this week flew by… guess it’s a tiring week for me…. woke up feeling v tired…. come home tired….was bz with the crappy seminar, then endless tutorials… it’s alright if i cld do my tutorials… BUT i juz can’t… :pout1<\/p>\n
to mk things worst… BH and i have not been in the best of moods.. as long as we talk… we’ll have senseless arguements… i’m so tired of all these… and i really dun like to wash my dirty linen in public..<\/p>\n
there muz be some communication breakdown somewhere…i realised that i can’t really talk to anyone… the most decent conversation i had was with YM last friday, when we met for tennis… *sad.. no tennis today… :err1* <\/p>\n
i guess during the low period… my sis cheers me up alot…she talks alot… mostly happy thoughts… and i certainly applaude her for being abt to talk non-stop from her hostel room back to my home… and how she’ll call me after her lesson ends and bombard my inbox with emails… well, she sends me car links..suggesting what car i shld get… she really think i print money lor<\/em><\/p>\n i wanted to donate blood on thursday… something which i wanna do for the longest time… and i found a friend who’s willing to go with me… filled up the really long form… but i failed the medical examination…. it’s my weight….. i was extremely shocked…. coz i didn’t noe i lost so much weight… i think my bones dissolved in my blood or something…. <\/p>\n today, my friday morning was brightened up by meeting Nisha, my YEP friend, on the train… we were thinking abt our days in Myanmar… such as those funny things i did… haha… i almost forgot tt i have such a i’m tired…. i feel so naive for trying to mk myself optimistic and positive… i guess i was giving myself a false sense of hope…<\/p>\n sorry to Fel and Caryn who msg me when they see me online… i was juz not in a talking mood… <\/p>\n it’s a ego thing… dun ask me what happened if u see me online or meet me… read and forget abt it…. i just need to get all these out of my system…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" this week flew by… guess it’s a tiring week for me…. woke up feeling v tired…. come home tired….was bz with the crappy seminar, then endless tutorials… it’s alright if i cld do my tutorials… BUT i juz can’t… :pout1 to mk things worst… BH and i have not been in the best of moods.. […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/secret.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/460"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/secret.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/secret.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/secret.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/secret.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=460"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/secret.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/460\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/secret.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=460"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/secret.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=460"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/secret.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=460"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}great<\/del>lame sense of humor for her to rem me this way… i was laughing and crying at the same time… tears of joy perhaps? and Nisha was like teasing Bh and me.. like how we like to playfully ‘fight’ each other.. well…sadly we don’t ‘fight’ anymore… what happened… <\/p>\n