{"id":151,"date":"2005-02-22T22:52:20","date_gmt":"2005-02-22T17:22:20","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.fakedevil.com\/angeldreamz\/wp\/?p=151"},"modified":"2005-02-22T22:52:20","modified_gmt":"2005-02-22T17:22:20","slug":"i-feel-in-need-of-love","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/secret.6eptember.com\/?p=151","title":{"rendered":"i feel in need of love"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>NOTE: A SENSELESS ENTRY.. coz i need love and i&#8217;m not getting any&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>it&#8217;s one of those days that i sooo wanna be loved&#8230;. hmm&#8230;. and i&#8217;m so envious of pple who are able to find true love&#8230; all but me&#8230; while all girls wld be so touched and happy tt the bf cld play the guitar and sing &#8216;grow old with you&#8217;.. i am like&#8230; &#8216; are you tone-deaf or something&#8230;&#8217; yes.. i am that bad&#8230; :eek1 to think that when i was younger.. i was innocent and i wanted a bf who cld listen to me&#8230; talk to me&#8230; accompany me&#8230;. play the guitar&#8230;blah blah&#8230; u muz be thinking&#8230; &#8216;isn&#8217;t BH the one?&#8217; hmm.. yeah.. tt was when i&#8217;m younger&#8230;.. times have changed man&#8230;.my bf need to be able to satisfy me in a MATERIAL sense&#8230; haha&#8230; not juz the above&#8230;.so&#8230;i feel he&#8217;s not gd enuff for me&#8230;. yeah.. i&#8217;m high maintenance emotionally and materialistically know&#8230; wahahaha&#8230; hey.. pretty girls come with a price.. :blush1 juz joking&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>my fave part abt BH is&#8230; torturing him&#8230; and he doesn&#8217;t really get angry&#8230; even if he&#8217;s angry&#8230; i&#8217;ll juz give him a hug or something.. and he&#8217;ll be alright&#8230; see&#8230; low maintenance bf&#8230; wahaha&#8230; tt&#8217;s y we go together&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>so today.. he came to fetch me after school.. and i wanted to go home and change b4 going out for lunch&#8230; soooo i went home&#8230; and the weather was so hot&#8230; and there wasn&#8217;t any1 at home&#8230; soooooooooo i got him to wait for me downstairs.. in the soooooooo warm weather&#8230;. and i took my own sweet time to prepare.. geez.. the moment i open the door&#8230; i saw my BH looking up at me from downstairs.. wahahaha&#8230; a faithful dog&#8230;.. not bad..not bad&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>i wonder if i really drove him to his limits b4&#8230;. <\/p>\n<p>i know&#8230; i drive him crazy all the time&#8230;. :wink1<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>NOTE: A SENSELESS ENTRY.. coz i need love and i&#8217;m not getting any&#8230; it&#8217;s one of those days that i sooo wanna be loved&#8230;. hmm&#8230;. and i&#8217;m so envious of pple who are able to find true love&#8230; all but me&#8230; while all girls wld be so touched and happy tt the bf cld play [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/secret.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/151"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/secret.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/secret.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/secret.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/secret.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=151"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/secret.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/151\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/secret.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=151"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/secret.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=151"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/secret.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=151"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}