{"id":181,"date":"2005-04-11T15:58:53","date_gmt":"2005-04-11T10:28:53","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.fakedevil.com\/angeldreamz\/wp\/?p=181"},"modified":"2005-04-11T15:58:53","modified_gmt":"2005-04-11T10:28:53","slug":"its-juz-me","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/secret.6eptember.com\/?p=181","title":{"rendered":"it&#8217;s juz me"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>today is one of those days i feel really down&#8230;. i dunno&#8230;the feeling is like&#8230; when i was in primary school and everyone else knew how to add and i juz didn&#8217;t know how no matter how attentive i was in class&#8230; or how hard i tried&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>i had observation by the VP and the scm today&#8230; they are basically very nice pple&#8230; esp the VP&#8230; well&#8230;. i thot i was v well-prepared.. and for the first time&#8230; i felt very confident that things will turn out well&#8230; i dunno y&#8230; juz that i put in ALOT of effort for my ALL my observations&#8230;. BUT my effort is always not repaid&#8230;. <\/p>\n<p>the feeling sucks&#8230; BUT i guess&#8230; i&#8217;m used to this feeling&#8230; coz it always happens to me me and me&#8230;. one very good example is&#8230;. most of my frens cld get into uni after the As but not me&#8230;. oh well&#8230; that&#8217;s old news&#8230; but i can&#8217;t help but still feel sore abt it&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>at the moment when feel soooo bad&#8230;.it starts to rain heavily&#8230; geeez&#8230;. creating a good atmosphere for me to cry right? haha. and juz when i thot the whole world hates me.. i received an ecard from my secret admirer who&#8217;s email address happens to be caryn&#8217;s? wahaha&#8230; thanks dearie&#8230;. :beam1 how do you know i&#8217;ll feel upset today?<\/p>\n<p>oh well&#8230; the pt is&#8230; they havent talk to me abt my lesson yet.. i noe it was bad.. coz the grpwork was like art lesson&#8230; and it was supposed to be an English lesson&#8230; obviously the objectives won&#8217;t met&#8230; the kids were too excited to even bother writing down the steps they took to make the manipulative&#8230; things wld have been better if i have more time&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p>i did something really bad&#8230; coz i called BH when he was on his way for an interview for internship&#8230;. yar&#8230; i cannot take it when he act like he&#8217;s damn smart coz he&#8217;s gonna get a degree&#8230;. i dunno..maybe i&#8217;m juz oversensitive or what&#8230; so i was telling him that he won&#8217;t get through the interview&#8230; coz 1st impression counts and he&#8217;s tooo ugly&#8230;.dun u all agree with me?<\/p>\n<p>anyway, i&#8217;m not feeling sorry BUT i hope that this ugly looking perosn will interview him&#8230;so when ugly meets ugly&#8230; they&#8217;ll &#8216;click&#8217; and by luck he&#8217;ll get the internship&#8230;. <\/p>\n<p>when i&#8217;m feeling sucky&#8230;. i will mk sure that you feel worst than me..<\/p>\n<p>i got to generate 3 different subject lesson plans for tml&#8230; and mark worksheets.. and mark 12 more compos&#8230; :mad1<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>today is one of those days i feel really down&#8230;. i dunno&#8230;the feeling is like&#8230; when i was in primary school and everyone else knew how to add and i juz didn&#8217;t know how no matter how attentive i was in class&#8230; or how hard i tried&#8230; i had observation by the VP and the [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/secret.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/181"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/secret.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/secret.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/secret.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/secret.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=181"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/secret.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/181\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/secret.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=181"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/secret.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=181"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/secret.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=181"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}