{"id":246,"date":"2005-07-27T20:58:09","date_gmt":"2005-07-27T12:58:09","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.fakedevil.com\/angeldreamz\/wp\/?p=246"},"modified":"2005-07-27T20:58:09","modified_gmt":"2005-07-27T12:58:09","slug":"in-a-different-light","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/secret.6eptember.com\/?p=246","title":{"rendered":"in a different light.."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>school had started for me&#8230; and i&#8217;m proud to annouce that i&#8217;m an <em>undergraduate <\/em>&#8230; wahahaha&#8230; and i&#8217;ve got my matriculation card can&#8230; though i look very ugly on the pic of my card&#8230; yes.. it&#8217;s no big deal&#8230; BUT i waited 2yrs to get to this pt of my life&#8230; sometimes&#8230; i feel that i&#8217;m loving every moment of it&#8230; coz teaching in schools wld be <strong>HELL<\/strong>..<\/p>\n<p>i experienced a huge jump from being in the diploma course and the degree course&#8230; duh&#8230; the demands of being in a degree course is definitely higher&#8230; and the work is much tougher&#8230; taking the maths mods for examples&#8230; argh&#8230; it&#8217;s getting difficult&#8230; Calculus is a killer man&#8230;. had a maths revision test today&#8230; and i&#8217;m freaked.. the qns were difficult&#8230; you know what&#8230; i know tt i&#8217;m not gonna haf an ez time this sem&#8230; :err1 my time-table sucked too&#8230; start early.. end late with lots of gaps in between&#8230; haiz&#8230; no choice&#8230; with 4 maths mods = 4 sets of maths tutorial to do every week&#8230; wish me lots of luck&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p>taking the same mods as papaya is bad too&#8230; she&#8217;s super competitive and she always NEED to be the smartest amg us&#8230; else she&#8217;ll really sulk and get unhappy&#8230;. sometimes&#8230; she mks me feel very uncomfortable&#8230; still nvm..today she was asking us &#8220;do you thnk i lost weigh?&#8221; haiz&#8230;. i dun think so lor&#8230;. BUT dare not say anything&#8230; now i noe how BH feels when i ask him if i got fat&#8230; sometimes he hesitate to ans me.. coz&#8230;&#8230;&#8230; I GAINED WEIGHT!!!!<\/p>\n<p>maybe i really gain weigh lor&#8230;. met shannon and evon.. and they thot i look different can!!! haiz&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p>yes.. and i have a bloody presentation next tues&#8230; on bloody temmengong and sultan.. :blank1 and i havent started can&#8230; special thanks to May who&#8217;s doing the same topic as me  for sharing with me some info.. :grin1 what a turn off&#8230; we are in diff tutorial class BUT our tutor is the same!!!! argh&#8230;.not forgetting tt i suck in HISTORY&#8230; i nearly died in sec sch..<\/p>\n<p>oh well&#8230; i&#8217;m very glad tt BH had recovered&#8230; BUT after falling ill for abt 1wk&#8230; he really lost alot of weigh&#8230; damn&#8230; all my mum&#8217;s and of corrs.. my effort to fatten him up is gone&#8230; haha.. :blank1 <\/p>\n<p>nowadays&#8230; it striked me tt i shld look at BH from another perspective&#8230;actually he&#8217;s really nice to me&#8230;.and i shld really look at his good pts&#8230;. <\/p>\n<p>what he did so far:<br \/>\n1. on the 1st day my sch&#8230; he came down to boon lay to pick me up&#8230;.<br \/>\n2. he will buy food for me FIRST even when he&#8217;s super hungry<br \/>\n3. he helps me with my maths tutorial today&#8230;. yes&#8230;. we spent 2hr+ doing my tutorial together today&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>i hate to admit this.. BUT i think i&#8217;m quite dependent on BH&#8230;. i was sooooooo scared tt when he goes to BKK dor 3days&#8230; i&#8217;ll like die&#8230; coz there&#8217;s no1 to help me with my work&#8230;. :sad1 so i need to complete my maths tutorial by sat. &#8230; <\/p>\n<p>and i&#8217;m so glad tt i&#8217;ve got BH&#8230; coz he&#8217;s good at maths&#8230; and he doesn&#8217;t mind explaining 1000000000X to mk me understand&#8230; i think w\/o him i won&#8217;t be able to survive the past 2yrs of maths lessons&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Prof Chio&#8230; thanks for all ur help :heart1<br \/>\n<em>heeez.. i blog so much good things abt you&#8230; so rem to buy me more things from BKK!!! <\/em>:grin1<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>school had started for me&#8230; and i&#8217;m proud to annouce that i&#8217;m an undergraduate &#8230; wahahaha&#8230; and i&#8217;ve got my matriculation card can&#8230; though i look very ugly on the pic of my card&#8230; yes.. it&#8217;s no big deal&#8230; BUT i waited 2yrs to get to this pt of my life&#8230; sometimes&#8230; i feel that [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/secret.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/246"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/secret.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/secret.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/secret.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/secret.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=246"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/secret.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/246\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/secret.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=246"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/secret.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=246"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/secret.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=246"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}