8230;hmm.. maybe tt&#8217;s y i didn&#8217;t get into uni?<\/p>\n<p>but maybe God has a beautiful plan for me&#8230; maybe he juz want me to work really hard&#8230; so that when i finally succeed in future&#8230; i&#8217;ll treasure what i have..<br \/>\ni was telling myself that NIE is like a 2nd JC to me&#8230; it&#8217;s like after 2yrs&#8230; NIE will see if i cld &#8216;cross over&#8217; to the degree programme&#8230; perhaps.. it&#8217;s because of getting a degree&#8230; i juz dun wanna miss another chance of getting into uni&#8230; i think i&#8217;ll regret if i missed the chance again&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><b>bottomline:<\/b> IF i didn&#8217;t achieve my goals&#8230; rem to tell me that i have worked hard&#8230;. <\/p>\n<p>&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8211;<\/p>\n<p>today during my english tutorial, we were asked to use our <b>5 senses<\/b> to describe love&#8230; haha&#8230; i thot it was so coincidental&#8230; coz caryn and i were kinda like talking abt love last night&#8230; haha&#8230; she read as this bk&#8230; <b>Frog in Love by Max Velthuijs<\/b>.. it&#8217;s children&#8217;s literature&#8230; which i feel that it&#8217;s really menaingful&#8230; haha.. anyway.. i made a simple poem abt lust and love&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Lust is the playful, flirtatous smell of his cologne<br \/>\nLust is tasty and sweet like watermelon<br \/>\nLust is his tanned, smooth and warm feel of his skin<br \/>\nLust is the masculine, mature voice which is soothing to your ears<br \/>\nLust is those bright, charming eyes that lives you mesmerzied<\/p>\n<p>Love is the smell of warmth and security whenever he embraces you<br \/>\nLove is the taste of his sweet lips after you force him to put on your strawberry lip balm     <i>hahaha<\/i><br \/>\nLove is holding onto his warm hand knowing that he won&#8217;t let you go<br \/>\nLove is the whispering of sweet nothings into your ears<br \/>\nLove is looking at him and you know that you want to spend your life with him&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>ah&#8230; sweet ah??<\/p>\n<p>got to study for my test.. wish me luck!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>geez&#8230; it&#8217;s like on 19\/9 (sunday).. i told myself that i shld prin out my thurs lecture notes&#8230; so that i&#8217;ll noe how fast time flies&#8230; and to think of it.. it&#8217;s thursday already!!! :blank1 hmmm.. u all get my pt? 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