{"id":183,"date":"2005-04-13T16:38:03","date_gmt":"2005-04-13T11:08:03","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.fakedevil.com\/angeldreamz\/wp\/?p=183"},"modified":"2005-04-13T16:38:03","modified_gmt":"2005-04-13T11:08:03","slug":"dunno-what-shld-the-title-be","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/secret.6eptember.com\/?p=183","title":{"rendered":"dunno what shld the title be.."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>reached sch today&#8230; the 1st thing i felt like doing was cry&#8230;. i saw that my table was filled with books and ws&#8230; filled with things that i needed to mark and do&#8230;. i feel so tired&#8230;. and helpless&#8230; because no1 understands&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>now i&#8217;m having a bad headache&#8230;. and i haven&#8217;t prepared my lesson for tml&#8230;. i need to meet a number of kids to ask them to finish up their corrections.. coz the HOD wanted to check their sci WB&#8230; <\/p>\n<p>i feel that my final observation sux&#8230; <\/p>\n<p>yar.. so what if i&#8217;ll pass my practicum? i need to do better than a pass&#8230;. i dun want what happen during my As to happen again&#8230;. no way!<\/p>\n<p>maybe i was thinking of that all the time&#8230; and i&#8217;ve been giving myself alot of pressure&#8230; i dunno&#8230; i juz feel so disgusted with myself.. and obviously, no1 understands&#8230;. :sad1 talking to BH is worst.. he&#8217;s bz with his work too&#8230; and he give me a bloody &#8221; i&#8217;m smarter than you &#8221; attitude which i totally hate.. so what if you are getting a degree!<\/p>\n<p>it&#8217;s juz 2 more days&#8230; i dunno how am i going to survive 3-4 yrs of teaching&#8230;. <\/p>\n<p>and i still got 7 compos to mark&#8230; and 20 more compos coming in on FRIDAY itself&#8230; and the eng, maths HW book&#8230; corrections wif the kids&#8230; of corrs&#8230;. the lesson plans&#8230; which i have not done&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>doesn&#8217;t all these workload give me a reason to cry out loud<\/p>\n<p>what have i been doing?? why i do work so slow? i got no other commitments also&#8230;&#8230; WHAT&#8217;S WRONG WITH ME!!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>reached sch today&#8230; the 1st thing i felt like doing was cry&#8230;. i saw that my table was filled with books and ws&#8230; filled with things that i needed to mark and do&#8230;. i feel so tired&#8230;. and helpless&#8230; because no1 understands&#8230; now i&#8217;m having a bad headache&#8230;. and i haven&#8217;t prepared my lesson for [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/secret.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/183"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/secret.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/secret.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/secret.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/secret.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=183"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/secret.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/183\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/secret.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=183"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/secret.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=183"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/secret.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=183"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}