{"id":146,"date":"2005-02-13T00:17:54","date_gmt":"2005-02-12T18:47:54","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.fakedevil.com\/angeldreamz\/wp\/?p=146"},"modified":"2005-02-13T00:17:54","modified_gmt":"2005-02-12T18:47:54","slug":"cute-outside-angry-inside","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/secret.6eptember.com\/?p=146","title":{"rendered":"cute outside.. angry inside"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>i suddenly thought about the Hokkaido ice-cream we ate at Odaiba&#8230;. geeez&#8230;. it taste great i tell u&#8230; i miss it&#8230;. though it&#8217;s corn flavour&#8230; and mks me corny.. wahaha&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>i miss jap food&#8230; those really nice ramen u see in the japo dramas&#8230;. argh&#8230;. above all&#8230; i kinda miss travelling with BH&#8230; haha&#8230;i hate to booast his ego BUT it&#8217;s like we are together in a foreign land&#8230;. juz me and him and we&#8217;ll tend to tk care of each other&#8230; which feels really nice&#8230; haha&#8230; the nicest part is u noe u are gonna spend 1 complete day together throughout the journey and discovering new things together.. mking the already nice scenery even nicer coz some1 special is with u&#8230;&#8230;.and tt&#8217;s sooooooooo cool! furthermore, he carries my stuff for me&#8230; pack my bag for me&#8230; wahaha&#8230; i feel like a queen! heeez&#8230;. the only bad part i can think of is&#8230; when 1 of us gets sick&#8230; i hate taking care of pple&#8230;  :blank1 <\/p>\n<p>so&#8230; tt&#8217;s y i figured out tt it will be great to settle down in another country that is foreign to me and my hubby&#8230; so we need not care abt our family.. maybe we do care but not on daily basis&#8230; and even if we are really angry and pissed with each other&#8230; we&#8217;ll have no choice but to talk it over&#8230; coz it&#8217;s juz the <b>TWO OF US<\/b>!! wahaha&#8230; and there&#8217;ll also be no problems like &#8216;why u do this to ur mum&#8230; but not my mum?&#8217; &#8230; &#8216;how come tt time i go for ur family&#8217;s this this this&#8230; you can&#8217;t come to MY family&#8217;s this this this&#8217; .. &#8216;my family is not ur family is it?&#8217; kinda arguement&#8230; :beam1 ahhhhhhhhh.. my perfect and idealistic life! of corrs&#8230; it&#8217;s not realistic&#8230; :err1<\/p>\n<p>anyway.. the pt is.. i wanna go japan again&#8230; i wish to see the fireworks&#8230; and i wanna buy their so fanciful earrings and so unique pointy shoes&#8230;. and eat their ever so delicious food.. :pout1 i even miss the train person saying &#8216; shibuya.. shibuya&#8217; haha<\/p>\n<p>this feeling will go away soon&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>______________________________________________________<\/p>\n<p>updates on my work&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p>slowly and painful.. i finished my response paper.. with help from BH of corrs&#8230; :umm1 dunno y&#8230; i wasn&#8217;t in good mood for no particular reason.. and of corrs&#8230; to mk myself feel better&#8230; i must mk some1 else feel worst.. that person is BH&#8230; <\/p>\n<p>i love to test his patience&#8230; and today.. he juz shouted at me&#8230; geeez&#8230; i think&#8230; any normal or good-tempered person will burst if i were to be sooooooo unreasonable&#8230;.i&#8217;m apologetic.. to think off it&#8230; i muz have gone mad juz now&#8230; hmmm&#8230; or hormonal changes or something&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>i think&#8230; i juz didn&#8217;t want him to forget me when he is rushing for his assignments&#8230;. sorry&#8230; think i went overboard &#8230;<\/p>\n<p>sorry BH&#8230; thank goodness BH is really patient even when he lose his patience&#8230;. he&#8217;s a nice guy.. <\/p>\n<p>soooooo&#8230; i saw something tt i really like at isetan orchard.. i showed it to BH&#8230;. hope he gets it for me&#8230; :grin1 thank you!<\/p>\n<p>and i calculated BH vday gifts for me&#8230; and i &#8216;zhuan dao&#8217; lor&#8230; heng ah! heeez&#8230; thinking if i shld engrave the metallic stripe of the watch&#8230; it&#8217;s ex.. and dangerous&#8230; coz the watch is ex.. and engrave below the stripe.. who can see right? so i scrape the idea&#8230; :eek1<\/p>\n<p>if u r reading this&#8230;. u r probably thinking tt &#8216;amanda thnks alot&#8217;.. yeah.. i think alot&#8230; guess that&#8217;s my weakness&#8230; i always draw a mental plan in my head b4 doing something.. so i hate changes&#8230; and i feel sooooo upset if things don&#8217;t go my way&#8230; :zip1<\/p>\n<p>____________________________________________________<\/p>\n<p>it muz be the vday period&#8230; saw so many lovey dovey couples on the streets and MRT today&#8230; and of corrs&#8230; there&#8217;s lots of FREE shows&#8230; geeez.. pple are like PDAing(public display of affection) like nobody&#8217;s business&#8230; i mean.. i&#8217;m not totally agst that&#8230; <i>*yeah&#8230; my views changed from last time&#8230; heez*<\/i> juz that they need to know that it&#8217;s a disgraceful and not glamorous sight&#8230;. for instance&#8230; pulling oneself agst a guy and rubbing agst his d*ck&#8230; geez&#8230; or even&#8230; petting with eyes wide open to see if they are pple looking at them&#8230; hmmmmmmmm&#8230;. this voice down to&#8230;. PUBERTY shld start at a later age&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>and the worst is&#8230; sec school kids buying gift for their gf&#8230;. yes&#8230; i cannot tk it&#8230; coz they are still so young and they are getting the gf a ring?? HELLO&#8230; wake up k&#8230;. and they are not even earning&#8230; so it&#8217;s like using the parents&#8217; hard earn money to buy vday present??? kids nowadays are soooo rich&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>everyone needs to feel loved&#8230; i wondered if it has occured to these young pple that there are other more unfortunate pple ard&#8230; if they are willing to spend so much money of their bf\/gf.. y dun they donate a small amt of money to charity&#8230; yeah&#8230;. i gave serious thought about this.. and i donated&#8230; what about you??<\/p>\n<p>and sooooooo the vday craze goes on and on and on&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>i suddenly thought about the Hokkaido ice-cream we ate at Odaiba&#8230;. geeez&#8230;. it taste great i tell u&#8230; i miss it&#8230;. though it&#8217;s corn flavour&#8230; and mks me corny.. wahaha&#8230; i miss jap food&#8230; those really nice ramen u see in the japo dramas&#8230;. argh&#8230;. above all&#8230; i kinda miss travelling with BH&#8230; haha&#8230;i hate [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/secret.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/146"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/secret.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/secret.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/secret.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/secret.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=146"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/secret.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/146\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/secret.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=146"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/secret.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=146"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/secret.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=146"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}