{"id":293,"date":"2005-10-30T10:45:20","date_gmt":"2005-10-30T02:45:20","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.fakedevil.com\/angeldreamz\/wp\/?p=293"},"modified":"2005-10-30T10:45:20","modified_gmt":"2005-10-30T02:45:20","slug":"time-to-relax-like-real","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/secret.6eptember.com\/?p=293","title":{"rendered":"vain"},"content":{"rendered":"

last week was a mad rush…2 assignments were due on the same day… well… i started doing the assignments really early… and i always cant seem to finish it… come on… if you noe me… i’m not even looking for perfection of my lesson plans and essay can.. juz dunno why there’s still so much to do on the eve of the due date… :blank1 it’s like… i told myself tt i’ll sleep early… BUT in the end i really slept early at like 3am…. super dead… but managed to finish my work… and of corrs… i was super moody in school… moody= do not feel like talking and the whole world machiam owes me money attitude… and… forget abt the honours lar… i juz wanna clear the mods… haiz \ud83d\ude41 i thnk my work is badly done<\/p>\n

it cld be due to stress or fatigue… BH and i were like super unfriendly <\/em>with each other too… actually it was me lar.. picking a fight over small things… and being a green-eyed monster…. tt’s when i realised that JEALOUSY is the root of all QUARRELLS<\/strong><\/p>\n

came back on friday and slept really early.. due to such a exhausting and mentally straining week… with no FREE days throughout the sem… and i still need 2 complete so many assignments<\/em>… i was so tired….and to think tt i have a algebra test tml which i have not studied for… made me feel so sick tt i feel like vomiting…<\/p>\n

the pt is…. saturday was supposed to be a day to chill-out and relax…. BUT i was in a bad mood too… coz i realised tt i look ugly and looking ugly and going out does not go together…. so i realised how fat i was… though i cut down on food…. and fats and ice-cream.. and i did exercise… it’s juz not working…. and due to stress… i have pimples… which is bad…. yes… I AM VAIN<\/strong>… so when i’m feeling this way… my date = BH will suffer the most…. so i was very ugly yesterday lor… bad hair day and i nv buy anything… coz i’ve got no money… while BH bought jeans…. sianz….. but to thnk of it.. i’ve got no intention to buy anything too… <\/p>\n

i think it’s PMS or what.. i thnk i look ugly and fat in everything or anything… and my tummy is bloated… right… once again… i may be fat tt’s why…. :pout1<\/p>\n

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nice right? shld be able to hide my bloated tummy and my fat arms :pout1 saw it on yahoo auction.. which is closed now …<\/p>\n

i so wanna get the levis ladies cut jeans.. with the nice heart shape pockets… it’s $169+++.. i was thinking abt it for like nearly a yr.. and i havent got it… and i so want it… coz it’ll mk me look glam!! like a star.. haha… *hintX100000000000 … someone is gonna it for my xmas present!! wahaha*<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

last week was a mad rush…2 assignments were due on the same day… well… i started doing the assignments really early… and i always cant seem to finish it… come on… if you noe me… i’m not even looking for perfection of my lesson plans and essay can.. juz dunno why there’s still so much […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/secret.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/293"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/secret.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/secret.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/secret.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/secret.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=293"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/secret.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/293\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/secret.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=293"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/secret.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=293"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/secret.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=293"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}